Saturday, September 18, 2004

look for the girl with the broken smile
so much happened last night. i don't know if i could possibly fit it all into a reasonable post, but i'll try to. well, yesterday i stayed after school to help decorate the gym for the french club dance. then my sis drove me into town to get a sub from subway (which by the way i never got a chance to eat.) then she drove me back up to school and i went down to the soccer field to watch a friend of mine's soccer game. they lost by 1 point :( poo. so after the soccer game i still had 2 hours until the dance started and my ride wouldn't come to pick me up until 10:30ish, so i just walked into town and then back up to the school. then i just talked and hung out with william (crazy, long haired, very tall, a little chubby, absolutely insane kid that i have french with.) and heather (she's also absolutely insane, but she's really cool and wears very bright clothing.) until the dance started. the beginning of the dance (like, the first 15 minutes) i sort of just sat on the sidelines with some friends while watching katie, kelly, and david dance wildly about the completely barren dance floor. then some ditzs and sluts got out there and did all there "sexy" dancing. then these complete low-life "thugs" went out and did some break dancing which everyone crowded around so i had to stand up on a chair to see what was going on. while up on my perch, i saw.....THE REALLY HOT GUY W00T! once the next song started up everyone kind of went back to dancing and sitting around acting cool. a friend of mine wouldn't let me sit down, so i just started dancing and then i couldn't stop. it felt great though. this completely lost feeling, where u have no clue what ur doing. but it just feels right. after the dance i couldn't really remember anything that i did while dancing, which i guess is for the best. my friends and i and william got up to the front of the dance floor infront of the dj booth so that we could see ourselves on tv (there was a camera there and this huge tv)it was soo cool! acouple of times while i was dancing the hot guy was standing right next to me which i thought was so cool! the whole dance there were only 3 slow songs. two of which i danced with this really funny, short, insane kid named ethan. the last slow song though i didn't dance with him. i prefered to feel my heart break while i watched brandon (the really hot guy) dance with some other girl. acouple of times he looked over at me. i don't know what to think really. i tend to think for the worst, so its probably best if i don't think at all. while i was dancing though, there were these 3 guys (one of whom plays football, and the other 2 play soccer.) they're complete preps and jocks, and they kept walking by me and looking at me. i'm scared for my life now. well, the dance was tres manufique! i loved it! i had so much fun. i can't wait for the next one. maybe then i'll get to slow dance with brandon. but until then, i'll just have to dream about it. ciao mi amigos.
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