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myOtaku.com: ScarletPhoenix


Sunday, August 7, 2005

ouch...
On Andrew's xanga: "Does,anyone out there believe in love at first sight? Because, two people have just experienced it but a few days ago. and, i must admit, i am half of these two fools.
it began on tuesday when i went to meet my grandparents in washington square. I sat down opened my magazine to the desired page, but i failed to read a single word. when i looked up i saw her...Rebecca was working at the lemonade and hotdog stand. volunteering there to raise money for the homeless. not that i knew this then, all i knew was that my eyes would not leave her, no matter how hard i tried. soon thereafter i did something i'd never done before, i asked a girl i'd never met and had no connection with for her phone number. she'd seemed flustered at the time, but gave it to me nonetheless. two nights later, on thursday we truly met for the first time, as the night was drawing to a close we went to my grandpa's abandoned farm to watch the stars. i repaired her broken flip flops and we sat in the bed of my truck talking when she asked me if i believed in love at first sight, i replied "not until i saw you", for once someone felt the same way. we have continued on from there, dreading the day i must leave for college, she begs me to stay in illinois. i tell her i can't, the army is expecting me. my heart will experience a long winter until i can return on thanksgiving..."
....
I hate my life. I hate having stupid crushes and having shit like this happen. I can't believe I ever thought he'd like me. Well, good for him. Good for him and his fucking love at first site. Love sucks. I guess it's not even love...just infatuation. Stupid infatuation. Because love means that the guy would have feelings back. God...I know it's not like he tried to hurt my feelings, but this hurts so much.
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