Sunday, June 8, 2008

when you get mauled by a bear, i hope your face is spared, cause you're kinda cute.

oh, if only. so, today, my parents drove me up to eau claire to see the campus. it's really nice up there, and i'm looking forward to moving up there, but i'm still a little nervous about it all. now i'm slightly concerned that i'm going to get lost, or fall in the river, or take a tumble down that motherlicking hill. the hill's gonna be terrible in wintertime... i don't even want to think about it. but i did get to see my dorm, which is fabulously old. huzzah. i wish i could have gone inside to see my room, but alas, it WAS a sunday afternoon, and everything was locked. otherwise, nothing else has really happened. oh, wait, that's a lie. i went to a party a few days ago. it was...well, i guess interesting is the best way to put it. things happened. things were said. i pray that nothing that happened that night is ever talked about ever again. but then ginny's grad party was yesterday. and i saw a bunch of people that i hadn't seen in awhile. especially marc. but it was weird... since it was storming really bad, when everyone went outside to watch the lightning, we went downstairs to play rockband together. after he finished singing his song, we just sort of looked at each other. this wouldn't be so bad, except that he was the first guy i had ever admitted my feelings to and now, whenever we're alone....it's just not the same. so there we were, alone in ginny's basement. luckily graham came down and saved us [me] from whatever would have happened next. now that i think about it, the reason i can't tell people my feelings for them is because of what happened between me and marc. i couldn't handle something like that again. ugh. i'mma go take an aspirin now. krissy.

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