Monday, October 2, 2006

the last time....... hopefuly
hi people...>.< damnit, i've been feeling really really guilty lately...it's making me feel like shit...i'm sorry heather,if this is depressing you, i just kinda need to let you know again how sorry i am and how much you mean to me...you mean so so much to me hunni, your EVERYTHING to me.*sighs* i just need you to know how much i love you and that i want to be with you forever, and if i ever lost you for any reason, i'd never forgive myself and it would probaly drive me insane..i'm really really sorry if this is making you sad, you just needed to know, well i'm gonna go..see ya people-jonnyxoxo
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Friday, September 29, 2006

THE story.

Steven woke up. "Shit, first day of school." "Steven get your ass up!" yelled his mom. he quickly got up and put on his favorite aiden shirt, a pair of jeens, converse, two sweat-band wristbands and a heavy layer of eyeliner. He grabbed a Poptart on his way to the bus.

On the other side of town Emily's alarm clock awoke her. "It's time for school" said her father from her doorway "i know" she said getting into the shower. after her shower she got dressed in a simmilar aiden shirt, chainy pants, a pair of vans, massacra, eye shadow and eyeliner. then she ran to the bus stop, slightly late.

After Steven got to school he went to his locker; which happened to be next to Emily's. as he shoved his back pack into his locker with un-nessary force she commented "nice shirt.." he looked over with a grin "you too" "i'm emily" she said happily "i'm sexy" he said with a smirk and they both laughed. "but seriously, i'm steven" then the bell rang "well see ya later" emily said "yep later" steven said walking away. In Miss simons english class she handded out jornals in which the students were to write in throughout the year.

after school steven walked back to his locker and got his bag "hey you okay?" he asked emily who hadn't said anything to him and he had just then noticed her. "yeah....i'm okay.." she said shyly."okay..well see ya tomorrow" yeah "see ya" she said leaving.
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Thursday, September 28, 2006

heads up.
just a heads up to everyone that cares. i';m gonna be postinga mbig story that i'm writing; thats all. goodnight-jonnyxoxo
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Wednesday, September 27, 2006

I CUT MY HAIR!!!
hey people...i hacked my fucking frindge off IT'S ALL GONE!!! everyone is being so modest about it, but they're all liars (no offence) i know deep down it looks horrible. i lookso ugly...if i can find a semi-decent picture i MIGHT put it up...well i gotta go, it's time for class, cya all.-jonnyxoxo
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Monday, September 25, 2006

school....*yawns*
hey people, what's up? well i'm at school, it's almost time to go. well *looks down* i'm horny you hear that heather? because i won't say it again I'M HORNY!!! well now that we're done with that... i'd better go love you all-jonnyxoxo
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Sunday, September 24, 2006

hmmm...fuck.
Hey guys...it's a sunday night...almost school, i've got some interesting news on a couple of diffrent things, first school pictures are this week...i HATE school pictures. but i'm getting contacts, and a haircut so i'll look good for them, i went to see my girlfriend today, it was cool, well i'd better go, i gotta finish painting my nails beofre i go to bed. night guys-jonnyxoxo
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Wednesday, September 20, 2006

All my fucking fault...
Hey guys...i'm really sad, and i was just crying, i think i'm done with that now. being back with Heather, it's amazing, but i'm growing more and more aware of that fact that i fucked up...IT'S ALL MY FUCKING FAULT. i LIED to her i BACKSATBED her and most painful, i CHEATED on her...i hate myself because of that i hate myself so much. i'm a terrible excuse for a human being. that was the biggest mistake of my life. i regret that so so much so for heather and anyone else who reads this I REGRET THAT SO MUCH please...forgive me i'm so so so sorry... i know this seems weird because it was a half a year ago but i'm so sorry... i should go, i need some rest...night guys.
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school.....*snezzes* again.....
hey >.< damnit i'm in first hour right now luckuly it's almost done. i really wish i was home now, or fucking my girlfirend...haha just kidding love you sweetie, well i gotta go play pinball....dirty. oh well bye! love you all -jonnyxoxo
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Tuesday, September 19, 2006

school....meh.
hey guys, i'm at school right now and it SUCKS! anyway yeah...last night i had this weired sad dream. i had to go like into the army...yeah i dunno either, but i was crying and my girlfriend kept telling me it was just a dream XD she sure is smart love you sweetie! anyway i better go-jonnyxoxo
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Sunday, September 17, 2006

gahh...
hey guys *coughs* i feel like shit, but i'm in a really good mood becasue i went to my girlfriends house today, and we had a great time! but now i have qa sore throat and my head hurts....i gotta go do algebra >.< bye-jonnyxoxo
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