Monday, February 4, 2008

   grrr
no my stupid f-ing dad just b**ched at me cause I was getting my dinner and I was in the way of my mom getting a plate, which I wasnt if she cant fit in the space there was then she should get off her fat a** and do something about it, so now I am pissed cause every thing is always my fault, and my stupid god d*mn parents think they know me when they dont know a damn thing about me, so they can go to h*ll

srry for the foul language
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Thanks for all the comments, I love getting them, they r the second thing I read when I get on, first I read all my pm's

in responce to Mercury Tiger's post, the essay I turned in was actually longer cause it was double spaced and I had to put a heading on it, which I left out on the post version, but yeah I would never turn in an essay if it actually looked that short

in responce to Kill Sasuke's post, ur right I should not worry about Light, but I guess I just cant help it, cause Rem was all "if u dont save her I will kill u," so it does worry me a little, thanks for the reassurance^^

To everyone else to commentes on my essay, thanks for all the wishes of good luck for a good grade^^

Well tomorrow is the musical audition, I will probably get some sleep tonight but I dont think I will be able to sleep on wednesday night cause Thursday is when the cast list goes up

I am going to sing the first couple of lines from The Circle of Life, from the Lion King^^ one of the few songs from broadway that I actually know^^

I think I am gonna go crazy, ever since me and Brandon started going out, it has been even harder to stop thinking about him

It used to be exactly 7 days from the time I last saw him would be how long I constantly thought about him and then I would think about him every now and then

But now all I freakin do is think about him, and it is driving my crazy. Dont get me wrong I do love him, but still constantly thinking about him, is causing some of my grades to slip because I am not paying attention in class, cause I am day dreaming, or off in my own world

Of course the one class that I have to work my a** off in is the one that I daydream the most in, and that is English

I swear I am the stupidest person in that class, cause when we share things that we write or what we think about a poem or something, I always have the stupidest answer and everyone else sounds all smart

Well what else, me and my mom r not talking but that isnt anything new, we never get along and we r always fighting, one of the main reasons I cant wait to move out

Oh the superbowl, man was my dad pissed that the Patriots lost, omg I thought he was never gonna stop screaming and b*tching at the TV

I was like omg it is just a game and he was all it was not just a game it was the superbowl, they could have went 19 and 0 and now they r known as the ones who lost the superbowl, and then I just went to bed

I never did care a lot about football, just never intersted me, the only game that I have actually sat through nearly put me to sleep and it to 4 ever to get over, cause like 3 minutes on the clock can take 30 minutes to get over

well this post is really long already so I will go look at art and visit some sites to ttyl *hugs*
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Sunday, February 3, 2008

here is my essay for English what do u think? if u dont want to read it I have a post beneath it^^
When You Are Old
By: William Butler Yeats


In the poem When You Are Old, by William Butler Yeats, the poet asks the intended audience to cogitate upon the joyous and bittersweet moments of the past love. The word choice in When You Are Old, creates a contemplative mood, by asking the audience to “read and dream” about the “fled love.”
The poem conveys how many people can love “your moments of glad grace” but there will only be one person who “loves the pilgrim soul in you.” Meaning that no matter how many people there are in the world, everyone has one soul mate, that one person who will “love the sorrows of your changing face.”
The poet uses the phrase, “But one man loved the pilgrim soul in you, and loved the sorrows of your changing face,” to express how he was the only person to love her for who she was and not for what she did, and he continued to love her as they aged. Unfortunately, something happened to make the love they shared “pace upon mountains overhead and hid his face amid a crowd of stars.” Meaning that the integrity of their love changed and now he is just a face in a crowd of people. Now, he wants her to “slowly read, and dream of the soft look your eyes had once, and of their shadows deep.” Meaning that he wants her to cogitate upon the past and remember him, and the love they shared.
The poem When You Are old, has a contemplative mood, because the poet wants the intended audience to reflect upon a “fled love,” when they “are old and grey and full of sleep.”

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   AAAHHHH
I just watched Death Note and for those who did watch it I think u know y I am screaming

OMG I dont wanna know what Light is gonna do, cause he said bye to Ryuik *SP* and that makes me scared cause he might like give up owner ship of the deathnote like Misa did

I wanna see the next episode so bad, it totally sucks that it is only on once a week, OMG, Light plz do not do anything stupid, plz

and also Blood+ looks like it might be coming to an end cause Saya is about to go into her 30 years sleep, which sucks also, but god Light, Deathnote, what a way to end an episode,

I wish they already had it in English online cause I would watch it, it would be worth the like hour wait for it to load *tear* and he even kissed Misa *tear*

well other than that I dont have much to say so Bye *hugs*
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Saturday, February 2, 2008

OMG
I just realized that the auditions for the Musical r this TUESDAY!!!! Crap I haven't even found a song that I am gonna sing yet!!! So I am really srry but I don't know how much I will even be on the computer this week, having that in mind, so Ya, I gotta go bye *hugs*

LISTENING TO: Still In Love With You
BY:Jonas Brothers
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Saturday 11:24
NOW LISTENING TO: My Name Is
BY:Eminem

Thanks for all the congrats on winning the debate

About the poem in drama, I did do better on that one than I did on my English one, but for some reason, when I practice it alone or with a couple of friends, it sounds exactly how I want it to but when I got o present it infront of the class, all the blocking that I had done goes out the door

I talked to the teacher after class and she told me that I tend to sound monotone when I get nervous, which is actually kinda true, and it sucks too

engugh about that I just had an apple and I can not remeber the last time I ate one of those^^

I want to go to Walgreens sometime this week but I really do not feel like walking there cause I am sick and being sick just makes me feel so weak

SONG CHANGED TO: S.O.S.
BY: Jonas Brothers

So Naruto is on tonight which is awesome and Blood+ and Death Note come on tomorrow morning^^, hopefully they will actually get recorded this time

My site is now under construction... If u have not noticed by some of the slight changes I have made so far...

SONG CHANGES TO: That's Just the Way We Roll
BY:Jonas Brothers

...*blows nose*...anyway the slight changes have been the count down and the change in my avi... and if u can not tell the new theme by those, I will just tell u it is a Valentines Day theme

This is the only year I actually am happy bout V-Day, but I still feel for those of u who do not like it and I know y, it sucks seeing everyone together, and being alone, which I am still gonna be alone until the week after V-day but what ever

SONG CHANGES TO: Beautiful Girls
BY: Sean Kingston

I have an esaay I have to write for English due Monday so I will have to work on that sometime today or tomorrow, so I am srry if I do not get to ur sites

have a nice day *hugs*
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Friday, February 1, 2008

what a night
I went and saw the school play last night and the play was called "The Foreigner" and I still can not believe how great it was

it plays again tonight and I would love to go see it again but I cant cause my dad does not want to stay up til 9:30pm again tonight, which sucks, cause it is so great

I knew it would be good but I never thought it would be so good to where I would want to see it 2 nights in a row

The advance drama kids were the ones who put on the play and they inspired us intro drama kids and now I can not wait to be in a school play^^

I do have to be in an end of the year production which is gonna be awesome but it will be so cool next year when I get to act with some of the kids who r in advance drama, unfortunatly this years seniors will not be there but at least the juniors will be^^

The debates yesterday were so much fun, because we won, but the way we won sucked cause the opposing side didnt come to school so we won by default

and we had to debate with the entire class so that we could earn our grade and of course to of the smartest karismatic kids come up and debate with us the entire time

I could not believe it whe the judges said that even if we would not have won by default we would have won anyway^^

Reciting my poem in English sucked cause I got so nervous I couldnt dramatizt while I recited it and I also forgot some of the words so it messed me up :(

Now today I have to recite my other poem in my Drama class :( hopefully I will not be so nervous, but I do not think it will turn out the way I have been practicing it cause my voice is slowly leaving and so the accent I was gonna use does not sound quite right and trying to sound loving and caring and dreamy does not work well either, and I have to sound that way cause it is a love poem, called "How do I love thee? Let me count the way." by Elizabeth Browning

well thats all I go for now so have a great day all *hugs*
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Thursday, January 31, 2008

   hmph
YOU WONT BELIEVE WHAT HAPPPEND IN IN TUCSON TODAY THE JONAS BROTHERS WERE HERE BUT MY DAD WOULDNT LET ME SEE THEM AND THE CONCERT WAS FREE!!! FREE WHAT THE HELL?!?!?! NOW THEY R IN PHOENIX AND U HAVE TO PAY FOR THE BLOODY CONCERT DX DAMIT, IT WAS RIGHT DOWN THE STREET FROM MY SCHOOL, IF I HAD KNOWN THAT I WOULD HAVE DITCHED 2ND HOUR AND SAW THEM, OMG I CANT BELIEVE I MISSED MY FAV BAND WHEN THEY WERE RIGHT DOWN THE STREET FROM ME, I WAS SO CLOSE TO MEETING THEM, GRRR THAT MAKES ME SO MAD, SO NOW I AM JUST LISTENING TO THEM ON ITUNES *TEAR*

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   ugh
dang i couldnt even spell ugh i kept putting guh

okay well today i have my debate and i have to recite a poem in english and i am so syked for the debate, surprisingly

unfortuanatly i am sick and loosing my voice and the musical auditions r coming up so i need my voive to sing for the audition, cause i am bad enough when i am not sick being sick will only make it worss

i feel so bad cause my best friend on otaku got his heart broke by his gf, and i cant believe it even happened, and i just wish there was something i could do to make the pain go away, but i dont know how, i dont even think i could

love is a very great and horriable thing, it is what can hurt the most

i have to cut this post short cause i have to go to school right now but i might post later bye *hugs*
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