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Saturday, October 23, 2004


sometimes i wish i could leave myself alone
i feel like cutting my hair.
i feel like doing something completely random
just off the top of my head cuz i feel like it. i'm feeling energized, ready to burst any second. i have so many ideas. so many things running through my head at this very moment. anything and everything from hello kitty postcards to lines in an italian film i saw when i was 10 years old.
i'm completely at a loss for words for how to explain all the things rushing through my head. so many thoughts and ideas, zooming by like a car doing 80.
i feel like jumping for joy. doing a crazy dance. calling someone from the phonebook and saying "hi, how was ur day?" and getting their life story up to that moment.
i feel like talking. telling someone about myself. who i am and what i stand for. what i like, what i dislike. how i'm in love with this guy. and only this guy. how he's so tall and gorgeous and made just for me, and i him. i feel like telling someone all my dreams. all my ideas about what things will be like, and what they are like today.

everything is just bursting out of me. i'm ready to pop. i want to go, see, enjoy, taste, feel everything in the world. i want to go to so many places in the world right now. right as of this moment. i don't feel depressed. right now, nothing has any meaning. its all here, and i'm here, and i'm ready to do whatever.
i want to dye my hair and cut it real short so i can wake up in the
morning with bed hair and look hot at the same time.

sorry for the break out. i just had to do something. maybe its because i'm so..sugarized from those maraschino cherries.

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