Monday, August 7, 2006

I got back from Memphis last night around 9, but went immediately to bed. Driving almost 1250 miles is two days is mentally exhausting.

I had such a headache over the last week also, the stress of doing this shit was killing me.

My sister finally got the car she should have brought down when she came up for a little family affair.

My nephew was depressed that we couldnt spend more time together.

And now onto this week, DMV for title transfers, Annual Physical for work, training class for work, and I think route bids(picks) for work.

Ill talk to you all later
John
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Saturday, August 5, 2006

Im going to the home of Elvis for the rest of the weekend, I should be back on Monday.

I have to give my sister a car


take care
John
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Friday, August 4, 2006

As everyone else seems to be doing the anneversary posts, I have decided not to do one.

My history at MyOtaku is pretty much the same as everyone elses, rather uneventful at most times, somewhat depressing at others, and then exciting times as well. I try to provide advice to people who are having a rough time, or at least words of encouragement. I have a few aquaintences here that I talk to once in a while, if not really any true friends, although I know that a couple of people will say things to the contrary. I still feel that way, because I really dont know that many true details of life outside their blogs.

But as for the Three Year Anneversary it goes like this...

Take care, and heres to three more years.
In Loving Memory
Barbara Lynn Schultz
10/1/62 - 6/26/06

Loving dedicated son
John
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Tuesday, August 1, 2006

maybe its just me, but i get the distinct feeling that Im not as well liked as i think.

I try to visit everyones site on a regular basis, and dont really get that many visits in return.

as you can also see, my depression is just about as bad as it has ever been. its not because of the site, its actually one of my bright spots, this has more to do with a family related issue.

to set the stage as it were, my sister lives in louisiana with my nephew cody, and their family.
Jody Sr, Jody Jr, Jade, Justin, and Janae(weird family). My sisters name is also Jodi, so she and her husband share more than just the last name (Again weird).

Since my mom passed just over a month ago, I have been taking it upon myself, as per my mothers wishes, to take care of everything. As far as her final expenses and so on. Also to divide her estate(loosely put)

My brother Eric, and sister, both trust that I do the right thing, and make sure that we are all taken care of. But my BROTHER-IN-LAW thinks that I am ripping him off.

The rest will be caps to show extreme displesure

HE HAS NO BUSINESS IN THESE PRECEDINGS WHATSOEVER AND HE IS DEMANDING THAT I DO THINGS HIS WAY.
I AM SUPPOSED TO SIGN PAPERS THAT HE HAS AND HE IS USING MY SISTER TO TRY TO INTIMIDATE ME INTO DOING SO. THAT WILL NOT HAPPEN, HE CAN FUCK HIMSELF BEFORE SHIT LIKE THIS WILL GO DOWN. ITS NOT HIS RIGHT TO TRY AND TELL ME HOW TO DO THINGS, NOR SHOULD IT BE. IT WASNT HIS MOTHER THAT DIED FOR CHRISTSAKE, IT WAS MINE. AND THE ONLY PEOPLE WHO MATTER IN THIS WANT ME TO HANDLE IT, NOT HIM.

Theres more, but Im in tears typing this and cant quite see very well any more.

See ya round sooner or later
john
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Sunday, July 30, 2006

Someone please tell me how to put an mp3 on to my page. Ive been at it for 3 hours and it keeps fucking up on me.

Help please
John
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Saturday, July 29, 2006

Dark Blue

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Tuesday, July 25, 2006

This is one of the cooler things to happen to me in recent memory. Since my mom passed, I have been doing things to try to distract myself from the seperation anxiety.

Im going to set a tone for you, I am not into heavy metal, some of it is alright, just usually not my scene.

So anyway on Saturday, I went to Ozzfest, the all day Heavy Metal concert and festival. We showed up to the grounds about 10:30 in the a.m. and waited till about 3 in the p.m. to go in.

The bands I wanted to see were Black Lable Society, heard good things about them and they were alright. Of course there is Ozzy, and he was truley a site to behold. He had Zack Wilde playing guitar, and he too was spectacular. He played the Star Spangled Banner and 'twas extraordinary.

On the main stage:
Lacuna Coil - good
Hatebreed - not impressed, just too heavy for me
Avenged Sevenfold - Great
Disturbed - Fucking Great, did not dissapoint
System of a Down - Was the final act, and I walked out. They sucked.

But here is the coolest thing, watch this video, look towards the bottom right part of the video, you will see a guy with a Chicago Bears Jersey, a backwards Bears hat, and the name on the jersey, MINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This guy was trying to tape the show and he got some of me in the footage, for only about the first 20 seconds or so you can see me, but its great. I am now branching out into the internet.



In anime related news, check out BleachPortal.net and see who is going to be doing the voice acting for the release on Adult swim this fall. Spoiler, the voice of Ichigo is the same voice actor who did Vash the Stampede.

Daseo, Bankai
John
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Tuesday, July 18, 2006

Hey guys, I got back from my trip on sunday evening. I bought a couple of shirts, one that says "Procrastinators Unite! tomorrow."
And another thats about a muscle car.

Ive been around MyO checking out sites to those who have stopped by since everything that has happended. I do truley thank you for the kind words of support. I havent left any comments though, I just cant see myself offering what little advice I can give to some issues, or making the sarcastic remarks I try to leave on a regular basis. Just know That I am around and will get back into things soon.

If you wouldnt mind, I would like your AIMs if you got them. I noticed that my friendships here on MyO are much like the friendships I had in school, more like aquaintences rather than true friends. Ive been real emotional lately and have been trying to tell people about how I feel, because I now know that you really cant take tomorrow for granted. And the people close to you deserve to hear how much you care for them.

I think that this is about as emotional I have ever been on this site. I hope it gives you a little glimmer of the more somber side of me.

Take care guys
John
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Friday, July 14, 2006

Just a quick stop to give somewhat of an update.
I buried my moms ashes yesterday right next my grandpa, according to what my mom told everybody.

Just so you all know, I am holding up surprisingly well considering all that has been happening to me in the last couple of weeks.

Im not really that depressed about the whole thing, not as much as everyone thinks that I should be anyway. And Im not keeping everything bottled up like I used to.

Im going camping for the weekend, so Ill talk to you all later

Dust in the Wind
John
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Wednesday, July 5, 2006

Hello all my fine young online companions.

I take it that your week was better than mine, as some know, my mom passed away a week and a half ago. These past ten days have each felt like ten years. I have had to deal with my moms personal effects at home, dealing with the coroner(sp?), dealing with the funeral home, and spreading her ashes yesterday on Independance Day.

Now, I must take care of paying her bills, getting most of that stuff canceled, and preparing to sell my home. I will only stay here as long as necessary.

So please, again, dont take tomorrow for granted with the people you care for. Tell them that you love them, even if it feels wierd. And take care of yourselves.

Sayonara for now, for I shall return to annoy and offend as soon as I feel that I can.

John Schultz
Loving son Of Barbara Schultz
10/1/1962 - 6/25/2006
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