Monday, January 15, 2007

Dammit! I feel emo right now and I don't know what to do! I think I'll go cut myself. Hmm, that maybe a good idea. For those of you who don't know (which is probably all of you) I cut myself. I started last Christmas. And if anyone says I need to get counseling I'll instantly take you off of my friends list. I know that may seem harsh but if you understand why I do it then you wouldn't say that. I'm not gonna tell you guys why I do it 'cause it's kind of personal. Oh, and don't call me emo just because I cut myself 'cause that ain't right. Someone who is emo hates their life, wants to die, and most of them cut themselves. Don't say emos are emotional 'cause that's just wrong! emo does NOT stand for emotional at all! I forgot what emo stands for but w/e. Okay, enough about this emo shit. Yesterday at about midnight my dog got, yet agian, a cut on her foot. She cut part of her paw pad in half. In the end she got six stiches, part of her paw pad cut off, and now she has to wear a bandage on her foot. I feel sorry for her. I don't have much to say except for that. And please don't hold cutting myself against me. I'm the same person as I always was.
ja matta
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Sunday, January 14, 2007

Hey everyone, well there's still nothing going on over here. I saw two new anime's today. I liked one of them but the other was kinda weird. They were The Prince of Tennis and Mar. I liked Mar but since I'm not a big Tennis fan I didn't really care about The prince of tennis. I'm gonna try and think of a new theme that doesn't involve Naruto for once. I know I just changed my theme but I want it to be something else. I just don't know what yet. My dog may have to get stiches on her paw. Somehow she keep's on getting cuts on her foot and this time it's bleeding a lot. We can't see it very well 'cause it's in between her toes. That's about it for today. Here's a poem that I wrote.
I wanted a happy ending.
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Now I’ve learned the hard way,
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That some poems don’t rhyme,
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And some stories don’t have a clear beginning,
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Middle, and end.
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Life’s about not knowing,
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Having to change,
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Taking the moment and making the best of it
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Without knowing…
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What’s gonna happen next.
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Life is full of surprises…
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And at the worst of times,
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your life can be turned upside down
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Don’t let the little things in life, tear you apart
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Life is like a battlefield…
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HOW YOU FIGHT IT IS UP TO YOU
ja matta
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Saturday, January 13, 2007

Hey everyone, sry I'm posting so late. Well, nothing is really going on right now. I have a five day weekend 'cause I had no school on Thursday and fiday and I have no school on Monday either. Hope you guys like my new theme. I've been into My Chemical Romance a lot lately. I'm kinda depressed right and I don't know why T^T. It annoys me when I'm depressed and don't know why. I think that this is all I'm gonna post about.
ja matta
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Friday, January 12, 2007

I love you, isn't it obvious?
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I tried to tell you but nothing came out
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You walked away from me when I needed you the most
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Why...does it always end with me crying for you
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My hearts breaking and you're the only one who can heal it
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But my heart's breaking because of you
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The tears won't stop pouring out of me
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What's wrong with me
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Why can't I tell you...
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I L O V E Y O U

Apparently I wrote this. I found it on my myspace. It's small but I like it.
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Hey everyone. Hmmm, what to talk about today? I'm real tired right now so I think this gonna be a short post today. I had no school yesterday and no school today. It's really stupid too, the roads are barely icy. There's just snow on the ground. >:( Stupid idiots!! Ha! My mom just gotta bloody lip by my dogs XD. Well that's what she gets for taking on five boxers. In English we're doing a little project and I don't know if we already started it or not T^T. Oh whatever, I'll just go ahead if we didn't. this is all I'm gonna post about. I'll just put some Pyzam games on for the rest of the post.

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Thursday, January 11, 2007

Hey everyone, sry I havn't updated the last two days. I was buisy cleaning and stuff with school. Anyways, how's everyone been?? At school I eat lunch with a guy named Devin. First of all, everyone calls him emo. I have to admit he LOOKS emo but to be honest I'm more emo than he is. Anyways, enough about that. Well, he got suspended for smoking weed on school property and he finally came back the other day!! I was soo happy when I saw him. In choir we'er singing a french song. The girl that sits next to me get's so confused so I have to help her all of the time. I don't mind helping her but it gets annoying sometimes. I'm happy right now. Really happy. I think I'm gonna change my theme. I'm gonna make it Tamaki and Haruhi. OMG! Today during science my science teachers pants were wet. and I don't meen he spit something on them. It was gross. Oh, right now I'm burning a cd with all Japanese songs. I don't have an ipod yet. I'm hopeing I'll be able to get one for my birthday though. It's actually on the 26th of this month. A while ago some ppl got kinda mixed up 'cause on my myspace it said that my birthday was in October. So sorry about the mix up. I have no school today. It's been snowing where I live for a while now. Next month I'm getting 25 chickens!! I can't wait! Chickens are awsome. They're WAY better than turkeys atleast. I've had 25 turkeys, I think I've had about 30 chickens, 3 ducks, and 1 peecock before. That's all for today.
ja matta
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Monday, January 8, 2007

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Hey people. I don’t know what to talk about right now. Yesterday I got the more than one comment! Lately I’ve either been getting one or no comments. I have school again today T^T. I don’t wanna go to school though, ‘cause I feel sick. I won’t be putting AMVs of the day anymore. I’m sad. I have no money for lunch and I hardly ever eat breakfast or even dinner, so I’m usually really hungry by lunch time. I wanna draw Sakura for some reason. Okay, enough of the mix match subjects! For the rest of the post I'm gonna talk about one thing (hopefully)! In my social studies class we're talking about early man and all of that stuff. It's really, pretty interesting. We watched a movie about it and the scientist on that movie think that we were all originated by one African women. They called her "the new Eve from Africa". I have to get off the computer. I might talk about this some more tomorrow. I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!
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Sunday, January 7, 2007

OMG!! I was just at a party and it was SOO fun!! We got so sugar high!! we drank like...I think 6-9 pops!! One of my friends was so sugar high that if you barely pocked him he fell over. We had the "horny hat". It was a hat that had horns on it and you put it on when you're horny. We were talking about some pretty dirty things. Some how we ended up talking about homos and lesbos. =P It was really funny though. One rule there was no dirty dancing, but we got them to let us dirty dance. After that everyone was grinding on people. My friend, Maddy, and I had a contest to see who could get the most hugs. I got 23 hugs and she got 25 hugs. Someone said that a lot of guys will make you cry but the right one won't. I don't know about you but I think that that's wrong. The right guy would probably make you cry the most. Wow, I just became really depressed. That's kinda weird. I fell like crying right now. There's this guy at my school and I've liked him for a real long time until recently. He made me cry a lot. Now it's kinda hard for me to cry. I think I've used up all of my tears. How come when you like a guy, you're the one that ends up crying? Well I think that's all I'm gonna post about today. No AMV today, sry.
ja matta
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Saturday, January 6, 2007

Hey everyone! I can't be on for long 'cause my dad's yelling at me to get off T^T. Yesterday I had an assembly at school and at first I had to dance in the dance team then I had to square dance. It was a competition for the square dancing. I lost XD! My square was soo confused 'cause we couldn't hear what the person was saying. We sucked anyways. My cat's soo weird! He sits right next to the water bowl and bats at the water with his paw. He makes such a big mess on the floor. But over all it's hillarious! Last summer we threw him in our pool =P. We rescued him as a kitten. His mother was a rogue. He got stuck some where at my dad's work along with his siblings so we took them in, bottle fed them, and now we have one as a pet. Next month we're getting 26 chickens! I love chickens ^^. We've had some before and then we got rid of them to get turkeys but we're now going back to the chickens. We get them as chicks and have to raise them. I have to get off.
Sasuke and Sakura - Never Far Behind

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