Monday, February 25, 2008

Monday
well I am back...actually I got back last night but my dad didnt let me on the computer

I really do not know what to say about this weekend cause it had to be the worst time I ever spent with Brandon, all I said to him was. "I dont get u ur an ass during the day but ur so sweet at night." "If u go through it I will go after u." "We need to talk when I come over next month" "bye Brandon." "good bye"

and the only contact I made was I kissed him on the cheek and I half hugged him good bye.

but yes I said the 4 most dangerous words in any realationship, but we really do need to talk cause I feel like I have done something wrong or that I was used or that he is not telling me something or that there might be some other girl.

I still love him and I am always gonna love him but I just cannot handle feeling so lost and confused and hurt, so eventhough it is not a convo. I want to have we r still gonna have to, and I really wish I didnt have to get emotional and serious on him, but I dont think I can escape it any more cause technically our relationship has to stay a secret til he is 18, so that our families cannot keep us apart, so really he is the only one I can talk to in person about it.

I just got done watching the anime I missed over the weekend and I cannot believe they *tears* killed Solomon in Blood+ I mean really last week they killed Moses and now Solomon, who is next Kai or Haji?

Well I have the writing portion of the AIMs test so hopefully that goes well, but its cool cause I do not have to go to zero-hour tomorrow thanks to the AIMs

in response to Koon "Weird dreams scare meh..." trust me that dream scared me too

In response to Sensei Ryuu "are you a hillbillie?" No I am not a Hillbillie, the rodeo just happened to be goin on and I needed a new theme, so I did the rodeo theme, which I plan on changing after I post this

So yes I am gonna do a new theme and I am hoping to find a bg of Moses and Solomon from Blood+ because of their deaths and to honor their memory (kinda cheesy I know)

well at least I would have changed the theme if I could but I guess the whole version vibrant thing is makin it so I cannot load a bg on my site no more, so I am srry about that but I will asap

well Have a nice day and I will try to make it to sites, in a little bit

*hugs*
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Thursday, February 21, 2008

Rodeo Fever
I woke up early one morning
Just before sunrise
Went out to the barn there
And found to my surprise

Your horse's stall was empty
My Dooley it was gone
The Rodeo Fever had took you
You left me home alone

Now we had hauled together
For so many many years
Until that bronc broke up my back
In Jackson Hole last year

I'd thought it would last forever
We'd be together all our lives.
But when the Rodeo Fever gets you
It takes control of our lives

Oh! I've heard all the stories
How cowboys can't let go
I guess it's the same with cowgirls
You have to make that show

Well, Honey I will miss you
Still I wish you all the luck
And if you ever haul thru here
Will you please bring back my Truck

Woody Woodruff ©All rights reserved.
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3 random quizes

You Are Coffee Ice Cream

Energetic and lively, you are always on the go. You're doing a million things at once and doing them well. You tend to motivate others and raise spirits. You are most compatible with chocolate ice cream.

What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

He Might Ask You - But Not This Year

You and your guy are playing a game of marriage warm up Which as fine, as long as you haven't been playing the game for years Give him time, give him space, you know the drill. But the real test comes by asking yourself: "Is this guy ever going to ask? And what would I say?"

Is He About To Propose?

You Are Low Maintenance

Otherwise known as "too good to be true" You're one laid back chica - and men love that! Just remember that no good guy likes a doormat. So if you find your self going along to get along... Stop yourself and put up a little bit of a fight.

Are You A High Maintenance Woman?

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   Thursday
good morning...kinda

Thanks for the comments every one^^

to Kill Sasuke- yeah I asked my mom what time I was born and she said between 2-3am, so thats how I managed to take that quiz

I just realized something weird, I took that donut quiz and said I really wanted a donut and I had this weird dream I am gonna tell u what I remeber.

so I am in the weird place, and I have been in this same place in many of my dreams, and this place has stairs only if u go the wrong way on the stairs, they turn in to a roap bridge with out the rope, it was just little planks of wood and it was all woobly and stuff.

So I was up stairs with my friend Leslie, and like we go to the bathroom and for some reason I pull her into the stall with me and like we start feeling eacher and kissin each others necks and then we start making out, and stuff (we had our clothes on the eintire time) and then she leaves and I put my sweater back on and then its like the bathroom is actually a boys bathroom, and guys keep coming in so I try to get out

well the guys who r coming in r guys I know at my school, so the recognized me and I run down the hall to the stairs and I jump over the stairs and land on the railing and then flip off the railing and I am in a hindstand positons and I then I do a summersault with a spin in it.

and then I run around the bottom level and kids from my school r in the lobby of this place (everytime I have a dream about this place the same people from my school r there, even when I didnt know em yet) and I go to the stairs but they r different and I am on the wobbly bridge and I go back to get off but they r still changes so I am in this place with clear tubes in it, and there is this alien there and he comes after me so I jump in a tube and

the air is pushing me through it and they follow me in the tube, so this computer asks if I would like to turn on the water and I say yes, so the tubes fill with water (like a water slide but it is inclosed) and I fly through the tubes, and then I am in a "normal" little area, thats like a "little" higher level, and I find this bag and it has donuts in it so I pick one and it ends up being a caramel filled one^^ and then the dream basically ends and turns into a different one

I find it so gross though that I was making out with my friend, like I would never do that, and it kreeps me out the I dreamed about it

enough about dreams today is rodeo and in about 3 and half hours I will be on my way to Jens house and on my way to seeing brandon again^^

well thats all I got I might put a rodeo poem or something up to celebrate rodeo but as for now have a nice day all *hugs*
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Wednesday, February 20, 2008

tonights random quizes

You Are a Caramel Crunch Donut

You're a complex creature, and you're guilty of complicating things for fun. You've been known to sit around pondering the meaning of life... Or at times, pondering the meaning of your doughnut. To frost or not to frost? To fill or not to fill? These are your eternal questions.

What Donut Are You?

You Are a Brownie Cheesecake

A little chunky and a little gooey, you pretty much run on sugar! You take hedonism to the extreme.. And people love you for it.

What Kind of Cheesecake Are You?

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3 random quizes

You Were Pretty Average This Year

You Were 50% Naughty, 50% Nice You tried to be a good girl this year... But as you know, being good isn't that fun! If you're extra sweet, you may have enough time to get on that nice list.

Were You a Naughty Girl or Nice Girl this Year?

Your Rising Sign is Sagittarius

Happy and upbeat, you are always optimistic. Even when you're in a bad mood, people find you friendly. On the flip side, you're very restless and bored easily. You've been known to pick fights just for the fun of it. You've got a great sense of humor and a quirky outlook on life. Aggressive, wild, and unconventional, no one knows what you're going to do next.

What's Your Rising Sign?

On Average, You Would Sell Out For

$1,111,417

At What Price Would You Sell Out?

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Wednesday
So like an hour ago when my dad woke me up said I would have to walk to school, and then he was like its ur choice if u wanna go cause ur moms still sick and I am takin the car

my first thought was yes no school today either, but then I was like it could be used against me and I might not be allowed to go to Jens and I am also getting a script in drama today for the skits were doing and I didnt want to let my Partner down so I will be heading off to school in about 33 minutes

at least my classes r shortened cause we have to have homeroom today and so we have to folllow a pep-assembly schedule, but homeroom insted of the assembly

U know I think this is the first time I have come on here this early and actually had something to talk about, lol

well I might update this post later if anything new happens so ttyal *hugs*

Okay so here is my extra update, school went surprisingly well, I was actually kinda happy I went but I am so tired right now

I also cannot wait til tomorrow my sis will be @ my house around 1:00pm and then off to her house and then I will get to see Brandon, and I can give him his v-day prezzie^^ and Then later that night I am gonna have to talk to him, cause ever since we started going out, it kinda feels like our friendship dissapeared, but who knows it might be some teenage attitude we all get as teenagers, I just aint used to being on the other side of the attitude

well anyway it is gonna be so awesome to get to see him, I have missed him so much^^

I also have to work on my skit in drama this weekend so it wont be all fun, but then again drama is fun so w/e

I also have to keep listening to the songs off the CD, which r on my I-pod shuffle so I can learn them and be pretty prepared for my first rehersal, and I do not know when that is yet, so I should be on here as usual, just a little less.

well I dont know what else to add so I guess thats it, have a nice day all *hugs*

Okay so I changed my bg cause of course it is the Rodeo this week^^ starting tomorrow I believe so "ride 'em cowboys"

have a nice night *hugs*
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Tuesday, February 19, 2008

top 3 random quizes of the day

You Should Be a Cherry Redhead

Sexy, dramatic, but still sweetly feminine. Perfect for getting out of the hair color doldrums!

What Kind of Redhead Should You Be?

You Are a Moderate Mama

You're not overly political, and your views fall more with the American mainstream. In fact, it may be difficult for you to decide who to vote for at times! Your approach to politics is reasoned and well though out.

Are You a Liberal Lady or a Conservative Chick?

You Are 24% A Child of the 80s

Your 80s experience was totally bogus. Maybe you were late to the party?

Are You a Child of an 80s?

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Tuesday
Yay tomorrow is the last day of school^^ and then I get to see Jen and her kids and Brandon again^^

I went to the cast meeting and we really didnt find out much but I do know that I have 5 songs I need to learn which should be quite easy after I just heard them cause the chorus isnt really in it at all, which kinda sucks but oh well

so the songs r
1. A Healthy, Normal, American Boy
2.Penn Station To Sweet Apple
3.Honestly Sincere
4.One Last Kiss
5.Kids

So have any of u seen the musical bye bye birdie or seen the movie? and do any of u know these songs?

the only one I have not heard yet is the Penn Station one cause it is not on the CD I have

Well I do not have much to say, not much has happened today but my mom is sick which means it is even more likely I will get sick and usually I would say I wouldnt care if I got sick next week but with AIM's testing and everything I do not want to get sick then

I really wish she would cover her mouth when she coughs though

Well still not much hope u all r doing well and had a great day and an even awesome night *hugs*

okay so I just heard this on the news and people r breeding dogs by locking a female dog up with male dogs to make them mate, basically they r making male dogs rape the female dog until she gets pregnant, that is so sad, if I ever met someone who did that I would kick their a** dogs r just as human as we r they feel the same things we do, and they shouldnt be put through that kind of torture. It is so cruel. well srry bout telling u that horrific news but I had to inform people about how cruel some humans can be, and plz dont ever abuse any animal, plz and thank you *hugs*
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Monday, February 18, 2008

the 2 random quizes of the day

You Are

A Scared Pumpkin Face You would make good pumpkin puree.

What's Your Pumpkin Face?

You Should Rule Venus

Venus is a mysterious, stormy planet - shrouded in a thick layer of clouds. You are perfect to rule Venus, because you are quite emotional and volatile yourself. Your emotions change as rapidly as the weather on Venus, and both you and the planet are incomprehensible to others. While you are not a logical thinker, you are quite empathetic. You can care for and understand others, but your emotions swirl too quickly to truly understand yourself.

What Planet Should You Rule?

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