myOtaku.com: Scrap

Well first of all I am really sorry if I didn't post on my last day of school.
Well just last night I had this nightmare where I was very lonely in my 8th period classroom that some of my classmates kept taking my things. Then later I got so mad that I took it away, then later somehow I went to the mall and then I saw My bf ignoring me alot and alot that I just ran away from him. It is like he broke my heart without even saying anything, and that's when i got so heart borken that when I woke up it felt like it really happened...so yeah I kinda started crying and thinking that he might actually hate me, so I cried everytime I think of it or hear the songs: Buried a Lie and What's left of me.... Huh i dont' know if you guys believe in dreams but just dreaming of my nightmare really tore my heart and I can't help it I think he hates me...I still love him but I feel that he hates me.
Somehow I don't know if my dream is true or not but I am really scared now to even have a broken heart even though I say I have felt it before but I guess is just the first for me.
well that's all for now and please don't hurt your feelings because of this post.
Well my lovelife is ending.
Mena Hikari