Open the door to darkness...
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Open the door to light...
Yesterday I woke up and felt really really REALLY bad... I was crying a little and figured that I was just really pissed off my week off had ended... Then I was eating breakfast and the tears just kept coming for no real reason. I suppose I really didn't want to go to school (which is stupid now that I think about it -__- Crying over school...) I didn't even finish breakfast and I was really hungry =___= So after my mother failed to cheer me up, she started to get annoyed that I would miss the bus. Then blahblah some more lagging and my mom finally left for work. So I figured I should be happy since I got what I wanted: another day off from school. But as soon as my mother left, I cried harder and just sat there.
I pretty much spent the day crying for no real reason... I even tried drawing a happy picture with a happy sun, flower, and clouds to make me feel better but it just made me cry more... So I drew one of my random characters...
I seriously cried the entire day, my eyes hurt SO badly this morning (cause I was also crying at night). I really don't know the reason I was so upset. I can't figure out the reason now, either. This has happened before, but not so long. My mother was even like, "I think you need to see a therapist... -__-" Not that I need one and not that I know what the problem was, but how can you talk to someone you don't even know about your problems? Same thing with our school guidance counselers. Are people really comfortable talking with people they don't know about serious things?? I don't think that makes sense...
By the way, I don't want pity or people to be like, "Awww, are you okay?" and stuff. That's not what I typed up this entry for. I just wanted some opinions on what you think is wrong with me .__o
Anyway, I went back to school today. I have so many exams to take!! I had no idea that we had any exams at all... Life sucks...
I pretty much spent the day crying for no real reason... I even tried drawing a happy picture with a happy sun, flower, and clouds to make me feel better but it just made me cry more... So I drew one of my random characters...
I seriously cried the entire day, my eyes hurt SO badly this morning (cause I was also crying at night). I really don't know the reason I was so upset. I can't figure out the reason now, either. This has happened before, but not so long. My mother was even like, "I think you need to see a therapist... -__-" Not that I need one and not that I know what the problem was, but how can you talk to someone you don't even know about your problems? Same thing with our school guidance counselers. Are people really comfortable talking with people they don't know about serious things?? I don't think that makes sense...
By the way, I don't want pity or people to be like, "Awww, are you okay?" and stuff. That's not what I typed up this entry for. I just wanted some opinions on what you think is wrong with me .__o
Anyway, I went back to school today. I have so many exams to take!! I had no idea that we had any exams at all... Life sucks...