Tuesday, August 26, 2008

they don't love you like i love you

i almost cried when i left work tonight. i was so sure i'd be ok with leaving those guys, but the reality is that i love my coworkers more than i had imagined, and even though i'll only be absent for a few months, i'm going to miss them like crazy. jenny came to visit me at work. it was funny, but only because we had discussed something about tissues earlier. haha. no crying at shopko. if i promised you a goodbye story, it might end up being a 'i survived my first week of college, yaaay, here you go' story. there's just not enough hours in a day. @_@ i can't decide between laertes and oberon for the laptop's name. i would say laertes, since he was one of my favorite characters from hamlet, but oberon is good too, since it's the name of the king of the faeries from midsummer's night dream. ugh. too difficult. i need you guys to tell me what to pick. haha... i was going to say something else... oh, or a few things. i found my old journal, the one i kept for the last half of my senior year. i was more pathetic then, and that made me feel better. i want to try and keep it up all through college, but we'll see. it might not happen, just due to a lack of free time. i feel better. i thought about all of the things that have happened, and for some reason i just let it all go. i'm not dropping off the face of the planet, and neither is he. i still do have time, and i've decided that it's time to step back and just see what happens. que sera, sera. aaaand for those of you who read my fanfic [and someone is, since i keep getting more unexplained hits on my theO blog for it...weird], i posted a new chapter on both sites. chapter 21...wow.... who'd have guessed? it's been done for awhile, i've just been to lazy to upload it. tee hee, sorry. krissy.

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Monday, August 25, 2008

and i told them i invented times new roman

despite the fact that i hate how difficult he makes life for me, he never fails to make me smile and laugh. things aren't better, if you were aware they weren't good in the first place. i cried on the way home, because i realized there is no hope for this, for us. i got my laptop yesterday. i haven't named it yet, but i want a good one. i can't think of one, though. something victoian, sort of antique. i should see if the sims loads onto it. it might run faster, if it loads at all. ca caw, graham. ca caw. krissy.

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Sunday, August 24, 2008

when i first met you i was on my back.

i could say a whole bunch of things right now, but i won't. the thing is, they just don't need to be said. i should really work on those parting gifts. no, they aren't parting gifts. maybe something to tide them over until i have time again. i'm guessing that won't be until next summer. i've known those two for about a year now. either we've passed the mark or it's quickly approaching. my, how times flies. thursday. thursday. thursday. there's so much to do, and i'm so quickly running out of time. i want to tell him everything. i just need to convince myself that things won't fall apart between us if i do. i feel honored, but i don't deserve it. i'm not that great. i'm not worth the admiration. i feel like a whore. then again, when don't i? krissy. i don't think i'm coming back. i'm never going to bounce back from this one.

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Saturday, August 23, 2008

i like songs about drifters, books about the same

i think i'm going to put together a playlist that perfectly describes me. in my opinion, that is. so it'd be songs that i really relate to. if i start to work on it in the middle of this post, i'll include it. i went and got chinese with whitney and lindsey yesterday. graham was going to come with, but he didn't for some reason. however, we're going to his house on sunday to watch movies or some...thing....lulz. also, i got a little closer to getting all of my stuff for college. it's so weird to think that i'll be moving out in about five days or so. but i'm ready for it. i'm excited. so i won't bore you with that list. i'll hide it somewhere else on my site, maybe. probably. krissy.

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Friday, August 22, 2008

are you ready to get undressed?

sometimes. right now is one of those sometimes. guess who i'm talking to. :/ and i do this to spite him. him: wie gehts? him: that's german for " 'sup homie-biscuit-dizzle ..slice." me: hahaaaa. cute. him: i won't be able to come up with that combination of words again me: then maybe i should publish it on the internets somewhere so as to immortalize it? him: hell no me: hell yes him: an answer would suffice.. or causal pretending that it never happened nothing's casual here anymore, you know. so the drama camp thing that i had been helping out at this week is over. 107 kids put together a halfway decent show in a total of 12 hours. i am impressed. it was really neat, being able to tbe a part of that, but i'm glad it's over. i get to sleep in tomorrow, and hang out with whitney and graham, maybe. but at the very least i get to sleep in. so yesterday, after the performance, the camp staff went to perkins for some foodz, but our server was an ass, so that sort of took some fun away from it. after that, molly and i went to wal-mart to get the new tai cd. i really, really wish that i had hung out with molly more earlier. we're a lot alike, and i think that we could have been really good friends. that makes me sad to think that she's going to school in iowa. i wish we had just a little more time. i'm so glad i can stay up tonight. and talk. C: krissy.

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Wednesday, August 20, 2008

my best friends are on my side.

uhoh! explosion might be really lame, but they make me lawl. so it's all good. another day of drama camp came and went, and i haven't killed anyone yet... haha. plus, it's done on thursday, so i only have two days left, and i got put with the oldest group of kids, so we can just sit there and have a good time and whatnot. ginny and kaleb moved in yesterday. i helped my sister register for high school, and it made me so sad to walk through those halls. i really will miss high school, because it was really such a good time. i might have whined about it at the time, but looking back, only a few months later, i know that it was the easiest, most laid back time of my life. but i did feel useful, since people kept asking me how to properly open the lockers [since they don't open normally, and whatnot]. i had to help a handful of distraught mothers calm down about their kids opening a locker. haha. i also visited whitney on a lark last night. we sat in her driveway and did fun things. and obscene things, but we won't go there. we talked about graham and stuff, and also about my little problem. hahaha. you all need to stop talking about me. haters make me famous. krissy.

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Tuesday, August 19, 2008

eels.

graham and i share a joke. all we need to say is eels, and i burst out in a fit of giggles, and he smiles as only graham can. oooh yes. it's that good. anyway. work was shitty! [what else is new?] this group of people decided it would be fun to wait until five minutes to closing to come through my line [the only lane open, by the way] with a shitton [nearly $500 worth] of school supplies and clothes. it took me nearly ten minutes just to get through their order, and then there were other people behind them. i was so mad... but i'm better now, and i should stop talking to graham [lolololol i'm obsessed] and get to bed. good night. :3 krissy

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Monday, August 18, 2008

'you'd miss me if i died.'

'yes, i would, but then again i would be keeping you in my freezer.' if my body ever goes missing, look in graham's freezer. speaking of which, i just got back from a party in which i recieved my first hug from him [he's not one for physical contact], and now am talking to him on aim. i'm fucking in love with this boy. mein gott en himmel. that's not good, but then again, it is. this isn't like some stupid high school crush. not the same at all... but anyway, back to the party talk. it was pretty fun, i spent most of the time talking with graham, brittney, and hannah, and watching 'v for vendetta'. i really had forgetten how much i liked that movie. but that party was the last time i'll see a few of my friends before they leave for college. brittney is leaving in a few hours to go to new york, and ginny and kaleb are leaving on tuesday. i leave on the 28th, and graham said that he, whitney, and i have to hang out before too long, which i wholeheartedly agreed with. i haven't talked with whitney since the fair. i miss her. she's the matt to my sonny. :< so anyway, i have to be up in a few hours to work with some children, so i should go to sleep. or stay up and talk with graham for awhile. whichever. C: krissy EDIT: me: my EYES! him: that's what he said him: also michael phelps < werner heisenberg me: haha, i get it! lol. physicst olympics. 'can phelps do THIS?!'

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Sunday, August 17, 2008

this is my shit

this might be the permanent layout from now on. just the avi would change, but we'll see. it's just that i'm going to soon be short on internet time, and making new profile layouts will be low on the priority list. so yeah, i changed that up and whatnot, and i think i'm going to get a different avatar, but that'll have to be later. right now, i need to go to bed. party later today, and whatnot. woo. krissy.

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Saturday, August 16, 2008

oh, the way my makeup stains your pillowcase

lulz. cock. yes, and i meant it in that sense. anyway. i walked with the lacrosse country democrats in the kornfest parade today. it was really hot though, so it was a little uncomfortable, but in the end it was alright, because i got to hang out with brianna and laura, two people i hadn't seen since school let out. brianna and i were freaking out about cobra starship together, and we decided to get a posse together to go to warped tour next summer. we even considered inviting two of our teachers, since they're fucking badass like that. otherwise i didn't really do anything else today. i got up early, did the parade thing, got perkins with laura, brianna, and tyler and came home. i really sort of want to take a nap or something... have to get all rested up for kaleb's party tomorrow. lulz. that should be interesting. 'let me hear you say this shit's...........supercalifragilisticexpealidocious. S-U-P-E-R-C-A-......' LAWL AT HOLLABACK BOY. XD krissy.

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