Wednesday, September 17, 2008

i traced your shadow on the wall

i kiss it whenever i'm down. so my mom had surgery today. she's doing fine, and it was an outpatient deal, so she didn't have to spend the night at the hospital or anything, but i sort of wish i could have been home, you know. in case she needed anything. it was scary, knowing that she was going into surgery and i was going to be about 100 miles away. to be quite honest, it still chokes me up thinking about the fact that i couldn't be there for her surgery, when she's been there for all of mine. it makes me feel really shitty. on top of that, i have contracted some terrible, northern wisconsin disease and am going to die. not really. i'm being a bit over dramatic for a very sore throat and runny nose, but i'm still not feeling good, at all. provocation was boring, i didn't really pay attention, but i didn't really get to write anything either. i tried crawling up the hill. it hurt my knees. we were sitting on the guard rail at the bottom of the hill, and a car passed and some guy shouted 'heyyyy ladies!'. i so wish i could have yelled something back. but i was sort of stunned and my throat would have retaliated in the most vicious manner. i met my friend chelsey's new friend ryan. she said he wasn't cute, and that she's just friends with him. i think he was adorable, and if she doesn't want him, send him my way. after she and ryan left to get coffee or whatever, stacy, kathy, veronica (haha, i call her vicky-t, and she lets me, believe it or not) talked about how we don't really have any guy friends here yet. i think we should take a trip to horan, the all boy's dorm, but i've heard it's not to pleasant over there, since it is and all boy's dorm. i'm going to bed now. i'm going to try and sleep this one off. >3< krissy;

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