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• 1993-01-05
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• The Deep Darkness of my Heart
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• 2005-10-15
Occupation
• To make others Happy, yet I am the lonely and hurtful one.
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• Tanya
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• Finishing Elem. sch. and gaining more lonliness from the darkness.
Anime Fan Since
• Little gal with CCS and Pokemon
Favorite Anime
• D.N.Angel, Gundam Seed, Yu Yu Hakusho, InuYasha, Princess tutu, Card Captor Sakura, Pokemon, Digimon, Naruto, Chrono Crusade, FMA, FMP ,Bleach,Love Hina, Angelic Layer, and lots more just ask me
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• Finish school and to discover other anime and other beings that feel the same as I am.
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• drawing and watching anime
Talents
• Singing in Japanese and being the most quiet yet lonely person out of all my entire classes
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Thursday, April 6, 2006
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I'm Feelin happy
Well today I am feelin okay but still to shy to even talk...
Okay this morning I didn't felt the same like you know in the darkness,but later I finally got cured but I still didn't figure out how.
Well Homebase: We are finally on lesson 100.....
Then 8th period: Well lucky thing Chelsea stopped bothering me but she still was teasing me.
7th period: Well I am again in lesson 100 in my workbook.
3rd period: I have to translate English words to Chammoru.
4th period: Talked to Nikki, Paul,and Jacob of coarse I was quiet, I only laughed at evrything they said...and everytime Nikki gets mad at Jacob.
5th period: nothin much but I guess our subtitute teacher is really nice but angry in the inside and so he send one of my classmates to the office..
6th period: I still have to do my project and I have to do all the work....darn!!!
2nd period: We had to redo our work cuz my group member lost our paper....then stupid Justin kept digging in my bag to find a love letter but I have none of that..
Then 1st period: well we had to take a test again and I know in that test I bet I got a low grade because "I SUCK IN MATH".....then we had to do this form about career day well I just chose to be : a Nurse, in the National Guard and a Graphic Artist( even though I suck a little in drawing) Then when it was time to go outside well I am guessing that was the time my heart felt full of warmth well cuz I seem like I can trust Paul...it is just that how would I ever repay him for his kindness....I mean I've never had this feelin much b4 and out of all my life I never knew someone woould ever like me... but I learn from a fwen that if I always frown I would never know who is in love with my smile....
Tanx Jerri
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Wednesday, April 5, 2006
An ordinary kid with a mind of two sides
Hey guys I guess you guys are kinda bored from my other posts well today I will just talk about how I am.....
Well I am like an ordinary girl in this incredible world, I live so happily but feel so lonely....
I am like an abnormal ordinary kid who seemingly have two sides of myself.....the LIGHT and ....the DARK..
I may live peacefully but I am always lonely,scared and in the darkness....
But when I am happy I stay happy for a bit then the darkness rules me again.....
so yea ,..........
I am in love but heart broken........
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Tuesday, April 4, 2006
Another Day
Ok in school this morning well I was called over by Nikki and yea we talked and Paul was there and we kinda talked alittle so yea ..... then everybody there were like you no teasing...then when the bell rang.....when me and Paul were in the middle of the hall way he said "I love you Ms. Riku or was it Harada"
Homebase: Nothin much just doing lesson 98 of my workbook....
8thperiod: Well lets just say we took notes and did a work sheet, but I didn't get to finish it cause this crazy girl Chelsea kept on teasing or I mean bothering me.
7th period: Read a story adn time read then I got a letter from Katherine asking about lots of things even about my secret.
3rd period: Took notes then I have to study for a test on thursday.
4th period: Dropped bag, walked around, continued my story then later talked to Paul and everybody ......then when the bell rang I told Paul this " Omae ga suki da " - which meant I like/love you..
5th period: Did work and then I have to study for a test again..
6th period: I was so embarassed because ....man Chelsea kept on teasing me and asking me these questions...
2nd period: I well I felt sad and hurt because I think I just broke Jacob's heart and I know how it feels but in a different way... so I ask him if he felt alright and he said he was hurt a little but still I felt I was struck on the heart that I felt half in love and half empty hearted...
1st period: I just didn't felt good that time cause well half empty hearted and half in love..... and well Chelsea she was just so annoying then when we got in class I felt the same broken heart I felt before.
After school: well walked with Paul again but I felt a bit shy now cause Chelsea kinda made us hold hands.......then later well Jacob I felt horrified for him cause I can see it in his eyes he is hurt badly and so I felt I was strucked by lighting through my heart.....
PS: To tell the truth I really feel that I am half in love and half heart broken.....
"WHY DO I LAUGH AND SMILE WHEN I FEEL HEART BROKEN INSIDE............"
MeNa
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Monday, April 3, 2006
My Good/bad day
Okay hi I just came from school and I have like the good/bad day okay here goes------------
1st period nothin much but I learned a lot more for Math and Paul thanked me for the drawing of Naru I gave him..
2nd period I had to do a summarizing article in health which was kinda boring and Jacob ask about Paul and said he tell me during lunch
3rd period which Cultural Arts finally no more dancing cause now it is cooking and it seems very cool
4th period Lunch well I first said hi to my Langauge Arts teacher because she was gone for like a long time. Then when I went outside I saw Jacob and this other girl.....Later I was introduce to her and her name is Nikki(if her name is spelled that way) and well they knew about my situation and well I was really feeling wierd.....Later when I saw Paul everybody was like you know smiling and doing these funny things... they say he was gonna tell me somethin but he said he will tell me 8th period.
5th period nothin much just that I have to do work and damn I didn't finish.
6th period boring as well and I have to do everything for my groups' science project..
7th period nothin much again and all I did was work on my work book.
8th period we had to copy notes and well Michael keeps making fun with the twins....then later he asked who should I go with and I said I don't know cuz u no it is a hard decision to choose between the two. Then after copying the notes I started writing my story and then suddenly Paul was pretty amazed when he saw how long it was then later he ask me out and I was shocked cause I knew my mom wouldn't let me so I told him the truth and he accepted it.
After school: Well this annoying girl Chelsea kept teasing us and yea.... then I talked a little to Paul while walking through the buses...Then when I talked to Jacob he too liked me and well I told him that I can't decide cause you know I hate to hurt someone this kinda situation so I kept it as the both of them as friends and then till tomorrow I don't know wats next..............
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Sunday, April 2, 2006
My day
Well today I just thought I should change my theme once again but this time I am changing it back to Dnangel but with a different picture........... so ya
Well about my day I just came from my auntie's house after sleeping there and I am still so tired for tomorrow which is school and.........so well maybe i would have time to check your sites because I am free so here I go.
"In the middle of a Tragic destiny"
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Saturday, April 1, 2006
Happy April fool's Day every body!!!!!!!!!
Today is so funny I tricked my brother that I had drink for him in my bag but when he check it he was totally freaked when I told him April fool's day...........lol.........
Then the rest of the day I am of to my Auntie's house to celebrate a farwell dinner for my cousin......so yea, I might not have time to comment and sign gbs.......
Then right now I am still having troubles with my confusing love life, I feel like I am in the middle......
Either there would be a horrible fight or I have to choose who I will decide between the two boys...........
Later
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Friday, March 31, 2006
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