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Thursday, January 3, 2008


same post, if u want to read it cool, if not cool
wow where to begin so many things have happened:

i guess i will start on tuesday night: well as u know my sis came over and we had fun and i went over to her house, the ride there was weird cause it was cold and we had to sit in the back of a truck for 30 minutes to get to her house from mine, but my love let me put my head on his shoulder and i held his hands to keep them warm

...*girly squeel*... that wasnt even the best part cause his friend Ricky wasnt over so we were alone and we were laying in each others laps and i taught him how to play nervous, if u dont know what that is ask and i will post it in my next post.

and then he said we should play truth or dare, but it was more of truth instead of dare ,lol, i was surprised cause i expected him to ask if i liked him but he didnt

then after he ran out of question's we passed a note cause it is easier to say somethings in note than in person, so we ended up talking about sex and i asked if he would ever have sex with me and he said it was possible, *squeel*...

then he asked if i would have sex with him and i want to put hell yeah but i just said as long as no one knew and it was safe then yes...i was dieing to tell him that i loved him but i didnt....yet...so we continued the convo..

cant say everything cause some of it is kinda personal...and i asked if he would ever go out with me... and he said yeah...

u see my half sis is goin out with his dad so we will end up being related by marriage wich really sucks but at the same time it is really cool...

and so it took all i had but i finally told him that i had feelings for him since the day we met back on july 15th and i hid under the blanket i had while he read what i put and he gave the notebook back to me and i read what he had...

i was scared out of my mind cause i wasnt sure what he would put... when i read it i was in shock cause he wrote:

"thanks for letting me know. i too have feelings for u that i dont think will ever go away."

i juts stared at those words for a couple of minutes out of my mind that he liked me back, *girly squeel*... so then he asked if i would have sex with him right then and i worte back

"its not that i dont want to cause i do but i cant." i just had to be on my stupid period the entire time i was there, damn it

so then he asked if i would go half way and i was like okay

then he asked if i was scared and i said a little but i am also nervous and he said he was to.

an then....well lets just say we had sex with our clothes on and we made out, but i wont go into details cause yeah, but we did it on the floor and on the wall and, *laughing* we broke the couch,lol,

so when we were going to bed he said the we were Will and Elizabeth, from pirates of the carribean, and he gave me spidermans kiss, u can say i got what i wanted for chirstmas plus some

wednesday- did pretty much the same thing but this time i got in my underwear and he was.. in my shirt.. and we did some stuff on the trampoleen they got for chirstmas, lol

thursday thru sunday- he was kinda being a jerk so i kept my distance from him but it was still nice being around him

so today we have my sis oldest kids over and we will take them back home tommorrow and i will get to see him again, yeah, hopefully he isnt a jerk no more

oh but i told he the earliest i would have real sex with him was january but first we need condoms so one of use needs to buy some, lol, probably me since i am older

well thats bout it srry for the long post

have a happy new year

*hugs*

~akira~


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