Tuesday, August 14, 2007

....this is a rather long post..

I feel horrible..i didnt get to your guys sites -_- why? my dad came soo of course it was all hell. He just came barging in after he dropped my brother off. He was talking to my mother about the living arrangement that was going to take place. Im not sure if they still are,i'll tell ya laters in the post. Anyways he was talking to my mom about it and he turned to me and said 'And if you EVER hit him again im gonna call the cops' and he doesnt even know the full story behind it! Which,of course made me rather angry. So we got into this huge fight,while i was fishing with Aki on gaia .-. So he was like 'Y'know what just go play your damn game' and HE is the one that pays for an online game,so how can he say that to me? I dont know,but i turned the compy off which freaked Aki out {from what i gathered} then my father was telling me i was nothing,and i am nothing. Which annoyed me,so i shot it right back at him and told him he needed to stop his drinking to and that downright pissed him off. He started screaming and yelling then, and Aki called at the most convenient moment,right when i was screaming back at my father. I have NEVER screamed at anyone like that before soooo..Aki said she was shaking haha..and then i went to my room only because my mom told me too..and then i had a panic-attack thingy. Not ONLY that,but apparently when i went to my cousins birthday party i 'talked back' to my grandfather,i only said 1 word to him the whole 3 hours and it was hi,so why the hell? I know i didnt talk back..so AGAIN my grandmother is pissed off at me for something that i didnt do. So..i dont even know anymore..at all. And the reason for my brother not going to my dads house? 1} My dad barely feeds him 2} My dad took him to a tavern that apparently reeked of urine 3}My dad was using him to pick up chicks 4}My dad had sex with a Married chick at her house and got caught by her husband,and he left my brother at his house while doing so 5}He made my brother walk with him all the way across town {no seriously he lives in the south end of town,& his bank is in the north end of town} and my dad started running. And its on Main Street...and thats a VERY busy street. Andddd..thats about all i can remember.. Oh and i was sleeping on the couch last night and rolled off the couch..yeah..i remember this because i woke up .-.- And my internet is screwy today Dx But yeah.. my apologies for long post,now im off to comment you guys x] 1}How are you doing?

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Sunday, August 12, 2007

............hi.

Sorry i didnt get to your sites {i've been saying that alot lately -_-} i had to go to Aki's and spend the night.. fun eh? -sarcasm- Anyways,i promise ill try and get to yours sites today unless anything else decides to stop me from doing so..but i dont really have anything to post about..no questions today either..dont feel like em >.<

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Saturday, August 11, 2007

Eh...Hi!

Eck..I am SO sorry i didnt get to any of your sites yesterday.. -glares at brother- {yeah..i know there was no point in glaring lol} i am so glad he is at his fathers house today. My mom said if he doesnt stop being mean and everything he is staying at my fathers house for a few weeks. Yesterday i had to go to my cousins for his birthday party,{which i REALLY didnt wanna go too >.< } he was playing golf and aiming the balls at me,hitting them as hard as he could..he even told my mom to go f*** herself before,yeahh..i hope he goes -.-. So anyways my mom is supposed to be going to a wedding today,and after that a wedding. The bad part is,is that she wants me to text her or call her at 8:30pm to tell her im sick & come pick me up that way she gets out of the reception to go on a date. Personally im happy for her because she's got a date,but i dont think its right. Im not going to do that,i think im just gonna text her at 8:30 and say 'its 8:30' and just leave it at that..i dont like to lie o_e Hmm..other than that nothing much really... ---- hisakata chan~ No,not you -hugs- some random person is going around everytime i get a new gb signing either 1 or 2 gb entries get deleated O_ o im rather disliking it haha! HIM cd,comes out 9/18/07 but idk when they get it..im gonna get it though -.-. BlackDaze - Haha,well its better than not going at all..but with your grandmother? eh..weird lol oh well im not one to talk XD Eck it scared me..but the dudes really cute too though XD but he isnt getting any damn nudes -.-. but..seriously he's pretty hot Dx joshanime2 - omw -hugs- yes! Wensdaykitten - Hmm..i guess your right =] I rather dislike my family though haha,and they rather dislike me lol. But im rather fine with it actually as long as they dont bother me with my goals in life i suppose.. Your bf likes HIM? He sounds cool now XD GothicNarutoFan - Ahh,that sounds pretty cool actually a pink plaid corset? shweet -.-. Yeah i shall add you mine is http://www.myspace.com/cassybaker just so ya know..haha.. Ekedo - Lucky,it creeped me out when i got the message. HIM,its a finnish rock band that kicks butt :D Im not sure if you'd like them buuuut you never know -shrugs- Hope you all have a good day! ¢¨ú

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Friday, August 10, 2007

Nyah .....()

Okay..To start things off thankyou guys for commenting! -hugs- =] And if there is somebody deleating gb entries i've put up with it for a while now,its agitating me..knock if off please. I may not be able to get to your gb that same day but i try -.-. Okay..well today my grandmother is supposed to be picking me up and getting me out of the house..i dont really feel like going anywhere i like the solitude of being in my own home away from people i know..i guess im just weird like that eh? Most people cant stand to be alone and i love to be alone lol well that makes me pretty weird eh? But her picking me up does give me a chance to go to hot topic..they have a corset i want,along with a HIM cd,and some more red & black eyeliner and black eyeshadow XD Soo speaking of HIM they have a new album coming out 9/18/07 called Venus Doom {haha i did all of that from memory o.o} and..i heard thier new single 'Kiss Of Dawn' {and saw the music video! Ville Valo is... -drools-} anyways {lol} i got that on my ipod -throws confetti- i want to preorder the cd..but im just gonna put it on my ipod when it comes out..i've got it marked on the calender.. i've also heard a bit of Passions Killing Floor..and i must have that..-holds up poptart wrapper- or somebody dies {but frankly nobody shall actually..die..cause i've got it haha} ... O _ o i just got a rather disturbing message on myspace.. -shudders- i hate it when people send you stuff like that... {asking you to send nudes pffffff} damn pervert -.- Well enough of my nonsense post =D --------- Wensdaykitten-Oh really? Well thank you! =] Ooooh my favorite icecream? -thinks- Okay,Orange Sherbert. But i like it best in a float {this is where most people say its disgusting haha} either Diet Coke or Diet Pepsi..preferably Diet Coke..haha but you dont know untill you try =] midnightstreaks- -hugs- thankyou =D Hmm..depends on what kind of pie ThisxBlackxHeart- oo i see Dx you had to ask this i cant chose and i dont watch alot of tv lol,but i rather like Eureka 7..why did they get rid of it? That's a great anime i think..i cried alot when it ended best part? Aki was there XD hisakata chan~-Oh,well thankyou very much =] Oo my fave FF character..well..i really like Lulu,she's pretty cool i think. I like how you get to make her little moogle thing change and whatnot everytime you customize it or whatever..i have one that i've made it so its got death on it too XD it doesnt always work though -slanty eyes- sefaa3- fruits!! Oranges,Watermelons,Strawberries {only sometimes though} lemons and limes! what about yourself? Ekedo-Lol,its okay =] Favorite season? Well i like the hotness of summer and i like the snow in the winter..but i hate the cold..soo im gonna say summer Shineska-Oh well..thankyou! -hugs- haha! nuuuuuu! not the pudding! Dx m3m3nt0r1- bah majorty my ass your next theme? oooo i dunno what ideas do you have? Emmah-It's okay =] I drew my friends Gaia avi,yesterday. I dont like how the head and legs came out though,they seem disproportionate to me... >.<'

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Thursday, August 9, 2007

Heya >:D

Those who've added me on gaia my acct got hacked,my new one is DarkKirai if you wish to re-add me Hmm..how are you guys? Thank you guys that commented on my last post,you guys are awesome *hugs* For those of you who didnt see the ugly me Hmm other than that not much going on..summer has been pretty boring..yeah.. 1}How are you? 2}How's my new theme? I love it but i guess thats just me haha 3}Ask me a question?

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Wednesday, August 8, 2007

   omw x.x

Okay,first i changed my theme..obviously. How does it look? I came upon the idea of this theme by staying up all night playing FF X and finally beating Seymour Natus..yeah..that took me a while,now im stuck on the Sanctuary Keeper plus ive been wanting to do this theme for quite some time. I Reeaalllyy like Love it! Secondly,i apologize for not getting to any of your sites. My mom kicked me off the compy early,and when i got back on i was only on for 10 minutes.. x.x So this is gonna be a really short post..haha..but remember how i asked you if you wanted to see a pic of me and whatnot? well..x.x The Me X_X yeah im pretty damn ugly The Hole in my Wall >:D It wouldnt be right without my puppy,even though i had to get rid of him 1}How are you? 2}*sobs* i want my puppy back! 3}..i love my hole in the wall x.x

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Tuesday, August 7, 2007

   Swah blegh phlem.......?

I know ive been rather slow on updating recently. But i have an excuse x] 1}Im writing 2 fanfics,1 that i write myself,which i might post on Myo. The second fanfic is Me and AkiFukachi {btw visit her please shes really cool once you get to know her} are writing one back and forth. I write one chapter,she writes the other,ect. you get it eh? 2}I was making a Hey There Delilah Parody..which from what i have gathered so far is pretty funny. Which surprised me. If you wantsa read it 3}I had to go swimming and it was absolutly hilareous because my mom was thrown in multiple times {like..4? idk} and i got to spit water at her and splash her and whatnot..it felt great x] Other than that....yeah no more excuses haha But for my vampy fanfic ive almost got 2 chapters and i started it last night at about..11 or 12pm soo i didnt get to do much but ill work on it. Yeah..its gonna be fun XD I might redo my site btw..i just..feel like it..idk.. 1}how are you? 2}are you interested in my fanfic? {be honest} 3}im tired...*yawn* oh well 4}what would you like my theme to be?

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Sunday, August 5, 2007

Chicken Mask = ¢¾

Sooo...last night my mom tried to get me to go outside and socialize with the neighbors..that didnt go quite as well as she planned...All i said was 'Can I go back inside?' and she kept saying 'No' one of the neighbor chicks was drunk of tequila or something like that..she couldnt walk straight,and i just didnt want to be outside. I noticed im becoming less and less social..i mean ive been asked to hang out with a bunch of people and spend the night at a bunch of thier houses..of course i declined..i like the solitude of my house and i think that worries my mom lol last night she was all 'You NEED to get out of this house' lol and the worst part is,is that im not even calling aki as much o_ O weeeirddddd.....oh well..nothing to talk about anyways When my mom came home last night i pulled off the funniest stunt {me and beck talked about this.. xD } and it was a spur of the moment thing...but i took a big knife,splattered ketschup all over my wrist and the knife,made it look like i really cut myself {likeeeee reallllllllly deep} i turned off all the lights and layed down on the floor,waited for forever..but she finally came in. It scared her..alot lol she looked down at me and saw me smiling with my eyes wide open and realized it was ketshup...it was soooo funny i about wet myself laughing about it..and thats when she made me go outside x.x So anyways i was playing Kingdom Hearts earlier today..and i decided i wanted to draw an OC..well it ended up being a Naruto OC but..it doesnt look that bad i guess o_e i did try a new style drawing it,and shes actually tall!! whee! thats awesome i drew a tall person!....eck im bored..obviously 1}How are you? 2}Dude i was on gaia and i got a freakin chicken mask!! thats..awesome!! XD 3}Kyo is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute!! *huggles kyo* >XD and so is Hatsu! bwahaa!

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Saturday, August 4, 2007

..Blahhh

Im sorry i didnt update..Aki spent the night and then i had to go to the mall with Yoko and Aki. Yoko is going to scan some of my art sometime soon..which is good xD She also lent me a bunch of Furuba to read..XD im only on the 2nd manga..for now x] Momiji scares me..seriously dudes...buuuuuuuuuuuut Yuki is really cute x] Righty..well other than that nothing else to say.. So im off to comment and read ¢¾

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Wednesday, August 1, 2007

blasphemy O. o

Okays..so not much going on here really..except Aki and I are going to dye our hair black XD and we are going to get temporary pink highlights..shweeeet xD And ill try to get a pic of me up o_e Other than that nothing to post x] 1}how are you? 2}you dont want to see me do you? *please tell me you dont im urglies* 3}i think i had salmonella x.x

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