Sunday, July 6, 2008

   The End Of DeathNote
made me cry....

it wasnt even Lights fault he lost it was all...*grr* i cant remeber his name now...but it was all the guy who waz supposed 2 kill em alls fault cause he had 2 write Takadas name in his deathnote

I still cant believe its over, i guess if i would have remebered when Ryuik told Light he was gonna end up writing his name in his deathnote, than i would have known how it was gonna end

but i 4got all about that and got caught up in how awesome Light waz.

still Ryuik could have killed all the SPK members and all off the other people against Light, it wouldnt have extended Lights lifespan and he wouldnt have gone 2 prison and they both would have still been intertained... but no he killed Light instead

well im done pouting bout it i guess

remeber if u got a MySpace add me

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=374263751

have a nice day *hugs*

ugh i have this song stuck in my head, and i think its called here i am but im not sure and idk where iver heard it b4 but its starting 2 annoy me...omg it just hit me its from camp rock... margret dupree sang it okay im good now

*hugs*
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Friday, July 4, 2008

hey
the website link on the toolbar 2 the left should take u to my Myspace page if u wanna add me

the new BG is in honor of the last episode of Deathnote on Sunday *tear*

here is the link 2 my Myspace 4 those u dont wanna click to the left link so the adress is

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=374263751

Have a nice day every1 *hugs*
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Thursday, July 3, 2008

   wow has it been a long time
so heres a very quick fastforward of whats been going on with me

Brandon broke up with my on May 25th but were back 2gether now

im out of skool 4 summer

im trying 2 get a job

ive rebleached my hair

it sucks that this sunday is the last episode of DeathNote *tear*

I have a MySpace account now, look my up under the name Sara (cant wait til the 19th) if u add me let me know i know u from otaku other wise i probably wont accept

its my nieces birthday today and the 4th of July is tomorrow

well i guess thats it on me

how have u all been?
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Monday, April 21, 2008

   How my heart beats
well last weekend I hd to go to my sis's house to baby sit, and I cannot believe it but Brandon came over for a visit, and he was there for about 2, 3 hours

course he spent the whole time playing videogames, but I was so happy to see and soon as I saw him I basically ran up to him and hugged him, I would have kissed him but my sis was right there so I didnt.

but it was so sad to see him leave, so when he was about to walk out the door I grabbed him from behind and huged him said "bye" and I whispered "I love you" to him aswell.

Him coming over made my stay there so much better but it is still weird being over there and not having him there, but on Sunday he came over for about 10 minutes to get his base ball glove and get a splinter out of his thumb.

When I saw him walking into his room I ran down the hall into his door way, and just watched what he was doing and then when he had to leave I hugged him again, and I spent the rest of the day watching the kids.

He has a court meeting thing on May 5th and I told my sis to call and tell me whats going on, cause I really want to know if he is going to be allowed to move back in soon, and I hope it is soon. I want him back moved in at the latest Christmas cause this Christmas is out 1 year going out so it is very important.

we will have known eachother for one year on July 19th of this year as well^^

so I have another drama performance on May 1st sadly it is a thursday so Brandon wont be able to see it *tear* but there will be other plays so he has to see one of them at least.

well this post seems really long so i will wnd it with how I cannot believe that Captian Isan killed Captian Hitugaya*SP* that makes me so mad cause he was the coolest captian and now he is dead what a shame.

"The hours I spend with you I look upon as sort of a perfumed garden, a dim twilight, and a fountain singing to it. You and you alone make me feel that I am alive. Other "women" it is said have seen angels, but I have seen thee and thou art enough." ~George Moore

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Sunday, April 13, 2008

   i hate my life

srry bout the recentcy in depressing updates, but i am going to go crazy not having brandon for s long as his stupid po wants to keep him away from his home.

on good news the musical went very well and yesterday was the language fair and my group place in 1st so thats good

but it seems that none of the really matters much to me, i nees to see brandon and talk to him.

things finally got better between us and now he is gone and i feel so lost i dont know what to do anymore

i fell like an empty shell with no personality now, because he really did complete me and now i lost half of myself, maybe even more.

i dont want to cry anymore but i cannot help ever since i found out on friday i have been crying myself to sleep and its starting to sting my eyes, and i dont want to do it anymore, but i cannot help it.

it sucks to even listen to my music because every song reminds me of him in some way and it make me wanna cry even more.

i have to go back to school tomorrow and i am not looking forward to it.

so L got killed in deathnote, which was pretty sad, the only good thing is that we have our Kira back but i mean it truely does stink that L is dead, the episode was kinda sad from the begining.

i see not many people r updating, and I would like to thank those who commented on my last post, it is nice to know that some people still have me as a friend.

well i dont want to sulk any more on here, and i am hoping that things get better, and i dont want any pitty or anything because it is not worth it, pitty means that i would be accepting deffeat in the fact that i wont get brandon back, and I will i have to i cannot live with out, him, he keeps me sane and happy, and out of the darkness of depression and other horriable things that i do not want to go back to so i will get him back because i just have to if i want to stay happy and loving and caring, bright.

ttyal

akira
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Friday, April 11, 2008

i so want to cry right now

Your Heart is Feeling Broken

Your heart is pretty much destroyed right now, and it's hard for you to think of anything else. You are in deep despair, and sometimes it feels like you will never love again. Your hear may be at its lowest point right now. Things can only get better from here. Deep down, your heart is susceptible to: Being swept away by the wrong person Your current outlook on love: You find yourself wondering if love is ever worth it Your love life will improve if you: Take a lot of steps back. You're in no shape to fall in love right now. Watch out for: Anyone who may try to take advantage of your fragile state.

What Is Your Heart Feeling?

I just found out the Brandon, my bf, isnt living with my sister anymore because his P.O. came by when my sister was out and he was alone with her kids, I really hope I can get to see him, I am going over there tonight to baby sit, but I really dont want too, cause it wont be the same with out him there
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Wednesday, March 26, 2008

It been a long time
Well I said I would update every now and then, and this is every now and then.

I notice that not a lot of people r updating anymore.

AAAAHHHH Blood+ is over the second to last episode, episode 49 I believe, I was in tears during the entire episode cause I thought it would all end, and even with how much I disliked Diva it was still so sad to see her go.

The last episode I was in shock cause when Haji died I was like "Y am I not crying" and then in the epilogue it basically, from what I got from it Hagi is still alive. It was a really peaceful and nice way to end it though, but I wish there was more.

So I have strep throat wich sucks I got it on Saturday and went to the ER on Monday and they tested for strep and mono, and yeps I got strep so they have me on antibiotics now

Word of advise never get tested for mono, cause they draw ur blood to test for it, I may be 16. but I was in tears the enitre time she was doing it, cause the first vein she, the nurse, tried to draw blood from she kept pulling the needle out and pushing it back in about 6 times

then she moved to another vein and she did the same time but it was only 2 times that she pulled it in and out and she finally got enough blood, but it hurt like hell, and I havent even got the results back yet.

OMG so the Musical is in 8 days *nervous glance* Rehersals r crazy I have like no free time and im just im dead, the one tomorrow is from 2:30pm til 8:00pm and it sucks even more right now cause I cannot sing with strep throat but I am not missing another rehersal, I missed one on Monday.

So how was ur Easter, mine was boring un eventful, other than the being sick with strep and not knowing it.

well thats all I can think of ttyl

Akira
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Friday, March 7, 2008

FRIDAY

Your Heart Is Blue

Love is a doing word for you. You know it's love when you treat each other well. You are a giving lover, but you don't give too much. You expect something in return. Your flirting style: Friendly Your lucky first date: Lunch at an outdoor cafe Your dream lover: Is both generous and selfish What you bring to relationships: Loyalty

What Color Heart Do You Have?

Okay I am seriously thinking about just leaving Otaku, cause I do not like how things have changed, I might come on every now and then probably about once a month or something like that it I do decided to "leave"

I just do not like these changes, I think Otaku was better the way it used to be and now it just is a real hassel to get to do things, and it is seriously confusing, to.

On another note rehersals r going well, lucky I do not have any today *sigh of releif* I like the rehersals and all, its just really tiring.

I did get around and commented on some sites yesterday, so thats good.

thanks for the 4 comments I got on my last post *hugs all*

well I guess I am off...

Oh my sister found my I-pod Yeah^^ I still probably wont get it til spring break though, wich is fine Im just happy to know it is safe.

and next week is my last week of school, and then spring break^^

course I got a lot of things going on in April, my older brothers birthday is the 2nd, I have AIM's science and math, the language fair (where I will be in a spanish play), rehersals everyday once I get back from spring break, and the showing of the Musical.

well now I am off, have a nice day everyone *hugs*
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Wednesday, March 5, 2008

wednesday

You Should Have Been Born Under:

You've got a ton of energy - and need plenty of room to roam. You tend to follow your whims, and it's hard for you to stick to one thing. Specific jobs, loves, and friends are always changing and never a part of your life for long. Very intuitive, you tend to know what people are thinking before they say a word. You are most compatible with a Dog or Tiger.

What Year Should You Have Been Born Under?

srry for not commenting and srry for not being on in quite some time

so the new theme is Solomon to honor his memory cause in last Sunday's episode he did officially die, all thanks to Saya's blood.

As soon as I saw her sword falling from James, and clip Solomon I screamed, "NOOOO" cause I knew that *tear* he wasnt gonna live another episode. My gorgeous blonde is gone, and it sucks :(

I have rehersal tonight til 7:00 and its wednesday so school is gonnna drag bye.

I am also gonna miss some of big brother cause it comes on at 7 and I dont get picked up til 7

I said the last time I posted that I was gonna go to peoples sites and then I got off and watched anime and when I came back on it was underconstruction so I couldnt log on, but this time I am gonna go comment right after I click add post.

so have a nice day every1 *hugs*
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Sunday, March 2, 2008

random quiz of the day

Never Date a Pisces

Sensitive, emotional, and unrealistically romantic - you are destined to break Pisces heart. Don't get fooled by a charming Pisces. They'll be clinging to you by the end of the first date! Instead try dating: Aries, Leo, Libra, or Aquarius

What Sign Shouldn't You Date?

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