Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Newsflash: I don't care!

I felt like I had to say something, since I've been hanging around all day, looking at stuff and whatnot. Drop me a line, I'm bored. XD

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I'd walk to you if I had no other way

Sometimes, learning something about someone makes you rethink everything, and then finally decide that he is worth your time, because in some obscene way he's like the last one. Maybe I'm setting myself up for disaster, but in the end... I couldn't care less. I want what I want right now, and nothing can stop me. Band camp started today (yeah, yeah, I'm a nerd) and it was boring since it was just the section leaders (ie; no fresshies to harass quite yet). That brand of fun starts tomorrow. I really honesly am looking forward to it, since I'm weird and evil like that. What else is new...? Oh, I finally watched that Gym Class Heroes music video (Clothes Off). I freaked out at the end, since, you know, it was Panic! and I'm a silly little fangirl. And hey! Newsflash - Drew Carey is the new host for The Price is Right. Noice. At any rate, I should go to bed soon...but I'm gonna go read stuff...:smirk: Laters, darlings.

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Sunday, July 22, 2007

her bone structure screams 'touch her, touch her'

And he will, because Greg is a whore. >.> Moving on! The D&D game went fine... I had the unfortunate pleasure of killing Gerard Way, since, evidentally, he likes to defend Barbra Streisand. Go figure. I was very sad the rest of the game, and afterwards me and two other friends of mine sat outside. Suddenly, seriously out of nowhere, one started crying. Evidentally, her parents are putting a lot of stress on her, and she's having a hard time coping. She's a fairly resiliant person, so she'll pull through all right, but when me and my OTHER friend went driving, we talked about a lot of stuff, and I really felt better, about life in general after that. Sometimes all it takes is a very open talk about sexual positions to make the world look like a happier place. And if that wasn't weird enough... Well, that was weird enough for me. I got this interesting book the other day... it's full of poems (I don't think they're lyrics) by people in indie (emo) bands. William Beckett wrote one... I think that might interest someone who visits my site... Am I right? Well, that's all for tonight. I'm going to be now. . . Laters...

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Friday, July 20, 2007

a whispering campaign

To be blunt, I spilled the majority of my guts for tonight on the myspace blog. I learned something tonight that I thought wouldn't bother me. However, after I got off the phone with my friend, I thought about it, and thought about it, and thought about it. And then I realized it bothered me. It bothered me so bad that I felt like crying, like he had just betrayed me even though I know well enough what I said. I said I was done. So done I am. The only problem is I can't seem to convince myself that I AM through with hopeless, frivolous longing that will only kill me in the end. Because, the truth is, he's doing me in with this. Why am I still talking about this? It's not making it any better. OK, I feel a little better, not quite so emo-face. My workplace is going to start a new dress code, and instead of navy blue polos and khakis/black or grey slacks, we get pukish green polos, only khakis, and as an added bonus, only brown colored belts. We can't even wear plain white shirts like we were able to before. I'm just soooo excited. As soon as I can get my hands on a camera again, I'll show you the shirt. They make me gag. OK, well, I'm sorry this was such a depressing post. It was mostly selfish ranting, but I needed to really get all of this crap off of my chest. Otherwise...well...I don't know. Laters.

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Thursday, July 19, 2007

i am alone in this bed, house, and head

Tales from my kidnapping? Nonexistant. We ate, wandered around aimlessly, and then I watched Lindsey play WoW with a mess of people. That was entertaining. I am a firm believer in the fact that I should start playing that game... I have to go to work later today. It's weird, because I was so used to only working on Saturdays, and now I'm working today and tomorrow this week. Probably because I asked Saturday off for the dungeon, which I haven't finished that character sheet for. Gah, I feel like I'm falling behind. I really do hate that feeling, you know? I was thinking about school the other day, and I decided that I'm excited. Yeah, I've ranted about being worried about it being senior year and everything, but I really do like school. Quite a bit, honestly. Maybe it's just the routine. I live for that 8 hour structured schelduling. It's heaven. >.< Anyway, my mother is taking me out to Chinese for lunch, so maybe I should go and get ready to leave. Later people... maybe I'll make a "surprise" edit after work (10:30-ish) Cause I'm special like that.

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Tuesday, July 17, 2007

have you heard of my religion? it's called the church of hot addiction...

That's one good song right there, for sure. I really wish Megan would give me that DVD back, since, yeah I kinda sorta wanna watch those videos again. Sheesh. This post will be short and pointless because I'm being kidnapped in a little while and I need to go get ready before the people in ski masks invade my home. I actually woke up at a decent hour today, so I was very proud of myself. Now, however, I'm rather sleepy. I guess that's the price I'm going to pay for trying to get back into a school routine so early in the game. My senior pictures turned out fine... there were some I hated, and some I loved, but there were enough taken that it's very difficult to pick out the ones to order. Gah! And the pricing is so complex and annoying. At any rate, they're gonna be very expensive. OK, well, I'm off for now. Hopefully I come back from my kidnapping with stories. Then again... maybe you don't really want to hear them... ,_,

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Monday, July 16, 2007

the camera caught you causing a commotion on the gurney again [2nd highest all time number of curses, swears, and punches]

I just recently found my P!ATD booklet and I decided to reread through the lyrics. What they have written down in that booklet sometimes isn't what they sang. There's always those few extra lines that clarify exactly what's going on. The headline for today is an example of that. Today is Monday. I am going to pick up my senior pictures today. After that...who knows. I do believe, later in the day, I was going to be kidnapped and forced to finish my new character sheet for our next dungeon on Saturday. Of all things, I named her Helena and I'm bound and determined to use her to a) Give birth to Robert Smith (of the Cure) and b) Save Gerard from Darryl, the guy who thinks his blonde hair was a better look than his black hair. Maybe you guys have no idea what I'm talking about. That wouldn't be the first time. Who wants to sit through an explination? Too bad, you have to. Now, you see, I play a game called Dungeons and Dragons (D+D for short). It's a rather complex roleplaying game that can be a very serious deal or something very, very, very ridiculous. Well, my friends and I have taken to playing the ridiculous side and in our last "dungeon" (four to twelve hour stretches of us sitting around a table, eating, talking and trying to play this game) one of my friends was cursed by Barbra Streisand and now the only hope is for someone (me) to summon Robert Smith to defeat her and lift the curse. (Yes, this was a huge rip-off of that South Park episode) All in all, it's a huge cradle of chaos and good (maybe not-so-clean) fun. :sighs: Yes. I am a nerd. Seeing as that was just midnight ramblings, and really wasn't anything too interesting, I might edit this post later, so check back if you want. Have a nice day everyone. . . [oh, and before I forget... I got bored with Ryan really quickly, so now you get Ryan, Pete, AND Brenny. XD]

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Sunday, July 15, 2007

we're only liars, but we're the best

I went to work yesterday, pulled a lovely six hour shift. Seeing as it was the only one I had this week, I wasn't really complaining (that much). And, just for the record, I work at a ShopKo. Think Wal-Mart, only smaller and less cool. Yeah. I have a great job. After I was done with work (which was about 10), I was all set to spend my entire night on Gaia and whatnot, but some of my friends decided to kidnap me at 11. I went with them, and we ended up sitting in the high school parking lot, talking about the potential of senior year and the terribly large amounts of crap that we'll have to endure in our first year of college. Of course we're all nervous, but then we decided to not think about it. We still have time to be immature and stupid, and we need to take advantage of it. College is literally one year away, and honestly it can wait. I have to get up and go to church in a few hours so maybe I'll leave you with some blank spaces where you can insert a favorite quote for yourself, since, you know, I use all my quotes as headlines. Until next time... Random Edit: Just changed the layout, if you happen to drop by in the next half hour before I make a post for tomorrow. And just so someone knows, that was Ryan Ross in my background of my last layout. It was, in fact, a boy. Not a chick. ^^

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Saturday, July 14, 2007

it starts eyes closed, to fingers crossed, to i swear, i say

Well...I decided that I'm going to have to invest in The Sims 2. My friend has it, and for the second day in a row, I was over at his house, playing it. It's just another silly addiction for me to later try and fight off. Out of boredom, I changed the layout! I got that picture of Mr. Ross a long while ago, and just recently found it again. It makes me laugh, that silly look on his face. Doesn't it just make you feel better, somehow? I have to go to work today, and I think I'm going to have to make a point to ask for more hours. One day a week is NOT going to cut it for me. Especially not for the money I work for. ,_, Here is the answer to yesterday's question! Whee! Q - What's your favorite P!ATD song of all time? A - Um... Right now it's tied between "Build God, Then We'll Talk", "Lying is the Most Fun a Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off", and their cover of "Tonight, Tonight". Yeah, that really didn't ANSWER the question, but that's not the point! Until next time... laters. Now with a special 2 am EDIT!: Changed the intro as well. Now I sound like...well, maybe a stuffy English librarian. At any rate, I changed it, but I didn't get a picture to post with this little edit. I apologize.

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Friday, July 13, 2007

watch your mouth, because your speech is slurred enough that you might just swallow your tongue

It's funny how people treat you differently when you're with the "right" people. To be honest, it really pisses me off. Evidentally, the county fair started up about two days ago. Like I remembered the ACTUAL dates for that. Went yesterday with the family and left with a friend. Shows how much I really value their (the family's) company in public. Hey, I'm a teenager, you're supposed to expect that kind of crap from me. Anyway, went off and did stuff, met up with more friends, did more stuff, and then I came home about half an hour ago. I really should be sleeping, but I'm finding that action more and more overrated. I do believe I'm going to kill myself due to lack of sleep. And, since I would have made this the early, early surprise edit, but I really didn't have a post earlier, I'll bequeath to you this and hope you find it somewhat amusing and not as bad as you thought. Why amusing? Because after I took it, I found myself really dizzy. Just from looking up. :shrugs: Then again, I usually set myself and all around me up for dissapointment. Isn't that life, though? aaaand it's answer time: Q - So what would YOU do if you had a million dollars? Hmmm?! A - I'd share it with my twin, of course. I mean, pfft, we're twins. :rofl: Q - Who's better pete wentz or ryan ross? (I think I already know your answer) XD A - Neither. The correct answer is Brendan Urie. X3 I luff him the most. XD Until next time my darlings... "It's just past eight and I'm feeling young and reckless. The ribbon on my wrist says "Do not open before Christmas"."

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