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Wednesday, December 20, 2006


Winter officially starts at like 6:22 tomorrow evening.

I know holiday depression is common, but I am fighting one of the biggest ones I've delt with in a long time, and thats saying something considering what Ive been through.

Even since my mom passed away, I haven't felt as bad as I do now getting closer and closer to Christmas. I mean, Thanksgiving was bad, but nowhere near as bad as this. We are not going to put up a Christmas tree at my dad's house because there will be nothing to put under it from anyone to anyone.

Having to tap dance around bills, like rent, insurance and car payment is bad enough, but to not even be able to spend $20.00 on my dad and brother sickens me to no end. I can't even go and see my sister in Louisiana over my two week break because I just cant afford it.

I don't want to depress you people any furter, but know that if you actually read all of this pitty me post, it makes me feel a better to let my friends know how me a little more.

Take care and Im trying my best
John

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