Monday, February 12, 2007

   my art of procrastination!
i concider myself to be an artist of many talents, and one of my best talents as an artist is the art of procrastinating. that's right.. i'm one of the biggest procrastinators you will ever know. i've always been the one waiting till the day before an essay was due to finish it in about two hours and get a "A" (yes i was that good baby! oh yeah) and i'm the one who will wait to get ready to go to an appointment i have to leave for in 30 mintues to get ready like 5 minutes before because i can't get myself off the computer. that's right! at this very moment i am crafting my art into an even more sculptic beauty! and just so i could be with you on MyO and Gaia! don't you guys just feel so special. lol.

no.. but seriously.. today i have an appointment at the dhs and i'm scared because it's to get help for food for us and baby when baby is born.. and i'm not sure if we'll get it. it's through a program called WIC and i don't know if they help married women. we need the help.. that's for sure.. but getting it is another story.. so who knows. *crosses fingers* if you guys read this cross your fingers for us too. thanks so much. i'm nervous and scared because we barely have food right now as is.. and if we need formula (yes.. still a ways away, *says saractically* but one must think about everything all at once xP) it's over $20 a pop! it's crazy how expensiv baby stuff is. oi vay.. well i'm still very much looking forward to being a mommy! i can't wait!

~dreams~ my dreams are still some of the strangest things ever at times. like last night i drempt that i was with my ex then broke up with him for someone else who was a girl i knew boyfriend (knew her in the dream.. not for real) then ended up with someone else (o.o;;; wow.. i really am a boyfriend whore aren't i? xP) then my mother and my best friend sharlee both were furious at me.. i woke up frustrated. *sighs* i hate weird dreams that make you feel anxious or nervous or angry or frustrated when you wake up. it's crazy....

anywho.. i think i've babbled on enough. ^-^;;;;;;;;; so with that i say till tomorrow! =^-^=

scarred a kitten for life
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Sunday, February 11, 2007

   i feel like the living dead
do you ever have one of those days where you know you're here.. but you're not here mentally? that's what i feel like today. this morning i felt sick as a dog... after a little while and some ematrol-wannabe i was fine. i played some super mario sunshine <3 and am now just relaxing. it's just one of those days. i had another weird dream last night, but i can't remember it for the life of me... does it bother you when you don't remember a dream? well i'll leave this one short and sweet. bye for now =^-^=

scarred a kitten for life
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Saturday, February 10, 2007

   another day in the world
well i can't say that anything exciting has been going on so far today. i had a rough night last night and got elbowed in the head by mister hubby. >.>

anywho... yesterday there was what is just a silly to some, but lucky to us stroke that we had. matt and i are biiiig nintendo fans (i'm nintendo all the way.. he's just games in general.. all platforms he has) anyways.. i have been just dying to play super mario sunshine. i had that game when i first got my gamecube about 2 years ago and loved it.. but got stuck and jst couldn't get through it.. so i traded it in. anyways... so yesterday we went to the video store in town to trade in a few of his games he didn't want anymore. (tales of symphonia {no we're not crazy.. it was a double}, custom robo, and wave race) we thought we might get a little over $10 for them... well imagine our surprise when the useless wave race came up as $12 all on it's own! talk about kick ass! altogether we got $21.50 and had enough to get super mario sunshine!!! yay!! well when we were walking out to the truck i looked at the trade in reciept to find that the stores computer made a mistake and thought wave race was harvestmoon: another wonderful life! haha!!! take that!! that was just so funny to us ^-^ so now i'll prolly spend some quality time with my gamecube and super mario sunshine! yay!

that's really anything interesting i have to say.. pretty sad x3 well... i shall check in bright and early tomorrow morning! =^-^=

scarred a kitten for life
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Friday, February 9, 2007

   crazy dreamer is what i be
so i'm one to have really crazy dreams. just about every night i wake up wondering "what the hell was up with that?" i have many scary and just plain out 'wtf' dreams. like last night.. oi that was a doozie.

~entering my messed up dream-world~

{{my hubby and i are living in the colony of sorts that resembles a mall (what girl wouldn't love to live in a mall?) we lived there with tons and tons of different people. the spot we had was on the edge of the seconds floor where in the right position your feet could slip off the edge easily (go figure cause i'm terrified of heights). and matt had gotten a call from his mother two days before valentine's day to come up and visit her.. not me included in that visit. he told her he'd come right up! now this valentine's day is our first together (it really is.. dream and real) so i followed him like a lost puppy to the airport (it looked like a post office to me though O.o;;;) begging him the entire way not to leave me. he got this little t-shirt and coffee mug pack and put the shirt on saying something like "don't worry.. i'll be back and this shirt provise it" (wtf mate) i just started crying my eyes out asking him why he would leave me on our first valentine's day and why he didn't want to be with me and so on and so forth, but he refused to answer me. that's when i jumped on him saying "don't leave me! please don't leave me!" i was crying and everything. then wouldn't you know it... matt woke me up asking me what was wrong.}}

it seems that i was saying "don't leave me!" and all that other stuff i was saying in my dream to him. i was clinging onto him for really and bawling my eyes out. now that's what you call really getting into your dreams. needless to say my eyes were hurting from crying so much, but other than that it was all good. man.. my dreams sure like to give me troubles. i'm just glad i didn't have to be awake to see him leave. i think that would have just killed me.

anyways... putting crazy dreams aside.. i think i'm off to get some breakfast because this preggo chick is sooooo hungry right now. don't be surprised if i post up more dream stuff now and then.. they are entertaining to say the least. be they horrific or just odd..... okay now... OFF TO THE FOOD!

scarred a kitten for life
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Thursday, February 8, 2007

   the start of my otaku!

yay for myotaku!
this place is really cool.
i like how it can be set up and all that other good stuff.
i feel like such a noob on here.
lol
i've spent most of my time on gaia and some on myspace, but i figured this would be a cool place to check out.
there's quizzes and all sorts of good stuff.
yup... this is the otaku's life!
feel free to comment and such.
^-^
i love to meet new people.
i may be crazy, but i don't bite..... hard.
x3
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