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• Aimee
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• Move to Tokyo, become a rockstar, have my name remembered forever, learn a bunch of yoyo tricks and become a master yoyo-er.
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Monday, September 27, 2004
in the end, it doesn't even matter
hmm.....what to say, what to say
well.......my life at home is fucked up. my dad seems to be going through a midlife crisis and starting to doubt if he's happy and he's getting all depressed. my mom is keeping to herself a lot in her room, and she doesn't talk to my dad at all unless it involves yelling at him.
my sister and i are pretty much on our own. but hell, even she's gone her own way. she's always with her friends and ignoring me, even when she spends time with me she seems to be keeping a distance between us. so i'm all alone, keeping to myself also. i feel as though i'm slowly being erased and forgotten. i'm ignored a lot, and school is hell. i feel as though the friends that i do have find me boring. but i find that sometimes i don't want to be with them. after school in the cafeteria, everyone that i know is on one side of the room, and while i could park my bag there and talk with all of them until my ride comes, i prefer to sit a lone on the opposite end of the room.
i've given up on my crush. brandon is a lost cause, an unattainable thing, and he's too good for me. he seems happy, so i'll let him stay that way. i won't invade on his life, i won't talk to him or make my presence known to him. he seems so happy now in his life, why bother ruining that for him. and besides, being a teenage is such a hard thing. and we find ourselves being depressed for a good majority of the time. i don't want to ruin his little world that he has become so familiar and happy with. i'll just look at him from the sidelines, never uttering a word or making a move. my heart will have to endure this cruel torture, but in the end its for the best.
besides, what's one little highschool crush? there are plenty of other guys. just none as cute or tall and shaggy brown hair-ish as him. but i'll survive.
thats about all.
ciao mon petite buritos.
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