Saturday, January 3, 2009

haha. remember that little fact about me and the tickets? i just remembered that i said that earlier and i laughed, because it's still true. fuckkkk, i'd do it for free. o: 'let's meet in the purgatory of my hips' mmhmm, okay bby. maybe it was a good idea i didn't call anyone tonight, which reminds me: cassie and jenny, we should talk, because i miss you girls like no other. tomorrow night? i'll probably have work stories. :D um...michael started talking to me again today. if you don't remember him, that's okay, because i had sort of been well on my way to forgetting what i did with him, but now...bleh. i mean, you can't resist someone who says things like this: "I missed talking to you. It's rare to find intellectual people anymore." yeah. i'm a sucker for boys who compliment my brain. he also said the same things as everyone else when i told him about patrik. i deserve better. i'm actually starting to believe that line, maybe. i have to go to work in 12 hours. laaaame. it's only a four hour shift, too. pffft. whatever. it's time to get pwnd in solitare again. or whore myself out over the internets. haha, cassie, do you want to see those pictures? XD

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Friday, January 2, 2009

hahahahahahahahaha aaaaaaaaaaaaaah! it's karma for me having stayed out way later than i should have! i know i should have just taken graham home when i saw it snowing and felt the wind pick up! but i can't resist when he makes that cute little whining noise! so i stayed! and instead of ten minutes to drive home, it took me half an hour! through the drifting snow and wind gusts that threatened to push me off the road! and i was alone! i honestly can't remember the last time i've been so scared! other than that, it was a lovely evening. i ended up working on that one story a lot earlier yesterday, so maybe later today i'll post it so you can all enjoy it or mock it or whatever. later babe.

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Thursday, January 1, 2009

tonight, in all honesty, was better than i really could have hoped for. i spent the first part at ginny's house, with ginny, her boyfriend miles, britney, and cody. hannah ended up showing later, and we watched the 10th kingdom and counted down at midnight together. her parents are killjoys, since they wouldn't let us have the real champagne. haha. after midnight, britney and i decided to leave, since we sort of wanted to stay up to see the sunrise. we drove to onalaska, intending on going to perkins, but then i called graham and told him that as soon as his guests were gone we'd come pick him up, so britney and i just went to wal-mart instead. then we ran to graham's house, since it turned out he couldn't leave, so we went and sat in his room and talked about other people until greg showed up to get his car, and he came in to talk to us for awhile. good god, that boy is still gorgeous. after greg left, graham, britney and i watched [sort of] dark knight. only sort of because graham and i kept texting each other even though he was just on the opposite side of the room. that boy's a fucking creeper, lol. so that was pretty much it... i'm going to lunch with ginny and miles and maybe cody this afternoon, and more than likely back to graham's tonight. it may not have been what i wanted, but it turns out that it was exactly what i needed.

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Wednesday, December 31, 2008

goodbye 2008, you were some sort of sick twisted adventure that i have no interest in repeating so here's to hoping that 2009 doesn't suck! i know it won't, since i don't plan to let anything get me down. tip 'em back, babe. cause if you let go, i'll let go tonight. see you in the morning.

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Tuesday, December 30, 2008

sudden plagues of 'what if's and 'if only's are the only things i can catch these days. of course i'd kill to see his eyes again but only if he'd kill to make me another promise. if only he'd keep it that time, what if he'd kept it that time? it's hard to say what would have become of us, skeletons in our own closets, more often than not. i'd venture to say that i'm quick to love and slow to learning my lesson, maybe i need another round of shattered heart on the highway between here and there before i understand that 'what if's and 'if only's aren't doing anyone any good.

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Monday, December 29, 2008

oh wow. the year is almost done. that's so hard for me to believe now, honestly. this time, last year, i was in london, doing lord only knows what with ginny and lindsey. now, i'm here, fairly certain that i'm staying home alone for new years, even though that's not what i really want to be doing. it's overwhelming to look back and think about all that's happened over these last 363 days, because so much has. lots of good things, plenty of bad things, and some downright confusing and better left forgotten things. haha. but that's a few days off [eh...two...]. right now, i'm focusing on my resolution [which is going to remain a secret, for now] and the fact that i feel sort of weird, talking to ginny's old boyfriend...i mean...it's just odd. but whatever. jason started talking to me first, so i'll just go with it. haha, go with it. XD

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Saturday, December 27, 2008

so. two days after that hell most people call christmas. i really have nothing to say about it. it felt weird, somehow. like i shouldn't have been there. i'm going to go do something unproductive now. i probably won't be back.

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Thursday, December 25, 2008

at this point, right now. i've realized that i've been taking for granted how goddamn lucky i am. thank you mom. thank you dad. you both mean the world to me.

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Monday, December 22, 2008

oh boo. it's monday, and where am i not? in eau claire. what i am not going to? classes. amaaaazing. i've come to the conclusion that college has made me an awful person, and i am unapologetic about it. so what if i'm a whore? no one really cares in the long run. i told danny he was a cheap hooker. i felt accomplished. i'm going to sleep soundly. are you?

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Thursday, December 18, 2008

oh no, i don't feel any different at all, it all feels like whatever to me, yeah? i didn't do anything yesterday, since i didn't have any finals. oh, no...wait... i did do something yesterday. i decided that i am going to be a buddhist. yeah, that's what i did with my birthday. a nichiren buddhist. it's cassie's birthday tomorrow. i have to gather...things for the video. tee hee.

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