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Ok in school this morning well I was called over by Nikki and yea we talked and Paul was there and we kinda talked alittle so yea ..... then everybody there were like you no teasing...then when the bell rang.....when me and Paul were in the middle of the hall way he said "I love you Ms. Riku or was it Harada"
Homebase: Nothin much just doing lesson 98 of my workbook....
8thperiod: Well lets just say we took notes and did a work sheet, but I didn't get to finish it cause this crazy girl Chelsea kept on teasing or I mean bothering me.
7th period: Read a story adn time read then I got a letter from Katherine asking about lots of things even about my secret.
3rd period: Took notes then I have to study for a test on thursday.
4th period: Dropped bag, walked around, continued my story then later talked to Paul and everybody ......then when the bell rang I told Paul this " Omae ga suki da " - which meant I like/love you..
5th period: Did work and then I have to study for a test again..
6th period: I was so embarassed because ....man Chelsea kept on teasing me and asking me these questions...
2nd period: I well I felt sad and hurt because I think I just broke Jacob's heart and I know how it feels but in a different way... so I ask him if he felt alright and he said he was hurt a little but still I felt I was struck on the heart that I felt half in love and half empty hearted...
1st period: I just didn't felt good that time cause well half empty hearted and half in love..... and well Chelsea she was just so annoying then when we got in class I felt the same broken heart I felt before.
After school: well walked with Paul again but I felt a bit shy now cause Chelsea kinda made us hold hands.......then later well Jacob I felt horrified for him cause I can see it in his eyes he is hurt badly and so I felt I was strucked by lighting through my heart.....

PS: To tell the truth I really feel that I am half in love and half heart broken.....

"WHY DO I LAUGH AND SMILE WHEN I FEEL HEART BROKEN INSIDE............"

MeNa