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Saturday, July 1, 2006


Dreamer, dreams of a free...

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Name: Fiona Xu
Sex: Female
Age: 14
Birthday: May 28th
Nationality: Asian (Chinese)
Languages: Cantonese, Shanghai dialect, Mandarin, Japanese, English, Spanish (50%)
Likes: Music, video games, arcading, drawing
Dislikes: People who talk too much
Favorite foods: Curry noodles, dumplings, ramen, sushi, spaghetti
Disliked foods: Peas, asparagus, anything that lacks salt
Other: Wa Yun Chinese School, Kung Fu (Southern Praying Mantis)


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Loads and loads of help from [Hikari]


Open the door to darkness...

Welcome to Sayo's site. After much asking and forcing around, I've actually created an account here. I don't do much here since I have a lot of business to take care of but if you send me something, I'll get back to you for sure! Enjoy yourself!

Open the door to light...

Yes yes... for the past seven days, I fell into a deep dark abyss of depression and had many questions on life and what is to become of my future. I guess I am still somewhat depressed but I'll let it out through this post.
Anyway, I really don't know why I got depressed. It just happened. I was reading through the stuff people wrote in my yearbooks and one thing that always came up was "friends forever". Is there really such a thing? You can't be friends forever. In elementary school we would always go "friends forever!" but what happened to half of those people? They either changed so much that I can't talk with them like I used to or just moved away and never wrote back to my letters. When I actually think that there can be a "friends forever", one of my elementary school friends just changes so much in the past year. She calls me for once in the longest time but only to ask me to tell a boy in my school something for her friend. Our conversations used to last for hours and all we would say were random things like "turkey" and "potato". That conversation lasted less than two minutes. I would give another example but it would take too long to type.
You can never be friends forever. I've already lost elementary school friends because we split up in middle school. And when we start high school, I'll lose more. And then college comes and you're in a place where none of your "friends forever" are. Can people really keep contact with each other for so long?


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