Wednesday, June 25, 2008

i'll need new contraceptives

say anything...gah. i'm in love with 'in defense of the genre' right now. that album, while not typically what i'd listen to, is sounding really good right now. as is modest mouse. all of their old stuff is so good, and it reminds me of when i was younger and life didn't seem so complicated. i wish that i would be more consistent in listening to them. so the last few days have been nothing. just...bleh. stupid, pointless nothingness abounds. i have to go downtown tomorrow and get somethings faxed, and then walk up to the flowershop to talk about them giving me a job for the rest of the summer. i really hope they do, since i need the extra money. badly. the musical's over. thank jesus. i still can't add anything to that story of mine. i'm just...stuck. i keep rereading it, trying to think of what i want to say next, but nothing comes. i'm starting to wonder if i should give up on it for now... i want to go sleep outside. it's really nice out tonight. my friend ginny is going to california in a few days. it makes me sad to think about it, since that means i won't be seeing much of her for the rest of the summer, and then we have to run off to college. maybe i'll have a party before everyone has to go to their respective cities. sort of a 'goodbye and hopefully i'll see you next summer' sort of thing. i've been feeling useless lately. couldn't tell you why though. i should go to bed now. krissy.

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