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Wednesday, July 5, 2006

  -crying- Hi, -sniffle- Sorry I'm crying... but, have you ever felt so bad that you don't want even want to move, and that you have this tingling feeling threw your whole body?? That's how I feel right now. -sniffle- I mean, if your still interested in reading this, I'll tell you why, because, my parents just told me I'm not that good at drawing, now I know what your thinking, what an idiot, letting something that small get to me, and to just get over it, but drawing, it really means a lot to me. I mean, I thought that was like the one thing that I actually, was a little good at you know, and that it gave my parents something to be proud of, -sniffle- that I did. Ya see I have this thing about my parents, I always feel like I'm never good enough for them, and then I started getting ok at drawing, then I thought, ya know, wow I can actually do something -sniffle- right, and that I can finally do -sniffle- something my parents can say, you did a good job, because when they do, that just completely makes my day, ya know?? And to hear my mom say that I'm not that good, just totally broke my heart -sniffle- Ya know?? I mean, it's like now, I'm just bad at everything. And that now my parents, have nothing to be proud of me for. And like I'm just completely torn apart. -sniffle- I don't even feel like typeing. -deep breath- I know I'm really pathetic, and should crawl in a hole and deal with it myself, and stop bugging you with my problems. So, I'm really sorry, for bugging you and taking up your time. -sniffle-
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