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y'know i feel sadistic and apathetic.....again...y'know i dunno know why....i just wanna sit here and cry until i fall asleep and then when i go home, cut my wrists and let the blood trickle down my arm....
I try to be as optimistic and happy as i can but it just doesnt work,no matter how hard i try i cant fix my discunctional family,my brother who tells me i fail at everything litterally threatens to kill me in my sleep, or right in front of my mom, my 'father' who's somewhat sexually abused me used abusive words,and neither me nor him want anything to do with eachother ,my over-stressed mother, and of course stuff like school,and other stuff...life just doesnt like me
i really dont get why im still here sometimes..
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if you dont wanna hear complaining then dont read this