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Tuesday, November 25, 2008
as far as you and me go.
well...hm.
okay, first, sorry about last night.
i regret to say that it is true that i did get drunk [highly out of character for me], but i'm not now and that's all that matters.
so.
i've managed to say it out loud and not burst into tears, so i think i'm capable of typing it out.
what happened with patrik was one of the most painful things i've ever lived through.
i don't know about you guys, but when someone you really truly care for chooses drugs and alcohol over you, it hurts more than unrequited love.
and that's what happened.
he had made a promise to me, and then he went and broke it.
this is the funny part.
i still really, really care about him, and even though i've been told to stay away from him, i can't help but go back to try and see if anything can be salvaged from this.
i don't want to be with him anymore [eh, well...this may or may not be true...], but i would still be game for being his friend [this will always be true].
in my opinion, he needs someone like me.
maybe then, someday, he can pull himself out of the shithole he's created for himself.
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