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Thursday, March 25, 2004


A moment alone
Its weird, I think I've spent most of my post-puberty life trying my damndest not to feel alone. Now I've picked out wedding rings and live with my fiancee in Oregon. I leave for school after she goes to work and thus, she gets home before me. What it amounts to is that I almost never have any time alone at home. I kind of miss it. It scares me a little that it does. I don't really think its a big deal, but its nice to be able to relax and do whatever without having to worry about the significant other being happy/entertained.

Sometimes All I want to do is sit on my ass and play videogames for 6 hours or something, but then I'm catatonic AND taking up the television (not very fun for Rachael). I usually just wait til 10 or 11 to start playing and she falls asleep because she has to get up much earlier. Its not really a bad situation, but today she's spending the night at her Brother's place. Her family is up there and I didn't really feel like going. Now I have the night to myself!! I'm going to fight the temptation to eat potato chips for dinner and watch porn all night :)

I guess I'm not 100% alone, i do have my cat. Maybe I'll stay up til 4am and finish Final Fantasy. I know the last dungeon is a real pain in the butt, but it will be satisfying to finish. I've been playing Ikaruga for GCN too, but not too much because the Nintendo is set through the VCR and I have to tape Witch Hunter Robin because I fell behind on it. Its a really great show, the best new show CN has had in a while. I'm looking forward to Gundam:seed too, its got a lot of hype.


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