Sunday, August 19, 2007

my sad picture of girl getting bitter[er]

"coin-operated boy" saved my life. Well, not really, but it came close. I actually accomplished real goals today. :happy dances around the living room: Got all inspired and went shopping with my mother. Got some new shirts for school. One is this cute sweater thing... someday I'll show it to you guys. I'm really quite fond of it. While at the mall two groups of people tried to simultaneously kidnap me. Didn't work, so I ended up leaving with Kaleb. He was down, since he didn't get to go to Warrens to see his darling Timmy. I felt bad for him for a second and then realized I had my own lack of a love life to worry about. From all of the events that happened over this summer, I've come to the conclusion that if people come to me with their love woes, I will listen and give the best advice I can, but I'm going to have to stop trying to help everyone [like they expect me to]. I can't handle it, and I'm probably the worst person to go to for stuff like that anyway, seeing as I'm the [only] one who's never had a boyfriend or anything like that. D: D&D game today and GET THIS. Character sheet not done. PANIC! ... I woke up yesterday morning and I was freezing. Much to my delight, it was raining, and it was cold. It calmed me so much, and I felt so happy with the world that I sat on my porch and thought about how nice it would be to die at that very moment, when it felt like I had nothing to worry about, nothing to hold me back... ... Then my mom told me to empty the dishwasher. DX She knows how to ruin a mood. But the rain continued all day, and when I was out with Kaleb and Brittney, we sat in the car in the Target parking lot, talking about THE FUTURE [note scary caps-locking!]. Then Brittney and I went dancing in the puddles. My feet are still cold... `krissy

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