myOtaku.com: Scrap

Well as you know, I've return. Unfortunately, I'm in pain already. My dearest friend Mae, is so sad or I mean seems to be in darkness, I don't know why, but I can really feel her pain. Then another one of my friends Franz, is feeling so dead or so depressed because Mae broke up with him and now since it's a rainy season here. Pain goes around so much. I feel like I am the cause of this...they say I'm not, but my heart is hurting I just know it's my fault.
Huh, who would care anyway, everyone of my friends think I'm so fragile that if I'm sad they have to cheer my up right away, but no one could really heal be. I am fragile but can't no one see that I am already broken inside. I already have my eternal love worrying about me, but I don't want him to be hurt because of my dark feelings....
I have a HEART filled with LOVE, yet I still have my BROKEN HEART hidden behind my fake smile...

Well sorry if this is bothering you guys or something, and I know I was suppose to say something about why I was gone for a while. But I am sorry guys, just had to let my dark feelings out.
Sorry if this might've hurt anybody.
well cya tomorrow guys
~Tanya