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Sunday, May 18, 2008


lacking any interest

i had work yesterday, which i was late for.
that made the entire shift suck ass.
plus, it was really busy and everyone was in a shitty mood, so generally my day seemed like it was gonna bomb.

then i got off work, and my mom, who had promised to take me to best buy after work earlier in the day [i had forgotten about this promise], actually took me to best buy, and i got the horror's cd 'strange house'.
if you don't mind some screaming and odd note combinations and are into surf/garage/punk, you should check it out. i absolutely adore this cd.

while i was at best buy, i saw brice.
i haven't seen that kid in forever. i was happy i got to talk to him. he's just that amazing.
he made my shitty feelings drawn out from my shift at retail hell dissapear.

i have a band concert today.
it's my last one, which is slightly depressing.

i'm gonna miss high school.

i'm sure i had other things to talk about, but i'm tired. so i'm gonna go to bed.


ily.

krissy.

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Thursday, May 15, 2008


i will make it apply

new theme, as i forgot to mention in my last post. there are four songs you can play on the little player actually. death at the chapel is my favorite, mostly because there's screaming.
lol.

so today.
i further discussed the love life of one of my friends, named chris. he's being courted [for lack of a better word] by one of my co-workers, and i find it endlessly entertaining. it's just funny hearing about their romantic fumblings.

also, i snapped today. finally. after talking with chris in his classroom during the passing period, i went out into the hall to go to my class, but cody had attached himself to my arm. i was beating him with a book, trying desperately to get him off of me, when danny comes down the hall and calls me a "homewrecker". cody must have gotten the hint that that was a good time to let go, because as soon as he did i turned around and chucked my hamlet book [the one i had been using to beat cody mere seconds before] at danny and hit him in the back of the knees. he was thouroughly surprised [and so was i, since i have terrible aim], but when he got in the classroom, all he said was 'you're cute', and sat down.
for some reason, it seriously pissed me off that he called me a homewrecker.

but i apologized later and he said that he was most surprised by my sudden fit of rage. i'm usually very calm around people, so that was the first time he had seen me really mad.

we also had the pudding picnic today.
it was delicious.
i got a few pictures of the event, so once i find the right cable, i'll show them to you guys.

right now though, i have to get ready for my dentist appointment.

bleeeaaaaghech.


krissy.

[sometimes...i wonder if all of my boy friends are really actually gay with each other on the weekends...
...
that'd be hot...
...
oh...nevermind.]

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Wednesday, May 14, 2008


why, god, why?

i lost about 100 pictures...i'm not sure how, but the files got erased and there's no way to recover them...dammit.

ok, other than that, my day was fine.
i did a lot of inane and boring things, and i also slept.

in class.

...

whaaaat? i was really tired.

now i have to go and buy pudding for tomorrow, since our lunch table decided to go and have a pudding picnic in the park tomorrow.
danny, however, declined.
maybe he doesn't like pudding?

speaking of danny, he, my friend ginny, and i had an interesting conversation the other day. ginny had seen a show on tv that she claimed was about a guy so pretty, he couldn't have been straight. so she asked danny (who i guess is "pretty" now) if he's bisexual. his response was an openmouthed stare for a second, then a laugh and then "no, i like to have sex with girls."
we laughed at that for a minute, and then ginny said that he should pretend to be bisexual for our entertainment and go makeout with greg. he laughed even harder at that and said he would run that idea past him during graphic design.

evidentially, greg said no.

which, to some degree, dissapoints me.

because....well, nevermind.

ok, i have to run to the store now.
and not think about boysex.
especially with those two.
lawlz, ugh.
:vomits:


ily.

krissy.

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Tuesday, May 13, 2008


gimme a minute

totally just posted two new chapters.

i know i said i post in threes, but i wanted to do an update tonight and i just didn't have another chapter in me at the moment.

oh, and concerning the scholarship ceremony:
i totally got more scholarships than i thought i would. it freaking made my day.

:D

yeah, so go check out the fanfic here.

thanks.

ily


krissy.

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Monday, May 12, 2008


when it all goes to hell

aaaah...8 [school] days before graduation.

...scary...

anyway.

i have the scholarship awards presentation thing tonight. evidentially, i did get a scholarship, or something. so we'll see which one.

i think i'm gonna actually not spend my entire night on the internet and try and type out a few more chapters of my fanfic, and then maybe update it at like...pfft...midnight.

since that's how i roll.

ily

krissy.

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Sunday, May 11, 2008


i only want sympathy in the form of you crawling into bed with me

i am a horrible person.

sorry lindsey.
sorry christopher.
sorry danny.
sorry whitney.
sorry greg.
sorry megan.
sorry god.

i'm just the sort of person who's good at getting in the way of everyone else's happy endings, i guess.

i'll leave you alone now.

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Saturday, May 10, 2008


i came here to make you dance

sooo...

yeah.

yesterday was dull, but then i went out with kaleb and tina. went to the mall, got a new shirt that WASN'T from hot topic [lol]. it's cute. at least that's what kaleb said...

anyway.
after that, we drove around, looking for something to do.
we were gonna go drink..."fancy" drinks at his house, but his parents were awake so we decided to forget it. then some other friends of ours called and asked what we were doing. we told them we were gonna go get drunk, and they got mad at us and hung up. we called them back an hour later and said we were kidding.

after about an hour of 'what the hell are we gonna do?', we stopped the car in the middle of nowhere and took pictures.

my eyes still hurt from the flash.

all in all, a really, really, really boring evening.

but i did con my father into buying me the new AP, which features cobra starship on the cover.

i am totally an alex suarez fan now.

he's so fucking adorable.


krissy.

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Tuesday, May 6, 2008


are you getting scared?

patched things up with danny, sort of.

at least we're actually talking again.

:]

my graduation is in 19 days.
the concert is in 21 days.

excitiiiing.

i posted fanfiction on the internet for the first time the other day.
sorry, i have such low self-esteem that i won't tell you where.
but if you think you've found it, i'll confirm your suspicions.

because that seems like a fun idea to me.
:shrugs:

i love you guys.

krissy.

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Sunday, May 4, 2008


don't pretend you ever forgot about me

a lot happened in the few days that i ignored the internet.

a lot of it... i don't want to talk about.
but i can sum up my week into one emotion.

anger.

and i'll give you one guess as to who the cause of the anger is.
...
his name is danny.

i even think the name and i feel like hitting something until it breaks, but once that feeling passes i feel terrible about being so mad, and then i get angry at myself for being such a selfish, jealous bitch.

most of this, in case you didn't know, stems from his new girlfriend.
don't get me wrong.
i don't even know her, so i'm not mad at her at all. it's just that danny the douchebag has decided that it's ok to ignore the people who were under the impression that they were his friends to spend time with a girlfriend who he will either a) fuck within this week [hell, it could have happened already] and get bored with her or b) try to fuck her but then get bored with her once he realizes that she won't put out.

WHO WILL HE GO BACK TO THEN?
i'd hesitate to say 'us', since the feeling of rejection is still fairly fresh in our minds.

the thing is, the more i think about it, the more sorry i feel for him, and the more i want to forgive him, even though he'll still go on ignoring everyone.

but maybe i'm wrong.
i mean, yesterday was state solo/ensemble.
even though i was sill miffed at him, i went and saw his performance.
beforehand, i had said some...rather mean things to him.
because that's how i operate.
after his performance, i stayed to watch the one after his, and then i got up to go to my site.
i swear to god he followed me out.
to just talk or to apologize [highly unlikely] i don't know, but he got sidetracked by someone looking for the timpani tuner so i just told him that i was wrong, he didn't suck, and walked away.

maybe i need to just fucking give up on this kid.
i can't let him ruin my goddamn life like greg did.
greg was the worst mistake EVER, and i don't want danny to be the same thing.

i actually still want to be this kid's friend.


GODDAMMIT I HATE THIS BULLSHIT.

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Friday, May 2, 2008


well...

do you think
it's fair of us
to be mad at him
for suddenly dropping us
and ignoring us
completely,
choosing instead to spend
every
waking
moment
with his new piece of ass?
or do you think
we're all jealous
that we
can't
have
him?

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