Tuesday, August 26, 2008

they don't love you like i love you

i almost cried when i left work tonight. i was so sure i'd be ok with leaving those guys, but the reality is that i love my coworkers more than i had imagined, and even though i'll only be absent for a few months, i'm going to miss them like crazy. jenny came to visit me at work. it was funny, but only because we had discussed something about tissues earlier. haha. no crying at shopko. if i promised you a goodbye story, it might end up being a 'i survived my first week of college, yaaay, here you go' story. there's just not enough hours in a day. @_@ i can't decide between laertes and oberon for the laptop's name. i would say laertes, since he was one of my favorite characters from hamlet, but oberon is good too, since it's the name of the king of the faeries from midsummer's night dream. ugh. too difficult. i need you guys to tell me what to pick. haha... i was going to say something else... oh, or a few things. i found my old journal, the one i kept for the last half of my senior year. i was more pathetic then, and that made me feel better. i want to try and keep it up all through college, but we'll see. it might not happen, just due to a lack of free time. i feel better. i thought about all of the things that have happened, and for some reason i just let it all go. i'm not dropping off the face of the planet, and neither is he. i still do have time, and i've decided that it's time to step back and just see what happens. que sera, sera. aaaand for those of you who read my fanfic [and someone is, since i keep getting more unexplained hits on my theO blog for it...weird], i posted a new chapter on both sites. chapter 21...wow.... who'd have guessed? it's been done for awhile, i've just been to lazy to upload it. tee hee, sorry. krissy.

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