Friday, February 9, 2007

   crazy dreamer is what i be
so i'm one to have really crazy dreams. just about every night i wake up wondering "what the hell was up with that?" i have many scary and just plain out 'wtf' dreams. like last night.. oi that was a doozie.

~entering my messed up dream-world~

{{my hubby and i are living in the colony of sorts that resembles a mall (what girl wouldn't love to live in a mall?) we lived there with tons and tons of different people. the spot we had was on the edge of the seconds floor where in the right position your feet could slip off the edge easily (go figure cause i'm terrified of heights). and matt had gotten a call from his mother two days before valentine's day to come up and visit her.. not me included in that visit. he told her he'd come right up! now this valentine's day is our first together (it really is.. dream and real) so i followed him like a lost puppy to the airport (it looked like a post office to me though O.o;;;) begging him the entire way not to leave me. he got this little t-shirt and coffee mug pack and put the shirt on saying something like "don't worry.. i'll be back and this shirt provise it" (wtf mate) i just started crying my eyes out asking him why he would leave me on our first valentine's day and why he didn't want to be with me and so on and so forth, but he refused to answer me. that's when i jumped on him saying "don't leave me! please don't leave me!" i was crying and everything. then wouldn't you know it... matt woke me up asking me what was wrong.}}

it seems that i was saying "don't leave me!" and all that other stuff i was saying in my dream to him. i was clinging onto him for really and bawling my eyes out. now that's what you call really getting into your dreams. needless to say my eyes were hurting from crying so much, but other than that it was all good. man.. my dreams sure like to give me troubles. i'm just glad i didn't have to be awake to see him leave. i think that would have just killed me.

anyways... putting crazy dreams aside.. i think i'm off to get some breakfast because this preggo chick is sooooo hungry right now. don't be surprised if i post up more dream stuff now and then.. they are entertaining to say the least. be they horrific or just odd..... okay now... OFF TO THE FOOD!

scarred a kitten for life
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