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Thursday, August 28, 2008
i fell from the heavens
soooo
i can't sleep.
i was supposed to be in bed about two hours ago,
but that didn't happen.
i cried instead.
now i'm just awake, and unsure how i'll handle tomorrow night.
i'm terrified right now.
i'm so enamored with familiarity that i worry i'll ruin myself with fretting over this change.
i almost want to talk to graham, just so he can calm me down, but i don't know if he's even on right now...
i can't depend on him to make my life better.
i need to learn to do that for myself.
i know i won't be alone up there, but that isn't helping me.
oh god, i'm scared.
i really don't even know what to think about all of this anymore.
overwhelmed.
that's a good way to put it.
krissy;
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