Monday, October 27, 2008

"it's funny how excited we are about him coming to visit next weekend...

...you because you miss your best friend, me because i want to sleep with him." so my friend amanda's friend patrick is coming to visit next weekend. i met him when he visited awhile back, and i doubt that he really remembers me, but that irrelevant. i really do want to sleep with him. hahaha... no, seriously. and he's evidentially been told that i have the hots for him, or something like that. so who knows. we'll see what happens. ;o it was really cold yesterday. tunnel of oppression is today and tomorrow... i'm so stoked to get that done and over with... it's been a lot of work, and i'm really excited to see how everyone reacts to it. mmkay, time to survive this week so i can seduce patrick on friday. lolololol. teehee.

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Saturday, October 25, 2008

'i am the rose bride, after all...'

i haven't watched anime in a long time, but i did yesterday, and now i have a new favorite. bonus points if you can guess the name of it. so greg and megan broke up. ... this is gonna make me sound like an awful person, but i started talking to greg when i found out. :/ you guys (maybe) know who he is to me, what he almost made me do. but yeah, he's adorable, and i miss him. i'm just asking for trouble. anyway. going to the mall today, i think. i should wear something cute. let me work on that. :D time to check gaia and then run off to finish getting readyyyy.

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Thursday, October 23, 2008

your eyes were focused on heaven, as were mine,

but i wasn't looking up. i came up with a new idea for a story that i really like, and think can take farther than a few pages, so everyone wish me good luck as i try to write it... it's my roomie's birthday today. sooo..... HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANNAH! :3

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Tuesday, October 21, 2008

context

i'm a pessimistic idealist; the world will end tomorrow and i won't feel bad about having left you this morning. you're an optimistic surrealist; i'll come back to you tomorrow and i will apologize for not remembering to love you. i got super bored in native american literature today. :/

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Monday, October 20, 2008

perform your exit for the last time

sorry, got really caught up this weekend. work and adventuring around water street and whatnot. so there's not too much to say. but here's what i've got. i was mad at graham all weekend. dale said hi to me when i was at work. i went on an adventure. i slept in. i stopped being mad at graham. and that's that. gossip girl and tunnel of oppression meeting tomorrow. <3

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Friday, October 17, 2008

i wanna do you

right where you stand. the heater makes odd noises. sort of like me, sometimes. jenny calls them 'pete wentz moments' i call them 'lapses in reality'; my day was full of them. i'm so sick to my stomach from not eating and over-thinking and doing things i probably shouldn't have done. if i sleep outside, will i not wake up? it's cold.

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Thursday, October 16, 2008

and she's oh-so fine, and she's oh-so kind.

newww blog elsewhere. you heard me right kiddos. i have new blog, and i'm gonna see how it goes before deciding on whether or not to abandon myo or try and do both. in case you want to read my ultra-cool, super pretentious hipster blog, here is le link: http://blackcadillacs.wordpress.com/ that's right. i'm a hipster. i have been all along. i'm an elitist bitch that secretly hates people who like more than one genre of music and can't stand it when people can't appreciate the acutal 'good music', deemed 'good' by my own personal standards. i also finger quote things more often than i should. :/ merry christmas.

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Wednesday, October 15, 2008

not only do i sound like a car crash, i have the looks of one too.

you just can't look away, can you? it's so cold out now, it matches my mood fairly well. i can hear crows and i'm not gonna lie; i like how they sing.

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Monday, October 13, 2008

i love you...what's wrong with that?!

'bent' is the saddest play i've ever seen. so my sad weekend just got worse when i went to see this thing. at first it started out sort of funny, with the awkward morning after stuff, but as soon as the nazi's burst in and killed the one guy, it was definitely not funny anymore. it was just downhill from there. i will say that all of the actors performed BRILLIANTLY, especially the guys who played rudy and horst. the one thing i [surprisingly enough] could have gone without seeing was the verbal sex scene. it was well acted, therefore very awkward to watch. it was almost too intimate. and their noises weren't right, honestly. at least...i would hope that's not what they really sound like when they have an orgasm. and oh god the ending. when horst does the little 'i love you' signal right in front of the guards to max, i started bawling. he knew he was gonna die, so he had to say it one last time. then he charged the nazi's and max had to throw him in the pit, but not before having to stand there with his dead body for three minutes, talking to it like he was still alive. aaaah, it makes me cry still. shitshitshit. i'm going to finish this thing and not think about that stupid play. that you should all go see if you get the chance. 'bent' is amazing, but don't expect to walk away happy. at all. :/ krissy;

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Sunday, October 12, 2008

on the coldest night, in the darkest room

oh god. so yesterday. i ended up spending the entire day with lindsey, which was fine, because i love her and missed more than i realized. kaleb ended up having a lot of family things to do, so i saw him sporadically throughout the day and later we went and kidnapped him and got slushies in bangor. he seems to be doing fine now, which is good. we were able to talk about it without any breakdowns, which i am going to assume is a good sign. but there's something that i am now so mad at myself about that i need to mention. and by mention i mean rant about. i am sure that most, if not all of you, remember danny. yes. well, i had been doing really well in my 'i'm over him, i don't like him anymore, blah blah blah' campaign. that is, until i saw him again yesterday for the first time in nearly four months. all we did was talk, but something about college has made it so much easier for me to say what i really think, and to also say things without thinking, so i said all sorts of things that i never would have said to him before. [haha, like commanding him to skip around hot topic in the cute little nurse's outfit he tried on, and then telling him that he was 'fucking adorable' and 'akin to heath ledger'] i'm sure he thought i was drunk, or high on something. i never would have dreamt of talking to him that way before. it did make me happy that he wants me to come back to see his cute little solo/ensemble performance in the spring, so i promised him that i would come back and cheer him on loudly from the very back row. i'd forgotten how cute he is when he smiles. and here's the secret i told lindsey once kaleb had left the car: right now, danny is the only boy i want to sleep with. seeing him again made me realize that in one way or another, i will always want him. and honestly, i don't regret that. okay, now that i feel better about my whole danny thing [sort of], i should sleep, since i'm going home early tomorrow. goodnight. krissy;

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