Wednesday, November 3, 2004

ITS NOT CONFIDENTIAL, I'VE GOT POTENTIAL
today was so cold. woh!

yesterday i found the most hugestest leaf in the whole-wide-world! omg! it was so big!

bush won.......woh.......i wonder what'll happen now.....
i'm kind of pissed about that....but there's not much i can do. i mean, i am only 14.

yesterday was bs. but i saw brandon.
i also saw him today. when i left the cafeteria for my study hall, i saw him and i think there was eye contact, omg! yeah....or maybe i'm imagining things.
also, when i left math to go up to p.e. he was walking behind me. so, when i got up to the main building, i didn't think he was that close behind me, and i opened the door and a wave of people just came flooding out, and i was holding the door open, and then i felt the door kind of open more and he was right behind me holding the door. woh. it sent a shiver all through me and i got all goosepimply over it for some reason.

*shrug*
today during study hall i was talking to these two girls about the election. and then we started talking about immortality, and then about elves from tolkien's world. weird and insane. but it was cool, cuz this really awesome girl who i think is a senior started talking to us, and then this weird kid with bushy curly hair started talking to us. he's a dork though, and he talks funny. *sigh* everyone can't be as perfect as i am. i've accepted it, why won't everyone else. geez!
hehe.....j/k.......or am i?

THATS ALL FOR TODAY GO HOME YOU LOSERS!!

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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Monday, November 1, 2004

tickle me black and color me blue
i've had a horrible day today.
i found out 6th period that i got a 77 on a math test that is worth 50% of my grade. eeks!
i hate this girl in my math class. today i went to my seat and realized she was sitting in front of me, and her little "girlfriend, hey what's happenin'!" friend was sitting next to her, and her boyfriends were sitting in front of her and to the side of her.
i was like, wtf? before they moved it was just me and sam on this side of the room. it was weird.
margaret (the girl who sits in front of me in math) has a big head, and she always has to have her hair just right. she put it up into a ponytail 30 gazillion times, just to make it perfect and neat. wtf? and she always asks stupid questions but does better on the quizes and tests than me. ergh! maybe i should start asking stupid questions.

i've lost my house key twice already, and i couldn't find it this morning to i asked my sister for hers and she got mad at me, yada yada yada, but i got the key from her and now i'm IN my house.
p.e. sucked. i could get the ball away from that kid if it weren't for the fact that he's so sweaty and disgusting. definitley don't want to run into that.
origins sucks cuz everyone thinks that they are OH SO COOL AND "HAPPENIN'! "omg, i want to see the movie napoleon dynamite. i'm hip, i'm cool. i'm...alternative and what not!"

ergh, to quote my sister "what a bunch of fruitcakes."

honestly, everyone thinks that they are punk. even the jocks and the ditzes are wearing black and thinking they're so punk and rebel because they listen to effing good charlotte. honestly, thats pop punk, get a life u freaks.
so happy i don't try and list myself under the category of punk. otherwise i'd kill myself. either that or my sister would kill me.

i almost cried during math class. its just that......everything wasn't going all that great. and plus, i didn't get to see brandon.
sure, i've heard that he isn't all that great from abby and my sister, but he's tall and cute and i deserve a break and should be allowed to be shallow just this once.

i have a big bowl of halloween candy. the result of me living out in the middle of nowhere. no trick or treaters, more candy for me. yay! the world makes sense!
but honestly, i can't eat it all. the last thing i need is another cavity.

oh, i forgot. HAPPY BE-LATED HALLOWEEN EVERYBODY!
me and my sister stayed home and rented dawn of the dead (the new one) and 28 days later. both were about zombies. very creepy, and a little gory. *shivers*
but it was fun hanging out with her. i love my sister, even when she's mad at me.

thats about all that i have to say really.........so yeah.....i'm gonna go now and do my homework or something.....constructive like that. yeah.........BYE
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Saturday, October 30, 2004

rightnowiamshiveringsobadlyandihavegoosebumpsalloveritssocoldomg!
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i want to go out with a guy in a marching band. marching band guys are so hot.
ergh! my school lost the 100th football game against St. J Academy. ergh!
34 to nothing! can u believe it! i froze every part of my body, hurt my back, and burnt my toungue with hot chocolate going to that game, and they lost! ergh!
well....at 8 i'm going to the fall bash. won't be as fun as it would've been if we had won. but it will still be fun...ish.

cheerios

yes........thats all i have to say. surprising, ain't it?

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Friday, October 29, 2004

WE FEEL GOOD, OH WE FEEL SO GOOD, OH!
after going to pep rally thats been stuck in my head. the football coach would randomly shout out into his megaphone during the rally "hey, how do you feel?" and the entire (or..some people) would all shout out "we feel good oh we feel so good, oh!" lmao, CRAZY!

i'm so tired.
what a day.

i wore my kill bill yellow jump suit to school for halloween and i went on stage. i got cheered and applauded. yay! but i didn't win.
afterwards people came up and complimented me on it and told me that i should have won. so nice ^_^

both pep rallys were fun. the one at school was fun. except everyone has to make fun of the freshman class. grr. but it was fun....and very loud cuz everyone was shouting that we were going to win the football game tomorrow. yada yada yada.
the other pep rally was at 6 in town. it was okay. i just sat on the freshman float and got a free ride on it up to the school. which was great, cuz it was cold out.
the driver of the float would stop suddenly and start suddenly, so people would fall into eachother cuz they were all standing up on the float. there was this really funny kid that was standing next to me and he was shouting so loud to all the pedestrians. he has a big nose though.

after the pep rally i went to the dance, which sucked. i didn't like it. i nearly fell asleep during it. so, i just went outside into the parking lot and stood by the bonfire with some other people.

this girl that i know, katie, dressed up as vash the stampede from trigun, which rocked. i complimented her on it, and so she waved to me a lot during that day. i like katie a lot, she's so great and cool.
also, this other girl this other girl that i know, heather, dressed up as a flasher. she got up onto the stage and opened her trench coat and said "i'm censored" and she had strategically placed pieces of black cardboard on herself. it was so funny. i laughed so hard. omg! heather rocks!
she got suspended monday, and she got detention, but she'll go down in history at school as the flasher girl.

i'm too tired to say anything else.

goodnight.
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Thursday, October 28, 2004

ReWiNd AnD rEpLaY
not much to say really.

wow.....my dad is actually talking to my mom....and they're not yelling at eachother. has the world just ended?
i don't know....something about that is just comforting. they rarely talk with eachother about anything. its like the other doesn't exist to them. its pathetic. they're married for crying out loud!
once when i got home from school, i walked upstairs to my room, and i saw that my dad was on this comp checking his mail and my mum was on the ancient 95 windows comp right next to it playing solitaire. it was so....great. i almost cried.

i got a new shirt in the mail. its a thermal shirt and its green and it has zebras and flowers on it and it has thumbholes. too cool or what?

today was tacky day. i didn't dress up for it. i just liked to look at other people's outfits. everyone's clothes were so bright and colorful. we should have tacky day every day cuz people look so great.

i only had to serve one block of detention cuz i argued with mr. whatshisface2. yay!

tears of tomorrow rocks my world. thanks christina, u rock my world too.

tomorrow! omg! so much fun! pep rally! big bonfire! big assembly with halloween costumes! holy cow....tomorrow's tomorrow is halloween. and.....there's gonna be a dance! wow! so much effing fun!

*regains composure* sorry about my last post. i know, tmi. didn't need to know about p.e. and the whole "no bra" scenario. but hey, it was on my mind, so i typed.

brandon wore his hot yellow and black button down shirt. ergh, and i only saw him in it once.

soooooooooooooooooooooooooo....i need to type something up for history. i have a paper due tomorrow. and plus i need lots of sleep. i've been very tired lately.

bye everybody
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Wednesday, October 27, 2004

what a sucky day
i have something to say that will all make u happy.
i talked to brandon.
he came over and sat at the table i was at in the cafeteria after school. at first he just came over to say hi to abby who was sitting with me, but then he just sat down. i was like, woh! start looking cool!
i then asked abby for a permanent marker, and he said "i have a marker" and he handed me this green washable marker and i said "no, thats washable. i need a permanent one." and he said "oh, okay." and then abby handed me five permanent markers from her bag. and then he left.
*sigh* it was magical
i can't give up now. now that i've talked to him!

mmmmmmm, sara lee poundcakes are good.

and sabra likes brandon too. but i don't think it will work out cuz.....she's too short for him. she comes up to his waist. not that i'm dissing sabra. i'm just saying.....i want him so.... noone else can have him. you see?


i have to build a mouse trap car for science. its a pain, but i like my partner.

tomorrow i have to serve two blocks of detention.
mr. whatshisface came over to me yesterday and said "you didn't sign in yesterday, u have detention." and i said "thats bs, i did sign." and he said "okay." and walked away.
so i figured i didn't have a detention, right? wrong.
my friend told me that my name had been called out on roll call for detention today. so now i have two blocks for not serving todays detention which I DIDN'T KNOW ABOUT!!!!!!!!
ergh. the world is fucked up. especially the detention system.

today i wore my sis's prom dress for super dress up day. but, the dress is a tie in the back around the neck sort of dealio, so i didn't wear a bra (felt very strange and wrong the entire day) and then i realized, i need a bra for gym class. oh no! so yeah....jogging around the gym with a co-ed class. yikes.
i lost horribly at basketball with my partner ethan against this complete ditz and this cocky jock. me and ethan got two points, one of which we earned due to a foul or something from the other team. i got the other point though! woot!

weeeeeeeeelllllllll.....gots to go. lots to do. food to eat. homework to do. sister to talk to. yada yada yada.

muah! love u alls!
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Tuesday, October 26, 2004

blah lah
last night my sister cut my hair! h'omg!
so yeah, when she was cutting she cut out chunks and stuff, but it looks wicked cool.
some kid that i know said that i now look like one of the cute asian girls at our school. wow....what a compliment! i love him now!

my sis is going to dye her hair tonight, and i'm going to help. she's bleaching it actually. now we won't look so similar!
today was twin day and me and my sis dressed the same. wicked cool.

last period (8th period) i had english. this girl, trish, walked into the room and said "woh, u cut ur hair!"
i flipped out. i was like "omg i love you!" and she said "umm..i love you too?" it was so funny. nobody else had noticed that i had cut my hair. i was like "wtf?"
and then after she made the comment, everyone else was like "woh, u did cut ur hair." dur.

i love josh. he is so cute. he's like....5' tall. he is so smooth and just.......wow. i love him.
i lent him this hat that i had stolen from a friend. it was like..a gangster hat or whatever, and he kept flipping it onto his head. so slick.

yay! christina imed me! t'anks doll.

the whole "crush on brandon" thing is kind of wearing off on me. i'm not really all that excited or nervous when i'm around him. i think i've for sure given up on him. but when i was walking to the p.e. he was walking right behind me so i could see his shadow when i looked down at the ground. it was pretty nifty.

i got a 68 on a math quiz. OH NO!!

tomorrow is super dress up day, so i'm going to wear one of my sis's prom dresses or something. i don't know.

thats about all that i have to say. i'm sorry if this post is a little....too long. just a lot happened today.
can't wait until friday and saturday. pep rally, big football game (they've already sold 7,000 tickets to that game. thats a lot! its the big 100th game though. and it might be broadcasted on espn. woh....i need to get my tickets tomorrow.)
and there's also the big bonfire, and a dance, and then the fallbash dance. woh.....what a week. i love spirit week. so much goes on.

later navigator
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Monday, October 25, 2004

ITS LIP STICK......... A STICK FOR UR LIPS
yumm, cookies and creme icecream, and a big glass of milk. how happy can i possibly be right now?

BRANDON CAN DRIVE! HE MUST HAVE HIS PERMIT OR SOMETHING! I SAW HIM DRIVING! AND HE'S SO GOOD!

today was funky hair day....but i didn't do anything. my sis wore this really cool pink wig though. she looked good in it. and it was so bright! during assembly i could pick out where she was sitting.

well.........nothing else extremely important that i must say. except some guys honked at me when i was going from study hall to math, and they said i had nice socks. i had on knee high pnk socks with huge purple spots on them. and a pair of blue leg warmers.

brandon has p.e. 6th period. i know it! so when i walk up to the main building he walks up to the main building, so i see him.
and he almost ran into me in the hallway. ALMOST! why didn't i just fling myself at him and bump into him! then i would talk to him! damnit.

thats all i have for right now. if anything else comes to mind i'll post it.
so go live ur own effing lives and stopping living through me!GOSH!

I'M TYPING WITH ONE HAND AND HOLDING A CARAMEL APPLE WITH THE OTHER! LOOK AT ME GO!
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Sunday, October 24, 2004

I LOVE U CHRISTINA SORRY!!!!!!!!!! YAY!! NOW WE'RE ALL FINE AND DANDY AGAIN!
i wore my kill bill jacket today. yay! its actually for my "halloween costume", but who cares. its an awesome jacket. i'll probably wear it all the time. SO COOL!

tomorrow is school.
i don't want to go. sure, brandon will be there, but he doesn't know i exist....which is a bad thing. ergh, and also its spirit week. i don't feel like being around miss margaret during spirit week. she'll definitley go beserk. as will all the student council peoples/preps. 'cept abby, cuz she's the bomb.

thats about all i have to say. my mum is making dinner and my dad needs the comp and i need the bathroom........so yeah.

bye

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