Thursday, December 13, 2007

remember through sound

i hate children. D:< i hate school. D:< i hate the snow. D:< i hate my computer. D:< i hate the christmas tree. D:< i hate being a whiny bitch to you guys, but you're the only ones that let me do this. u_u still no final decisions on whether i abandon this one for the other. [it's ready...you might find it...] `krissy

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Wednesday, December 12, 2007

perpetual sound

umm... i really don't have anything for today. sort of. i didn't have school today, and i should be doing homework, but i'm not, so bleh. i might be switching "sayanachan" off. but i would resurface. i promise. [that is...if you care] but i don't know yet... `krissy

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Monday, December 10, 2007

listening to: Time to Dance [Panic! at the Disco]

"it's not an obsession, it's a healthy admiration." of course, no one bought that line for one second. damn you hot topic employees, damn you. so...i handed in that fecking sep paper...so now on wednesday i don't have school at all and i'm going to go prance around town with some peeps... it'll be a good time, i'm sure. um... i still hate the children, and now that the performance is 8 days away i'm getting nervous. ugh. 7 daaays. and then 19 daaays. :imagine me and my "excited" face : i'm so freaking tired. asdljfhafasd `krissy

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Saturday, December 8, 2007

listening to: seed [the academy is...]

9 and 21 days. separate events. don't confuse them. i'm equally excited for both, and one gets a party. i've mentioned both, but chances are you've forgotten. no big deal, i never expected anyone to remember either of them. what are they? my family got the christmas tree today...and i half-assedly dressed it... it's rather slim...sort of like...an emo tree? i had to work today...everyone's getting so short-tempered...it makes me tense and then i get cranky and then no one wants to be around me...and then i don't want to be around me... i really should be fixing my sep paper... i need to put together a christmas list...what does everyone want...? i want to be able to sleep for a whole day without having someone tell me that i have work to do. i hate ambiguous friendships. you know...where anything you say could lead to an awkward silence because it inadvertantly leads to mentioning a possible relationship between you and the other person. i sort of hate everything about my life right now, but somehow that doesn't upset me. to be honest, all i can think about as of late is last summer... which is not a good thing to be thinking about...i had fixed everything from that and now i'm thinking...it'll never, ever be fixed. there's always going to be something wrong with everything in every relationship i made and broke that summer... ugh. maybe i should call everything quits for awhile... `krissy

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Tuesday, December 4, 2007

what immortal hand or eye dare frame thy fearful symmetry?

mmm...i had forgotten how much i like that poem... anyway, it's snowing again, so the shiny snow is replaced by fluffy, sparkly snow...but it's still dangerous! so i didn't go to work. ugh. they're gonna hate me there...since i accidentially missed my shift on saturday and then i called in today... i won't miss my next shift, i swear to god. i would feel terrible, not like i don't now. the children in that little musical i mentioned earlier are really getting to me...my patience wears thin...but sometimes they're so cute...i just can't help but not hate them. oh...aaand...i auditioned for "little shop of horros" yesterday... i think it went ok, but i'm not holding my breath for any part. i didn't do that great. plus, i can't sing. :D but if i get in, i'll let you all know. my stupid ass SEP paper is almost done... currently i'm on the 8th page...and i need 8, so i'm trying to get half a page and call it good enough...however i might go back and add some stuff so that i might be able to push it to 9...that would make my day. 9 pages...lovely... nothing else to report. my life is still boring. later, my darlings. `krissy

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Sunday, December 2, 2007

listening to: some ridiculously long titled song by Fall Out Boy

i know the title, i don't feel like typing it. nyah. >:D so it snowed. a lot. i can't see the grass anymore and that makes me happy. traditionally my family doesn't get our christmas tree until it snows or three days before christmas if it happens to not snow at all, but now we can go get it whenever. i am so full of christmas glee... >.> i got my camera to work again so i smell a new myspace default in my near and immediate future. god, i am so vain. my parents approved my birthday idea. i am having a small party at the last bastion of childhood merriment. turing 18 at the chuck e. cheese. how entertaining. i feel bad for the children that will be there that night... poor things. i feel like straightening up my room and decorating it for christmas or something...maybe i just feel the need to be productive. i have two auditions tomorrow. one for band (which i'm not really going to try on) and then later and audition for a musical. i might not be able to sing, but i'm gonna make sure everyone knows that. >:D away! to picture editing. `krissy

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Saturday, December 1, 2007

who you are, what you say

crashing. like mad crazy. the friend whitney is sleeping over... much fun is being had. neither of us can really sing well. that didn't matter to the karaoke game. finished the crow, finally. amazing movie. i wish brandon lee hadn't died. there would be a lot of great movies out there... anyway, we're watching rent now, sort of... maybe i'll go draw some more, since i watched that musical 'cats' and now i'm all sort of inspired somehow. it's amazing how a bunch of people prancing about a stage in tight pants while acting like a cat can strike so much creativity into my mind. go figure. yay for the weekend. have a good one everybody. [hey, i DO have a job...i work on sunday. what a shocker. god, i hate work...] `krissy

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Thursday, November 29, 2007

you can't escape now

football. highly overrated. anyway. feeling MUCH better today, thank goodness. i had forgetten how much i hate being sick. mmm... i really don't have anything else to say... nothing to talk about... i feel so boring. u_u i'm sorry. maybe i'll go draw a crap-load of pictures and then i might feel useful...or something. any ideas...? requests...? i can't promise anything, but i'll try my damndest. damndest. lulz. that was genius. later, playerrrs. `krissy

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Wednesday, November 28, 2007

i can't swim so i dog paddle

today was very weird. i stayed home from school. this doesn't happen very often, seeing as my parents don't believe in mental health days or staying home from school unless you're bleeding from every orifice. well...i wasn't bleeding, but i did wake up with a terrible ache in my stomach. i tried to get ready for school, but i was in such pain that i couldn't stand up, so i went to lay down again. i guess i fell asleep, because the next thing i know it's 8:30. obviously my mother called me in. to summarize the day...well...it's been not fun. here's a random fact for you all: i have an innate fear of throwing up, and i was reminded why this morning. -_- ickyy... yeah. i'm feeling a little better, and i hope i get to go to school tomorrow. i'm gonna be sooo behind otherwise. `krissy

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Tuesday, November 27, 2007

we pretend to leave and then we'll meet again when both our cars collide...

rip casey calvert. anyway. yesterday's post was pretty bleh so i'll try to do better today. i can't say that my life is spiraling out of control with stress and drama and all of that crap, becase it's not, but i can say my life has the kind of stress brought on by monotony. it's driving me crazy. i live for [and dread] the extra hour i spend at school now. you see, i'm helping a friend of mine with his exit project, which is to direct an elementary school play. the thing is, there were sooo many kids that he had to make two casts, so now he directs one and i [and two other people] are directing the other one. that hour alone reinforces my new idea that kids aren't all that they're cracked up to be, but sometimes they're ok. take hunter for example. when that kid hits high school, he's gonna be the emo kid. seriously. i laugh about it everyday. a fifth grader is already too emo for his own good. still, he's adorable, and my favorite. i'm such a mean director. XD what else to report...nothing really. work is being bitchtastic, taking away two shifts and expecting me to only work on sunday...bah. screw you shopko. ok, well, i'm gonna go finish a few college applications, so i'll talk with you all later. `krissy

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