Wednesday, October 18, 2006

   life
Yeah school is still really stressful this week. Its homecoming and i have a billion things due friday and like 2 tests tomorrow. rawr. oh well im definetly gonna get to see my bf for thanksgiving. im so happy!!! well this is the new song im obsessing over...

heres another song. It is really cool cuz i like how it feels really busy and like your running or something. The amv really shows the feeling of the song. so yeah im obsessing over this one too lol...

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Tuesday, October 17, 2006

   school
hey im in school right now just thought id say hi! im supposed to be workin on a project right now but ican just work on it at home. yes i know more homework but oh wel. i havnt posted for a while so here you go. well now my bf isnt comming up for thanksgiving anymore but i stil might get to see him for a day or 2. i was relaly sad about aht but again he made me happy. So im ok i guess. still not the best though. well ttyl peoples
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Saturday, October 14, 2006

   friday the 13th
well its like 2 in the morning today so im just kinda posting about yesterday andt his morning. friday the 13th really didnt go well for me. Durring my field hockey game i totally whiped out. I fell cuz this girl totally like body checked me. I completely fell on my left side and it felt like everything got crushed. Im ok but that arm still hurts. I had to go to a football game afterward and play my flute in the band. While i was playing my flute, my arm started hurting so bad that it was shaking. but i couldnt put my flute down or it would look horrible. OMG and its frickin cold here. So my face is wind burnt and it hurts like heck. My eyes are burning right now too cuz i think im just tired. Wel i got to talk to my bf for a few hours this mornin so thats one good thing. oh and the song for today... I love this song....

omg and this next amv is sooo sad. i love haku omg!!! its so sad

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Wednesday, October 11, 2006

   FINALLY HAPPY!!!
yes i say it again.. I AM FINALLY HAPPY!!! yea you know how iv been pretty down lately. well my bf totally cheered me up a lot the other day. so yea he's hilarious. Well i heard this song on the radio last night and i was dancing to it. as i was dancing i was just like THIS IS AN AWESOME SONG!!!! its so much fun to dance to

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Sunday, October 8, 2006

   blah
I'v been feeling pretty crappy lately. its just this long distance thing with my bf. well here's some pics to explain how im feeling right now cuz i wanna get this all out.

Yea im just waiting for him to come and save me from the rain. Waiting for him to rescue me from these tears.



well i have to go to schoool tomorrow and nobody else has to which is really annoying. oh and i also have 2 tests tomorrow. what joy. i just saw The Grudge and it really wasnt that scary. i was disapointed. well iv been dancing to this song lately. i love dancing to it cuz the beat is just like crazy...


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Friday, October 6, 2006

   ....
wow a lot has gone on since i last posted. well first off... our homecoming is a few weeks from now and sadly i cant get my bf to go to it with me cuz he lives so far away. im still going though. ooo i bought this awesome red dress. heres the pic of it but in blue... http://www.debshops.com/Fashion/ViewDetail.asp?page=1&CatID=88&CENID=1833 ... yea tel me how you like it. oh and that girl isnt me lol. well school has been going just as school usually goes. field hockey has been awesome. we are so far undefeated. but we cant exactly say that about our football team. they suck. i really havnt had much time at all to myself still even on the weekends. im learning to deal though. i guess i just had to get used to it. oh and iv been obsessing over a new song... finally...
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Thursday, September 28, 2006

   ...
well today our field hockey game got canceled because its pouring so thats a pretty good thing cuz then i get to relax at home. but tomorrow i have 2 tests and the one teacher is giving the test on stuff that nobody understands. we did a review in class and she could tell that nobody knew the information yet she still is giving the test. i hate that teacher. so now i have to memorize like 3 pages of notes that dont make sense. well il just hope for the best. oh and i get my hair cut today so i hope it turns out ok cuz i will seriously like cry if i dont like it. well life shall go on and it will grow out if i dont like it so ya. im still listenin to 'true light' and 'lips of an angel.' im really not listenin to anything else. but heres a song that i like just so that you actually have a song to listen to.
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Tuesday, September 26, 2006

   blahhhhh
omg yesterday me and my bf were talking online and i told him that i wouldnt be able to talk to him like at all this week because of everything thats going on. (stuff after school and such) so i might have to go days without talkin to him. well get this... when we were sayin goodbye to eachother yesterday, i started crying. im so sensetive rawr. but ya i was really sad and such. idk i wish i wasnt so sad about all of this. but like i said before, its just so hard because he lives so far away. so today is my first day of maybe a few days that i wont be able to talk to him. ya well thats about it. ttyl byes
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Monday, September 25, 2006

   rawrness
yess today is rawrness. i was up til like midnight studying for 2 tests that i have in school today. I have the tests in my 2 main courses (science and language arts) i swear the teachers plan these things on the same day just to torture us. i couldnt get to sleep for like an hour so i only got about 5 hours of sleep. when am i ever gonna get a morning without my alarm clock waking me up? i had to wake up early every mornin this weekend too so that didnt help. well last night i was listenin to the song true light last night. i like the piano version better than the other one. this is the song that is the opening for the anime DNAngel. if you dont know it listen to it anyway because its a beautiful song.

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Friday, September 22, 2006

   AAAAAAAAAAAA
wow my life is now totally packed. im only gettin like 7 hours of sleep each night even on the weekends. There is so much constantly going on and its frustrating. i dont have much time to myself anymore and the only time i have is at night before i go to bed. by then im exhausted and my eyes are burning but i still draw or read or somethin. its been horrible cuz i havnt been able to talk to my bf a lot anymore. what i would do to have those summer days back when we would talk for like 6 hours at a time. *sigh* but i guess you could say its only makin our relationship stronger because of the distance between us. (long distance relationship for those who dont know) i just cant wait till he comes back. oh and i love this song and it relates to the new theme. im doin the theme of love cuz well i think you know why *skips off to talk to boyfriend*.....



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