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• Laura

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Thursday, September 9, 2004

   musical auditions
I just got back from auditions. Dear lord.....why do I even bother!? I mean, I like acting and singing. Of course I do. But I always suck at auditions. The acting and singing part was actually okay. It could have been worse anyway. But as for the dancing.....dear lord I am SCREWED. The dance instructor taught us the dance we're supposed to do tomorrow and I don't get it at all. We went over it plenty, I just can't dance. I slipped and fell on my butt right at the beginning! And I'm always one step behind everyone else, off count, I don't even know how to do most of it....and I have to perform it in front of about sixty people tomorrow for auditions. I really considered just not showing up, but I don't want them to think I'm a quitter. So...I'll let them think I'm a crappy dancer, but I don't want them to think I'm a quitter. So I shall go tomorrow, make a complete ass of myself, and hope they look past the fact that I suck and notice the fact that I didn't give up. And I hope the dance instructor doesn't hate me, because I have him for English next tri. Anyway....I'm just kind of frusterated with myself right now, for not doing my best and for being really annoying at auditions. I have a feeling I was annoying my friend a lot since I was so nervous, so Karl, if you're reading this, thank you for being so patient and I'm sorry for being such a pain.
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