Tuesday, September 16, 2008

keep it with you everywhere you go.

so i thought of something about five minutes ago. then i decided that i need to do it justice, and will re-vamp that post and post it later, when i'm less busy. i nearly fell asleep in interpersonal com. today, so i went back to my room and took a nap. was almost late for issues in religion, and ended up really feeling shitty. almost skipped the last two classes, very glad i didn't. i have to go to provocation tonight, and i plan on writing through it. that's right. a new, chaptered story is in the works. isn't that exciting? c.i. will be on hold for a little bit, until i get my spark back for that one. trust me, i'm gonna try and finish it before christmas, but...it's just taking a little break. i don't want to walk back up that hill later. D: >3< krissy;

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Monday, September 15, 2008

i love the way you talk on top of me

that song is burrowing into my brain. so yesterday was sunday. i spent most of it in bed, trying not to move, because i was in some serious pain. i did not feel good, at all. so i stayed in bed, and watched twister, napoleon dynamite, and about 1/4th of the way through the prince and me before i felt well enough to get up and go down to betsy's room to watch some tv before hall council. i started crying during twister, during that one scene were the tornado chasers go back to wakita to help meg, and the lead woman sees a family standing outside of their destroyed house. something about it really got to me, and i just started bawling. the older i get, the easier it is for me to get emotional. if i'm watching the right movie, i just start crying my eyes out, like in across the universe, when the little boy is singing 'let it be'. i cannot help but cry during that scene. i'm gonna be a mess at funerals and weddings. :/ so yeah, i'm feeling a little better, but i should get some sleep [or better yet, do my homework]. yeeeeah. later. >3< krissy;

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Sunday, September 14, 2008

this is where emotion flares

i have this odd, forboding feeling. i don't know if it really means anything, but i have it. it's an uncomfortable feeling. so yesterday my parents and little sister came up to visit. it was nice spending the day with them, and in all honesty i didn't want them to go. i miss them, a whole lot. mostly we spent the day shopping, and i got a lot of stuff for the dorm and some food. i also finally completed my ninja mission for rob and spied on the hot topic here. haha. i can't decide which one is better. they're both pretty good. anyway, i got a lot of stuff, and now i have to do laundry tomorrow and dishes or bad things will happen. also some homework, or worse things will happen. i'm trying to write things, but i have no inspiration. i need something to get me out of this rut... or maybe i should just go to bed. that'd be alright too... later. >3< krissy;

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Saturday, September 13, 2008

they're more than good, they're great

my parents are coming to visit today. i'm really tired, but i'm on the phone and i can't just hang up on them...lololol. i need sleep. i have to get sleep. D:

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Friday, September 12, 2008

you've been asking, i've been drinking

only in the not so literal sense. i get the room to myself this weekend, since hannah (my roommate) went home. i plan on lazing around tonight, playing WoW and watching odd movies. my parents are coming up on saturday for a visit, though. they originally were going to come up next weekend, which is parent's weekend, but my mom has to get a surgery done, and she isn't sure how she'll feel next weekend. SO, i get to show them around campus this weekend, and then work next weekend. they're gonna buy me groceries. i'm excited. :3 i actually have another class yet today, at three. i hope we don't have a quiz today...since i don't know what i'm doing as far as the math class goes. i had a quiz in latin american studies, and i think i did pretty good. that reminds me; last night, one of hannah's friends was chilling in our room while i was doing homework, and she asked me what classes i'm taking (interpersonal communication, native american literature, basic issues in religion, latin american studies, and earth algebra) and she freaked out, saying that i had a really hard class load. it's not as bad as it sounds. :/ really, i swear. i might start vlogging. because i know some of you would love to see me on the computer screen, babbling away about nothing. haha. i mean, if you have a webcam, put it to use. [NOT LIKE THAT.] oooooh, time for class. later >3< krissy;

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Thursday, September 11, 2008

this is love and this is lust; now which one should i trust?

i feel a little conflicted. graham and i were talking about where he wanted to go to college earlier, and he listed off a bunch of places. one of them was eau claire. it made me happy to think that we could go to the same school, and maybe something more would happen between us, but then i remembered my mantra: change is good. so there's my conflict. if he does end up going here, should i be happy and ready to be...well, whatever, or should i keep my distance and just be as casual as possible with him? i hate boys. sometimes. i do have power over nerdy dungeons and dragons boys though. lol@awkward squirming. jenny, you get what i'm sayin' lol. i think some of those guys have honest to god never had a conversation with a girl that was longer than two sentences. i asked how often they play d&d, and all i got for the first two seconds was an open-mouthed stare. HAVE THEY NOT SEEN BOOBS BEFORE? OBVIOUSLY NOT. because i'm honestly not that pretty, so they must have been the distraction. haha. yeah, class at 8 today. i should get to bed. meh... i'll have to read between classes tomorrow. again. i stay on the lower campus all day today, and so when i had two hours between when i ate lunch and when i had to be in my classroom, i sat in hibbard hall and read one of the books for my latin american studies class. it was weird. really weird. and this guy kept making awkward conversation with me. i was so caught up in my book though, i probably came off as really bitchy. sorry dude, my bad. :/ oh, and one last thing... i got a plant today. i'm fairly certain it's a spider plant, and i named him beckett. i'm treating him a lot like a pet, more than a plant. he has his own water bottle and everything. i even have a note on my desk about him, reminding myself to set him in the window every morning so he can get some sunlight. i need a life, haha. ok, going to bed for reals now. later, bby. >3< krissy;

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Wednesday, September 10, 2008

das modell

i made a new friend todaaaay. she's way into fbr bands, especially tai, so she made me watch some tai tv. i especially like the episode where they made sisky wear the taco outfit, and the christmas one. THANK YOU SANTA! WOO! it was pretty funny. yesterday was crazy busy, just because it was tuesday. there was this guy standing on the mall, preaching about jesus. he was such an extremist, and it pissed me off. if didn't fear the repercussions of the action, i would have punched him. i'm not even kidding. none of his points made any sense. i hate religious nuts like him. they make me glad that i don't necessarily believe in god. huzzah agnosticism. i have a meeting thinger today, for clubs and whatnot. i'm sort of excited to see what sorts of fun i can get into. i want a soda. and some sleep. and some inspiration. i'm in a slump. :/ later, bby. >3< krissy;

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Tuesday, September 9, 2008

celebrate the irony

i'm proud of myself, seeing as i did things i was supposed to... i got my laundry done, and i actually finished some of my homework. i have a few worksheets to do, and some reading, but that can be done between classes tomorrow, and printing takes two seconds, so i'll either do that tomorrow morning or, once again, between classes. it all depends. i got a new flight of the conchords poster yesterday. it was a little expensive, but i really like it, and i had a couple people stop at the room and tell me that they like it. i also got a little andy warhol poster, and it has one of my favorite quotes of his on it. 'the world fascinates me' yeah, it's the best quote ever, basically. hate to cut it short, kiddos, but i have some reading to do and i need to get it done before i crash. o: ooh, now that i'm thinking about it: send me snail mail. i have my own little mailbox, and i'd like it to actually have mail in it, just once. so... here you go: 412 oak ridge hall, 810 university drive eau claire, wi 54701-6194 i'm expecting a full mailbox in a week or so. XD haha. >3< krissy;

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Monday, September 8, 2008

durch den monsun

his voice is cuter when he sings in german. i wonder what he'd sound like.... hmm... /obsceneponderponder so i'm pleased. well, then again, not really. i mean, well, maybe i am. i didn't do anything i had planned to yesterday. i HAVE to do laundry tomorrow, either after math or between latin american studies and math. i'm guessing i'll do it after math, since i can sit down there and do my homework while it's washing and drying and whatnot. on the other hand, though, i went to the first hall council meeting. i'm 4e's hall rep, and now i'm one of oak ridge's rha reps too. i'm very pleased about being the rha rep, since i had to be elected to it. basically, complete strangers liked me enough from my thirty second spiel about myself to want me to represent them. it made me feel really good about myself, to be totally honest. i miss home. i miss my own bed, and i miss my cat. i cannot wait until i get to go home and see some of my friends again. off to do some reading for lat. amer. studies before waking up early to print some stuff off for the same class. >3< krissy;

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Saturday, September 6, 2008

love is impossible for me

i feel sort of empty. but i think that's because of a different reason. this is a good sort of emptiness. i've given away a part of myself. this emptiness feels good. it feels clean. do i make any sense anymore? i'm starting to doubt myself, as far as words are concerned. krissy;

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