Tuesday, January 29, 2008

okay well first i will respond to some comments
Kill Sasuke-
"wow, how old is brandon?? i mean even an "inocennt little girl" like me knows how to put on a condom..."
-brandon is 13, yeah i thought it was weird that he didnt know how to put one on too

"i smashed my hand through a window... yeah long story there..."
-i would love to here the story sounds interesting, i hope u didnt hurt ur hand to bad when u smashed it through the window

berzeliusboy
"well, you did it?
uhmm, I think you felt you're an adult woman now. :)"
-yeah i guess u could say that but i was a little worried when i got home just i wasnt too sure if i was preg. or not, but i am not so yeah ur right

mysterioushanyou
"wow.........
xD
+Raven=
@LOVE THE ROBOTS!!*"
-wow, lol

well i have to so see the school play either thursday or friday but i havent decided what day yet

the school musical auditions are on Feb. 5th so I will be auditioning for that

hmm... I have a debate in History on thursday and I also have to recite a poem in English on that same day and then I have to recite one on Friday in drama

I am waiting for last sundays episode of blodd+ to buffer cause i missed it and my comp. takes for ever to buffer things

well i guess that is all i have for today so i will watch some more of blood+ now srry if i dont make it to ur sites

*hugs*




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Monday, January 28, 2008

Part5
so this is the final part and to end the story of January 19th^^. but first i was asked a question by Kill Sasuke so i will answer that first, it wasing that i "was off my rocker" i just didnt think it would mess me up that bad, which was kinda stupid to think but hey i am only 16 we all have probably done something, maybe not drink but done something crazy and out there that could possiably hurt us, and if u havent than wow i dont know how u manage to do that

now to continue with the story, i just threw up again
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and my sis wiped my face with something but i dont really know what it was, proabably a towel, but w/e

so than she says she was going to take me out to the living room and that she trusted me and Brandon not to do anything, if i went out there

so she walks me out of his room and sits me down on a couch, the one i usually sleep on, she leaves and comes back with a pillow and some blankets, then she goes to bed

so Brandon is playing a video game in the living room and i remeber it had birds in it cause i kept saying the color of the bird ex.."blue bird" i also was saying "Brandon's bird win"

so at some point i get off the couch and crawl over to my bag and I take out the candy that I had brought him and I also took out the condoms that I had brought

I then crawled over to the couch he was on and I put them on his chest and I said, "urs" and I at some point fall back and I remeber seeing him over me and he was trying to help me up and I held his hand and then he left

and went back over to my bag to put the things back in it and I half way follow him

...i am still crawling...

and i told him, "no urs"

and he said, "no go to bed" and then i start carwling back to my bag but I dont get there and for some reason I am now lieing on the floor and Brandon comes over and is hovering over me and for some reason I put my hands in my lap

...while I am lieing on the floor...

and i keep saying "urs" and he tells me to go to bed and i say "no" and i said it twice i think and the second time i turn my head and hit my nose on the table leg and i was like "oww"

...i hadnt felt anything execpt my stomach so to feel pain was surprising...

and then he leaves and tells me to go to bed and then i follow him...yes i am still crawling... and at some point i get back on the couch that i sleep on and i am telling him, "im srry" "Brandon, tomorrow night the present promised in card"

...it has to do with what i worte in his birthday card...

and then i lay down and i am falling asleep saying "I love you" over and over again

...this might sound kinda weird...

but then he gets on me and I didnt really understand y someone was on me and kissing me and then i realized it was him and i say "gave u condoms" and he said "no they r urs u bought them" and then i said "all the way" so then he undoes my pants and he kisses me and I reach in his pants... i really dont know y...

and then i said "change, me, other outfit" and so he gets off and I walk over to my bag and get the out fit I had bought and then i change

...he didnt know how to put a condom on...

so he is reading the directions while i sit on the floor and i start doing some stuff to him while he is reading and then...well i think u get the point and there is no need for details so that is where i am gonna end this story here and say yay that was my January 19th at night
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well thats all i got today so expect a new post tomorrow^^
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Sunday, January 27, 2008

Part4(again)
I am re-posting this because it got cut off last time so i hope now it works but if it is still cut off could u plz tell me how it is so that i can try and fix it, thanks^^
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We just get inside, um lets see...I was told that I was following Brandon everywhere, and I was still calling out all kinds of things execpt for now I was saying that he was my boyfriend and that I loved him

...which is true, he is and I do...

Jen kept asking me if I had a different shirt, that didnt show my boobs (bra)

...I was wearing a spagheti *sp* strap shirt and it was low cut...

so I guess at one point she gets me in her room and closes the door and I keep asking for Brandon only I was calling him singer still, and she takes of my shirt and puts one of hers on me and I guess I end up punching her in the nose, and I am falling into her bed and I had to keep pulling up my pants cause they kept falling down

So I finally get out of her room...I dont actually know when this happened... but I took off my belt and was using it as a whip I guess, and some one took it away from me but I dont know who

so then I go back out into the living room and I follow Brandon some more and I end up on the floor and at one point I am hugging his shoe and then he changes couches so I start hugging his foot, lol

Then he asks his dad if he should go in his room and he ends up heading that way and I follow him, kinda, It was hard to crawl I kept slipping on the carpet, but at some point I get back to my feet and I am in his room by his bed kinda in his closet and I keep falling back against his dresser and I start yelling at the dresser to stop pushing me, lol

then I fall on the floor and kinda pass out on the trash can that was tipped over on his floor, and then I get up and move to his bed,

I start falling asleep but I have to go pee so I get out of his bed and walk to the door but it is closed and I am trying to figure out how to open it so i put my fingers threw the top cause his door is shorter than the door way...

...i dont really know what happened but the door got open and I am back on the floor in the doorway... and I dont have to pee anymore cause my stomach is killing me and I am asking for it to stop and I start crying and I put some of Brandon's clothes over my face

my sister helps me into his bed and tells me to go to sleep and when she leaves I start calling to Brandon to help me, "help plz" I dont know how many times I said that but it was quite a lot...

so then i sit up and I start reading this banner that is on his wall from his baseball team and I keep reading it over and over again and then I start asking for help again and saying not in Brandons room and my sis comes in and tells me I should be laying down

she leaves and comes back with a pepsi and tells me I need to drink it cause it will help my "dry throat" she keeps tellin me this for a while and then she puts i down on the entertainment center and I manage to pick it up and I take one small sip

put it back and start say "Jen didnt work" and i lean over the side of the bed and I throw up and then Jen comes in with a trash can and I say no already did and she said incase u do it again and then I threw up again...
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and that is where i end it today cause it is getting long but tomorrow will be the rest of it so stay tuned
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so u all basically told me that the post was cut off so could u tell me where it got cut off, cause when i see it on my comp. its all there, and i dont want to put up part5 and u guys not be able to see it, so thanks for telling me and thanks in advance for those who answer my question^^
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Saturday, January 26, 2008

part4
in responce to some of the comments Kill Sasuke no actually i didnt have a headache at all, not even a hangove the next day
to the other ones, i know that was a long post and i understand if u didnt read it
okay now to part4
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We just get inside, um lets see...I was told that I was following Brandon everywhere, and I was still calling out all kinds of things execpt for now I was saying that he was my boyfriend and that I loved him

...which is true, he is and I do...

Jen kept asking me if I had a different shirt, that didnt show my boobs (bra)

...I was wearing a spagheti *sp* strap shirt and it was low cut...

so I guess at one point she gets me in her room and closes the door and I keep asking for Brandon only I was calling him singer still, and she takes of my shirt and puts one of hers on me and I guess I end up punching her in the nose, and I am falling into her bed and I had to keep pulling up my pants cause they kept falling down

So I finally get out of her room...I dont actually know when this happened... but I took off my belt and was using it as a whip I guess, and some one took it away from me but I dont know who

so then I go back out into the living room and I follow Brandon some more and I end up on the floor and at one point I am hugging his shoe and then he changes couches so I start hugging his foot, lol

Then he asks his dad if he should go in his room and he ends up heading that way and I follow him, kinda, It was hard to crawl I kept slipping on the carpet, but at some point I get back to my feet and I am in his room by his bed kinda in his closet and I keep falling back against his dresser and I start yelling at the dresser to stop pushing me, lol

then I fall on the floor and kinda pass out on the trash can that was tipped over on his floor, and then I get up and move to his bed,

I start falling asleep but I have to go pee so I get out of his bed and walk to the door but it is closed and I am trying to figure out how to open it so i put my fingers threw the top cause his door is shorter than the door way...

...i dont really know what happened but the door got open and I am back on the floor in the doorway... and I dont have to pee anymore cause my stomach is killing me and I am asking for it to stop and I start crying and I put some of Brandon's clothes over my face

my sister helps me into his bed and tells me to go to sleep and when she leaves I start calling to Brandon to help me, "help plz" I dont know how many times I said that but it was quite a lot...

so then i sit up and I start reading this banner that is on his wall from his baseball team and I keep reading it over and over again and then I start asking for help again and saying not in Brandons room and my sis comes in and tells me I should be laying down

she leaves and comes back with a pepsi and tells me I need to drink it cause it will help my "dry throat" she keeps tellin me this for a while and then she puts i down on the entertainment center and I manage to pick it up and I take one small sip

put it back and start say "Jen didnt work" and i lean over the side of the bed and I throw up and then Jen comes in with a trash can and I say no already did and she said incase u do it again and then I threw up again...
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and that is where i end it today cause it is getting long but tomorrow will be the rest of it so stay tuned

*hugs*
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Friday, January 25, 2008

PART3
first to answer squids question, no, i dont really like him, he has cute eyes, but if he was real i would never date him
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Now back to the story... where did i leave off... i believe i just had my 5th shot and Da Feather, if u didnt like that i was taking shots than u probably wont want to know what i did next, just thought i would tell u before hand...
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so I took my 5th shot of taquilla, at this point we have people running through the fire, in shoes and with socks... no one got hurt, actually they all had loads of fun... then Josh decided to get his butt close to the fire to warm it up, cause we were outside and it is cold out where they live, and then Brandon decided to take it to a whole new level

He literally pulled down the back of his pants and stuck his bare butt close to the fire, almost in it, then he jumps up and says, "owe thats hot!"


so Brandon and Josh continue to stick bare butts in the fire and then Brandon said, "i wanna be the first to take a piss in the fire," Josh beat him to it though cause right after Brandon said that Josh pulled the front of his pants down and pissed in the fire, then Brandon did it and then Brandon's little brother Bryan did it too

My nephew James wanted to but he was too scared to he peed on a tree instead

So Brandon and Josh start saying that they aint got no more hair left on their asses or their balls, lol... I started laughing when they said that

...I also took some piccied of when they were doing some of that, u dont see anything cause i we were all on the side where u couldnt see anything...

so then Josh asks if I could drink the rest of the taquilla in one gulp, there was about a third of the bottle left, and guess what I did, I chugged it in one shot

...this is the start of where my sis had to fill in some of the blanks...

as soon as i took my lips off the bottle i look at the ground and it is spinning, and i cant stand to still and i have no clue who took the bottle from me but i no longer had it and it was empty

so i am there looking at the fire wabbling and spinning around and Josh says, "I think she is fucked up," well yeah i was

all i was think was that i wanted to run through the fire...which i ended up not doing anyway... and some stuff happens, i dont really know what... but the next thing i remeber is falling and Jen saying to Josh, "look baby she fell down,"

so i sat there for a little while just watching things spin around then i got up... bad idea... getting up made things worse cause things started to spin faster and get blurry and i almost fell again but i didnt...yet...

so now Josh is making fun of me and laughing at me and i start laughing at me too, lol,

so then he tells Jen, "u wanna really fuck with her," and he comes over and he holds up 3 fingers... that much i could tell... let me tell u he did this really fast so it was weirder than how it will sound... so he puts that hand down and put the other on in my face with a lit lighter in it and i scream and run into the side of the house, lol

then i think i fall again at some time and then i got up again and i walk over to these wooded posts they have and i start swinging on one and i hug it a couple of times and i stand still with it... kinda like i was dance with it...

then Josh says to Jen, "Look i think she is practicing,"

...for those he means i was practicing my pole dancing...

right after he said that i hug the post and slide down and sit there for a while

i dont know when i got up but i did and i was back over by everyone else and Brandon hands me his beer and i look at it and i drop it at one point and pick it back up and it still has the same amount in it, and then some one takes it from me

so i swipe Joshes out of his hands cause i was sitting by him and i hold it for a while and i take a drink and i swallow some of it and spit some out

...nice to know beer is really nasty if even when i am drunk i dont like it...

while i am sptting the beer out and trying ot get the taste out of my mouth Brandon tries to take the bottle from me...this bottle was full... and he end up pushing it in my direction so now i have beer in my face and my hair so i scream and wipe my face on Joshes leg...at least i think it was his...

now Josh tells Brandon to go change the song that was playing and Brandon said he was gonna put on Buckcherry, so i shout out Crazy Bitch... cause i know that song... i dont really remeber the song too well, but i know we all started to sing it then i space out and come back and Brandon is still singing it and then i space out and it over... i think...

so then i shouted out to Brandon that he was hot and that he had cute eyes and I kept calling him hottie

...to let u know, no one in our families know that we r going out so ya...

then i startd calling him singer cause he was singing and so i carried on that way for a while,

next we r going inside and i dont remeber when i got back to me feet buy Jen told me she had to carry me up the stairs on on here shoulder, i do remebere walking into the light though...the light of the door way, not the passing on light...
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at that is where i will end part3 tomorrow will be part4 if i get online and hopefully the end of the things i am sharing about last saturday night

happy friday *hugs*
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Thursday, January 24, 2008

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PART 2
Here comes the part many of u wanted to hear some more of and it is this part where things get interesting
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...So Jen comes inside and says they r going to blow up a soda in the bonfire, that was made, so I go outside to see it, it takes a little while but it finally blows up and soda gets sprayed every where, it was actually really cool

next they decide they were going to blow up a beer, so we run inside and get a beer, this one takes a lot longer, cause it was cold and we had to wait for the beer to heat up enough to where it would blow

But it finally did and it was right before that when Brandon finally joined us out side, at that time Josh was poking the beer bottle and it finally exploded and something hit Brandon in the lip but luckily it wasnt anything that could have hurt him cause he didnt get hurt.

it was funny cause Josh had, had an empty beer bottle sitting in the fire melting and when the other one blew up we couldnt find the one that was melting... we never did find it, not even the next morning

So then Jen says we should shake up a soda and stick it in the fire, this time the soda blew fairly quickly

So then Jen says we should shake up a beer and put it in the fire, but first Josh is gonna drink the rest of his beer and Jen is going to put Samantha to bed

it was while she was putting Samantha in bed when Josh asked if I wanted a shot of tiquilla *sp* and I said yeah so I took a shot and so did Brandon, but he choked on it, lol

So then Jen comes out and we stick the shaken and empty beer bottles in the fire and we wait and Brandon is complaining that it was taking to long

well it ended up blowing the top off the bottle and shooting it up like a fountian and it kinda rained beer on Brandon, good thing he had a sweater on cause if he didnt he would have probably been burned.

So then I take another shot which was actually about 3 shots in one, and then Brandon trys to out shoot me but he doesnt even take as big of one and he chokes on it again, lol, I am still feeling fine at this point...
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so part3 will be tomorrows post, where we get into some funny things, that even now while I am thinking about them i start laughing

so stay tuned to here some more about last Saturday Night

*hugs*
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Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Saturday Part 1
I have to do this story in parts because if i didnt the post would be like 6 pages longs, lol

so here is part 1

PART 1:

I get to my sis's (Jen) house and Brandon and some of his friends were all jumping on the trampoleen, so I go over there and they all kinda stare at me cause of my blue hair, lol

I stay out there for a little while longer then I go inside and I do some homework for my World History class *rolls eyes* and then his friends leave and they all eat dinner (it is important later on to know that I didnt eat)

Then Jen and her bf (Josh) go out side to make a bon-fire, my and Brandon are still inside, I am playing with the two youngest kids, (Brandon and Samantha), p.s. it is not my bf Brandon I was playing with,

My Brandon was listening to his CD player, while the serio was blasting, and he was singing songs from one of Eminems cd's

Everytime a song came on that I knew, that he was singing I would sing with him, kinda hard without actually being able to hear the music
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and thats where I will end part one, trust me it gets better, thats just what happens before me and Brandon go out side

some of u might not think it is funny, some might think I am supid, and some might think it is funny,

I am not gonna go into details about certain things, because they were between me and Brandon and for now they should stay between us,

but for now u know the things that I didnt have to be told about cause some of the info in the other part(s) I didnt remeber and Jen told me bout them

so have a nice day all, and stay tuned for part 2

and before I go I am gonna say Happy Birthday to Brandon, even though I know he wont see this cause he doesnt have internet:(

Bye,

*hugs*
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Monday, January 21, 2008

   I GOT BACK TODAY
srry I wasnt on all weekend I was @ my sisters' house and I just got back today

seeing in how my mom is sitting behind me I cant tell u about Saturday though it is a fun and weird ass story, but that will have to wait til tomorrow

Sunday wasnt really all that intersting but I am now completly into Lost, my sis was watching season 2, she never watched it til her bf got her into it, and I started watching it and wow that is one hell of a show, I cant wait til the 31st when season 4 starts, course it would help if I had seen season 3

but unfortuanatly my sis just bought it today and I had to come home today so I couldn't watch it :(

well I have to go back to school tomorrow, what a drag... god i really want to tell what happened Saturday night... but I cant... have to wait til tomorrow... and may I apologize in advance cause it might be a long post, and a semi-detailed post, from what I can remeber... if u understand those hints, then it kinda tells u what will be in it, lol

well I am gonna check out portfolios and if i have time i will check out sites so ttyal *hugs*
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