Monday, September 20, 2004

it may be long.........but its OH SO GOOD!!!!
hmm........what to say about today?
well.....didn't see the cute guy in the hallway because i got out of my science class late because i had to put something away, so when i got to the "downstairs" that i usually go up, i couldn't because everyone was coming down the downstairs and it would be nearly impossibly to try and get up the downstairs. i would most likely get pushed aside, yelled at, and then trampled to death.
so i had to use a different set of stairs which meant that i wouldn't see the hot guy.
ch'yeah, life is unfair.
but i did see him after school in the cafeteria. he's so cute. he was walking around the table that i was sitting at, and then he just went over to his friend's.
ergh, if only i had the nerve to talk to him. honestly, i'm a wimp.

my p.e. class sucks. the girl that i had met the first day of school, that i had said that i wanted to meet. the girl who i described as the "epitome of nerd". turns out that she's a complete ditz who is trying to be cool by wearing these obnoxious hoop earings, and tight jeans, and revealing tops. but she wears glasses and has huge buck teeth.
also, when she talks, she has no emotion in her voice whatsoever. well, i don't mean that she has a droney sort of voice, but whenever she talks, its in this higher, squeaky voice that just gets at me.
then there's this other girl who is a complete dork. really. a police car went by with its sirens on, and she said "oh, i see that they changed the sirens. now they sound like a fire truck." and then she repeated herself and looked around to see if anyone had noticed. honestly, who pays attention to sirens that closely?
her clothes are crazy. ugly blue cordiroys and this white, pink, blue, yellow striped t-shirt. she looks like her mother dresses her, honestly. not that i'm saying i'm some fashion expert, or that i know what's hip and what's not. but my personal opinion of her clothes is "WTF?!!!!???!!!"
then, 90% of the girls in my gym class are complete ditzs who are trying to be rebels, and think that they are punk because they wear studded belts. and then they make fun of the ditzy people by mimicking them and giggling and doing these fake cheers and jumping up and down. but the thing is, they're ditzs, so they're making fun of themselves. i mean, they don't think of themselves as ditzs obviously, but they are. they're so stupid and giggly and crap. i hate them all.

*cries* i want the hot guy.

sorry. it just had to be said.
i can't wait for tomorrow. maybe he'll say hi to me.
i always tend to think for the worst, but let me have this one good thought about the situation. i know that u may say "ch'yeah right, sure he does." or laugh at me. but i'm going to think and say it anyways.
"i think he likes me"
thank you.
i mean, the girls that he hangs out with are so ugly and short. he couldn't possibly like them or be going out with any of them. i'm more of his type. how do i know this? i don't. but i can sure as hell think that i know it.

ciao
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