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Saturday, May 31, 2008


   Paradise is Lost
Nothing new again. I have a very dull life. XD I've got exams and such coming up soon. So I might be away a while when those come around, but I'll probably be able to come on more during the summer ^.^ Well, I feel like writing another miserable and boring post for y'all again (my apologies for wasting your time).

I think I know why I've been acting so "miserable" now. MyOtaku has sorta lost its touch; it's lost most of its members and become inactive. -_- And this was sorta the only place I'm able to show my nice side, so now that it's fallen apart here my real personality is showing. So my friends, here is the cynical bitch that I really am. I'm sorry that I can't find that nice side of me any more ^.~

More bad news, which is really only bad to me I guess. I have this terrible feeling that I am being used by one of my school friends. We met 2 years ago and I think I may have mentioned him on here, since he was one of my best friends at that time: Andrew (the guy who's in my fan comic). I used to sometimes make copies of anime DVDs and CDs that I own, since it's really hard to find anime products in Canada and I didn't want to make the guy go on a mad hunt for rare anime in this country. XD ...

Lately, he's been asking me to BUY a lot of anime stuff that HE likes, so I can pretty much give it to him or copy it. CDs and DVDs aren't cheap dude! He's never done anything for me really. We were gonna go to an anime convention this summer, since he's able to get some free tickets, but I think he gave all the free ones away to his other friends or something (so I'm stuck buying something again). Maybe I'm just being paranoid or something, I don't deserve much better treatment anyways. I don't even deserve such good friends like you guys on MyOtaku; I'm so sorry for any troubles I've caused you, and when my disgusting personality shows don't think I'm attacking you; I just suck.

I remember this time 2 years ago, when he was nice to me though. Grade 8 really sucked for me, so it was just nice of him at that time. Can't remember what we were talking about, but he said I was a good friend or something. I wish I could remember the circumstances he said it, so I could tell whether he was lying or not.

Answers:
1. It's probably still gotta be MyOtaku ^.^;

2. My room.

3. My favourite type of sunscreen is Coppertone Sport and I'm not wearing any socks (I used to be wearing grey socks with little pandas on them though). *^.^*

Questions:
1. What's the most important thing in life? < Heard that question in a movie or something my dad was watching (I think the answer was love, but I'm a love hater). Try to be creative with your answer, cliches aren't allowed! XD

2. Do you still watch any little kids' shows, if so what are they?

3. Do you have any plans for the summer?

I'll probably be able to get to most of your sites. I've got to excercise a bit this weekend too. I have fitness testing in gym class on Monday, and apparently the results of this test are 15% of my final gym grade. ^.^ Well, See Yas!

P.S. Sorry for wasting your time again! T.T;

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