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Female Location Stalker. Member Since 2006-12-18 Real Name Cassy
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Sunday, May 13, 2007
.......some mom...
i dont know why stupid shit keeps happening to me! last night was absolutely HORRIBLE! i dont know weither or not my mom was drunk but she called me at 2:44am and i'd had less than 2 hours of sleep so when she came and picked me up from my gramma's she was taking a LONG time to get around and get in the car and whatnot so i said 'Can we please hurry up and go home im REALLY tired' and my mom EXPLODED at me,she called me a SELFISH USELESS BRAT okay!? then she told me i could go sit and ROT in my room and she wouldnt fucking care! THEN she said 'You just expect me to help you out with all theese problems your having and whatnot!?' welll DUH your my MOM!
Well seeing as how much i've been yelled at in the past when i got home i had a panic attack in my room...for 11 minutes... [I call them panic attacks although im not sure exactly WHAT they are...First i start crying then i go to someplace quiet where im alone and try to calm down but that dont work,instead i cant breathe right and i cant stop crying >.< that makes me sound like such a baby!]
And before all of that happened my dumbass brother took half of my money that i was saving up for my band trip next weekend he took my money and spent it on a freakin game for a ds! that just PISSED me off! hes SO lucky that my gramma got me a new pair of headphones for my ipod,bcause music calms me down sometimes,had i not had thoose he might've had a black eye or two....