Monday, August 8, 2005

Hey. Sorry about the last post. I know most of you aren't fascinated with my crush drama. I was just upset and needed to vent somewhere. Oh, well. I should be happy for him. He's my friend. Anyway, I'm sixteen. I have my whole life ahead of me. I can bounce back from crap like this. So, completely off the topic of Andrew, I got back from my friend's cabin yesterday. I had a pretty good time. We did a lot of four wheeling which was fun. I have a voice recital next week, and I'm really excited about that. Yep...that's about it. Adios.
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Sunday, August 7, 2005

ouch...
On Andrew's xanga: "Does,anyone out there believe in love at first sight? Because, two people have just experienced it but a few days ago. and, i must admit, i am half of these two fools.
it began on tuesday when i went to meet my grandparents in washington square. I sat down opened my magazine to the desired page, but i failed to read a single word. when i looked up i saw her...Rebecca was working at the lemonade and hotdog stand. volunteering there to raise money for the homeless. not that i knew this then, all i knew was that my eyes would not leave her, no matter how hard i tried. soon thereafter i did something i'd never done before, i asked a girl i'd never met and had no connection with for her phone number. she'd seemed flustered at the time, but gave it to me nonetheless. two nights later, on thursday we truly met for the first time, as the night was drawing to a close we went to my grandpa's abandoned farm to watch the stars. i repaired her broken flip flops and we sat in the bed of my truck talking when she asked me if i believed in love at first sight, i replied "not until i saw you", for once someone felt the same way. we have continued on from there, dreading the day i must leave for college, she begs me to stay in illinois. i tell her i can't, the army is expecting me. my heart will experience a long winter until i can return on thanksgiving..."
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I hate my life. I hate having stupid crushes and having shit like this happen. I can't believe I ever thought he'd like me. Well, good for him. Good for him and his fucking love at first site. Love sucks. I guess it's not even love...just infatuation. Stupid infatuation. Because love means that the guy would have feelings back. God...I know it's not like he tried to hurt my feelings, but this hurts so much.
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Wednesday, August 3, 2005

   Random Tanget
Yes, that's right, a random tangent from the wonderful Laura. You know what I can't stand? People who accuse other people of being "posers." Most people who throw around accusations at other people who are in a certain stereotype tend to be posers themselves. For example, I wear a lot of black clothes and am pretty pale and occasionally wear dark make-up but that doesn't make me a goth. I mean, I have no clue who most of the people on the band t-shirts at Hot Topic are, I don't write dark, depressing poetry about death. But I've still been accused of being a goth wannabe, a "poser." Just because I dress a certain way, but don't fit all of the stupid qualifications for a stupid stereotype, I'm a poser?! I'd never want to be labelled as ANYTHING, because no matter what, someone would call me a poser, and why would anyone want to be labelled as anything, anyway? It limits you so much. You can't be different. You have to act like people expect, dress like people expect, listen to what people expect you to, or risk being accused of being a poser. One of the things that really made me angry was this one guy's blog. He posted a "test" to see if any of the people reading his blog were posers, and one of the questions was "If you're a punk, name at least three skateboard[or snowboard, I don't quite remember] brands." So let me get this straight. If you know the names of some stupid brands you're a "true punk"? Loser.
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Monday, August 1, 2005

I really don't have anything incredibly interesting to post. I went to Grease with Holly on Saturday. It was okay. It wasn't the best performance I've seen, but then again I kind of hate the director so I could just be basing everything on that. But really, the singing was good but the acting could've been a lot better. Anyway, after that I went to my aunt and uncle's which was fun. I met my cousin's fiance and she was incredibly nice, I'm so happy for them. What else...this weekend I'm going to my friend's cabin. Whoot! Yay for four wheeling! Well, that's about it. Adios.
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Thursday, July 21, 2005

I'm starting to get lazy about updating this. There's really nothing of interest to say though. Tuesday I had a piano lesson and picked two of the songs I'm gonna do for my recital(Spring from Vivaldi's Four Seasons and Liebstrom by...I don't know who). Today I was SUPPOSED to have a voice lesson, but my teacher never showed up. She does that a lot, it's so annoying. We were gonna work on Evanescence's My Immortal too. *cries* Darn it. Ah, well. Yeah...my summer's really been boring. I'm almost looking forward to school, just because I'll have something to do. Well, adios!
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