Monday, November 22, 2004

   Sup?
sup yall? well ne way i am jus bored and all...theres nuthing to do at my house...well except for liek play video games and talk to ppl on aim...but that gets boring after a while. well i hope u should u guys have a better day then mine! bye.....x_X

Korn 'Alone I Break' (awesome song check it out sum time)

Pick me up
been bleeding too long
Right here, right now
I'll stop it some how

I will make it go away
can't be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
these feelings will be gone
these feelings will be gone

Now I see the times they change
leaving doesn't seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
where to leave my hurt behind
All this shit I seem to take
all alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?

Shut me off
I am ready,
Heart stops
I stand alone
Can't be on my own

I will make it go away
can't be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
these feelings will be gone
these feelings will be gone

Now I see the times they change
leaving doesn't seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
where to leave my hurt behind
All this shit I seem to take
all alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?

Am I going to leave this place?
What is it I'm running from?
is there nothing more to come? (am I Gunna leave this place?)
Is it always black in space?
Am I going to take it's place?
Am I going to leave this race? (Am I going to leave this race?)
I guess god's up in this place?
what is it that I've become?
is there something more to come? (more to come)

Now I see the times they change
leaving doesn't seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
where to leave my hurt behind
All this shit I seem to take
all alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man? [x2]
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Saturday, November 20, 2004

   Hi-ya
hey ppls! how r all of u today? well ne way i ma bored and proly am going to get sum mins on my phone! EMILEE IF U READ THIS I MIGHT CALL (key word might)....ne way today i am proly going to go sum were and hang with a friend. Well i will posta again later....cya.....x_X
(u might not wanna read the lyrics)

Marilyn Manson 'This is the New Shit'

Everything has been said before
There's nothing left to say anymore
When it's all the same
You can ask for it by name

Babble babble bitch bitch
Rebel rebel party party
Sex sex sex and don't forget the "violence"
Blah blah blah got your lovey-dovey sad-and-lonely
Stick your STUPID SLOGAN in:
Everybody sing along.
Babble babble bitch bitch
Rebel rebel party party
Sex sex sex and don't forget the "violence"
Blah blah blah got your lovey-dovey sad-and-lonely
Stick your STUPID SLOGAN in:
Everybody sing,
Are you motherfuckers ready
For the new shit?
Stand up and admit,
tomorrow's never coming.
This is the new shit.
Stand up and admit.
Do we get it? No.
Do we want it? Yeah.
This is the new shit,
Stand up and admit.

Babble babble bitch bitch
Rebel rebel party party
Sex sex sex and don't forget the "violence"
Blah blah blah got your lovey-dovey sad-and-lonely
Stick your STUPID SLOGAN in:
Everybody sing along.
Everything has been said before
There's nothing left to say anymore
When it's all the same
You can ask for it by name,
Are you motherfuckers ready
For the new shit?
Stand up and admit,
tomorrow's never coming.
This is the new shit.
Stand up and admit.
Do we get it? No.
Do we want it? Yeah.
This is the new shit,
Stand up and admit.

And now it's "you know who"
I got the "you know what"
I stick it "you know where"
You know why, you don't care.
And now it's "you know who"
I got the "you know what"
I stick it "you know where"
You know why, you don't care.

Babble babble bitch bitch
Rebel rebel party party
Sex sex sex and don't forget the "violence"
Blah blah blah got your lovey-dovey sad-and-lonely
Stick your STUPID SLOGAN in:
Everybody sing.

Are you motherfuckers ready
For the new shit?
Stand up and admit,
tomorrow's never coming.
This is the new shit.
Stand up and admit.
Do we get it? No.
Do we want it? Yeah.
This is the new shit,
Stand up and admit.

So,
LET US ENTERTAIN YOU
LET US ENTERTAIN YOU...
Blah blah blah blah everybody sing along.
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Sunday, November 14, 2004

   Sup Dudes and Dudetts?
hey was up peps? well ne way i ma kinnda bored because there is nuthing to do...and like i feel kinnda sad...dunno y jus do. well for the dnagel dvd i finaly got it....it was good, well ne way i will post again later bye....x_X

'My December' Linkin Park

This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear
This is my December
This is my snow covered home
This is my December
This is me alone

And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all
The things I said
To make you
Feel like that
And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all the
Things I said to you

And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere
To go to
Give it all away
To have someone
To come home to

This is my December
These are my snow-covered trees
This is me pretending
This is all I need

And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all
The things I said
To make you feel like that
And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all the things
I said to you

And I give it all away
Just to have
Somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone
To come home to

This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear

And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere
To go to
Give it all away
To have someone
To come home to

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Saturday, November 13, 2004

   hey
hi ppls, how u doin? well ne way i am bored realy bored...BUT i hopefuly will get sum 41s new album and the DNAngel dvd. I am so close to getting that electric guitar!! well uhh i cant think...like usual >.>" well bye bye...x_X

Seether 'Driven Under'

Do you think I’m faking
when I’m lying next to you?
Do you think that I am blind
nothing left for me to lose?
Must be something on your mind
something lost and left behind
Do you know I’m faking now?

Do you know I’m faking
when I’m lying next to you?
Do you know that I am blind to everything you ever do?
Must be something on your mind
something lost for me to find
Do you know I’m faking?

Then she told me she had a gun
it sounded like she’d used it once before on him
Then she told me she had a gun
it sounded like she’d used it once before, oh man

I guess you know I’m faking
when I tell you I love you
I guess you know that I am blind
to everything you say and do
Must be something on my mind
there’s nothing left for me to hide
Do you know I’m faking?

Then she told me she had a gun
it sounded like she’d used it once before on him
Then she told me she had a gun
it sounded like she’d used it once before, oh man

We have to succumb to the feelings we can never face
I need you. I breathe you.
I can’t go through this all again.
We have to succumb to
the feelings we can never face I need you.
I breathe you. I can’t go through this…

Then she told me she had a gun
it sounded like she’d used it once before

Then she told me she had a gun
it sounded like she’d used it once before on him
Then she told me she had a gun
it sounded like she’d used it once before, oh man
Then she told me she had a gun
she says she wants to use it on me now…


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Friday, November 12, 2004

   hey
hi ppl...hows all of u today? well its 11:07am right now so it proly says its the 12 but its not...well i am realy bored at the moment so i thought i would jus update..i hope u had a more exciting day then i did...BUT i will finaly get an electric guitar over the weekend...its black...i will ttyl if sumthing interesting happens k bye...(most likly nuthing will...o and i got msn instent messenger if u ever wanna talk...bye)

lyrics to 'Broken Home' Papa Roach

All alone
I can't seem to fight these feelings
I'm caught in the middle of this
And my wounds are not healing
I'm stuck in between my parents
I wish I had someone to talk to
Someone I could confide in
I just want to know the truth
I just want to know the truth
Want to know the truth
Broken home
All alone
I know my mother loves me
but does my father even care
If I'm sad or angry
you were never ever there
when I needed you
I hope you regret what you did
I think I know the truth
Your father did the same to you
I'm crying day and night now
whats wrong with me
I cannot fight now
I feel like a weak link
Push it back inside
It feels bad to be alone
Crying by yourself living in a broken home
How couldI tell it So all y'all could feel it
Depression strikes hard like my old earth
Would tell it
To her son she told me I'm the one
Pain bottled up about to blow like a gun
Stories that I tell are nonfiction
And you can take it back
Cause it's already done
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Wednesday, November 10, 2004

   Hey-o
hi ppl, was up? well ne way nuthing has happend so far in my life...excpt i want to get the game halo 2 but i have no muny....;_; oh well, also i feel this depression..dunno y jus do at times....ne way i will post again soon....cya....x_X

Lacuna Coil 'Heavens A Lie'
(i have been listening to this song alot)

Oh no, here it is again
I need to know when I'll fall in to decay
Something wrong with every plan of my life
I didn't really notice that you've been here

Dolefully desired
Destiny of a lie

(Chorus)
Set me free
Your heaven's a lie
Set me free with your love
Set me free

Oh no, here it is again
I need to know why did I choose to betray you
Something wrong with all the plans of my life
I didn't realize that you've been here

Dolefully desired
Destiny of a lie

(Chorus) Repeat

Dolefully desired...

(Chorus) Repeat

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Sunday, November 7, 2004

   hey
hey hows it going? wel ne wya i will post again later so i will see ya...bye..
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Saturday, November 6, 2004

   Hi
hey how r all of u today? well ne way i am kinnda bored..but my friends r here so i have nuthing to worry about...well ne way i will c ya...if u wanna talk pm me of im....bye..x_X

Mushroomhead 'Sun Doesnt Rise'

[Nothing]
Some kind of evidence,
Some kind of reason,
Why I cant find a way to be in my life

[J Mann]
Somewhere in this dying day,
If I can only find a way for my escape,
I find it hard to concentrate with all my past mistakes

[Nothing]
To Be in my life

[J Mann]
I can feel my faith,
Everytime I come I think I see my faith,
I May have lost my mind,
I guess we're all damaged in our own way,
Loved in our own way,
Distant headlights,
Desolite highway [x2]

[Nothing]
Sun Doest Rise At All,
Who knows how far I'll Fall [x2]
With Eyes Wide Open

[Nothing J Mann]
Everytime I come I think I see my faith
I can watch my world evolve
Loved in our own way, I think I see my faith
Nothing left to die for
Everytime I come I think I see my Faith
Whats inside can make me crawl, make me drop down on my knees

[Both]
Break Me down until I question me, Darkness can destroy my drive

[Nothing]
Sun Doesnt Rise At All,
who know's how far I'll Fall
Sun Doesnt Rise At All,
Welcome my downfall,
Sun Doesnt Rise At All

[J Mann]
Somewhere in this dying day as I plan my great escape,
I find it hard to concertrate
While you've been in control
Now Feelings faulter
Empty Alter's all I give
I pray it makes me wanna think
A breaks around the corner
There's an error in my soul,
I can feel my faith everytime I come
I think I see my faith,
I may have lost my mind,
I guess we're all damaged in our own way,
loved in our own way,
Distant headlights,
Desolite highway

[Nothing]
Sun Does't Rise At All,
Who knows how far I'll Fall [x2]

[J Mann]
I can feel my faith,
Can recall my ?,
Damged in our own way,
Loved in our own way,
Desolite highway


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Thursday, November 4, 2004

   i thought it was funny, the song is in romanian...and i am romanian
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Wednesday, November 3, 2004

   hey hows it going?
hey how ya doing? well ne wya i am kinnda bored and all, and my survay teacher is making the whole class enter a contest were you ccould win 1000 bucks...but we have to write sum thing about the star sangled banner witch kinnda sucks because it does...o and i have to watch the presidnetle elcetion and its hella boring...well ne way c ya...x_X

Weezer 'Say it Aint So'

Oh Yeah.
All Right.

Somebody's heine is crowding my icebox.
Somebody's cold one is giving me chills.
Guess I'll just close my eyes.

Oh yeah.
All right.
Feels good.
Inside.

Flip on the Tele... Wrestle with Jimmy.
Somethin' is bubblin' behind my butt.
The bottle is ready to go.

Say it ain't so a-woah-a-woah.
Your drug is a heartbreaker.
Say it ain't so a-woah-a-woah.
My love is a life-taker.

I can't confront you, I never could do...
That which might hurt you.
Try and be cool, when I say:
This way is-a-waterslide-away-from-you-that-takes-you-futher-everyday!
Be cool.

Say it ain't so a-woah-a-woah.
Your drug is a heartbreaker.
Say it ain't so a-woah-a-woah.
My love is a life-taker!

Dear daddy, I write you in spite of fears of silence.
You cleaned up, found Jesus, Things are good also I hear.
This bottle of Stevens awakens ancient feelings...
Like father, Step-Father...
The sone is drowning in the flood! Yeah Yeah-Yeah Yeah-Yeah!

Say it ain't so a-woah-a-woah.
You drug is a heartbreaker.
Say it ain't so a-woah-a-woah.
My love is a life-taker.
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