Saturday, November 5, 2005

My yearbook picture...TO THE EXTREME!!

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Sunday, October 30, 2005

Worst. Death. Ever.

Your Deadly Sins Sloth: 80% Envy: 20% Pride: 20% Wrath: 20% Gluttony: 0% Greed: 0% Lust: 0% Chance You'll Go to Hell: 20% You will get bugs, because you're too lazy to shoo them off. And then you'll die. How Sinful Are You? thats the stupidest death ever. i suck.

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Thursday, October 27, 2005

Intelligence

what is it really? doing well in school or simply being creative? I mean, seriously think about it, to do good in school you need 3 things. (1)to listen/read. (2)to memorize. (3)to do your work. you do not need to be smart to do well in school. lets look at a simple equation : 3x=6. you just need to memorize the fact that you have to get x by itself to answer this problem. you dont need to actually UNDERSTAND why you have to get x by itself. My friend thinks he is smarter than me and looks down on me simply because he does well i school. he is not smarter. I am. he tries in school. I don't. you see, while he is sitting there copying down his notes, im deep in thought about life, death, the universe, time, human nature, creativity, thought itself, everything. he memorizes, i create and understand. he thinks hes smarter, but he's not...

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Tuesday, October 25, 2005

as much as i hate writing i guess i should do an Oni post

first off, this will most likely be a short post due to my short term memory and my dislike of writing/typing. well, it seems like im the only person who had a crappy time. yes there were plenty of good times at teh con, but being there with my dad was really stressful and i seemed to get sucked into some drama. and im also depressed all the time now becuz of many home situations (dead dog, dying grandmother, bad grades, no money, dad has no job, family losing money very quickly, the list goes on) ANYWAYS Friday: school was a blur, my dad picked me up at the first bus stop becuz of his crazy logic (thot that would be faster than picking me up at school) and began the drive to the con. got kind of a depressing call from Ty cuz he couldnt go. Arrived at the con at frickin 8 o'clock at night. Vash called me and said Newbeh and Suger needed a place to keep theyre stuff, they ended up just staying there with us that night. i called seth and met her at the lobby and we skipped over to the friendness. Lots of the Brian hugging followed by cuddle orgies. A little later i met up with Kayoubi and spent basically the rest of friday looking for her drunk friend so she wouldnt get in trouble. Saturday: i have forgotten about like half teh stuff that happened so i apologize if i forget something important. moving on. got into cosplay, chatted with Newbeh and Suger, and then headed off to the con. umm, most of the time i was just wandering around with assorted people with occasional trips to the room to let Newbeh and Suger get stuff. we came up with some funny inside jokes and what not. uhhh, saw the brunch club (parody of the breakfast club with naruto characters) it was funny but really crappy. ran around with seth and tori and sethos and ppls calling "marco" and giving pocky to ppl who said "polo". yarg! i cant remember anything! i hung out with Zappa/Neji (i never know what to call you anymore) for a while. we tried to help Toboe spin at the rave but to no avail. by this time it was midnight-ish. i went back to my room and sat out on the balcony for an hour, saw seth and ian and said "marco" but they didnt hear that or recognize me. i stayed up waiting for newbeh and suger to get back but i got a call at 2:30 from vash saying they werent coming back to the room so i went sleepy. Sunday:-you know what, nothing happened that day besides spending a little more time with Seth, Ian, Tori, Sethos, Kevin, Lewd, Toboe, etc. etc. Then i had to leave and was all sad as i gave everyone hugs goodbye, especially cuz i had to leave without saying goodbye to Tori. So that was my con experience as i remember it at the time. i also went to Main Event yesterday, there was some drama but it was fun after that (Phlinx is funny when he fishes). Levi thought illegal thoughts and i got a hug from Mint for the first time, and i think my first hug from Suger too. so monday was fun. and Levi...ILLEGAL!

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Monday, October 10, 2005

I have a cold! ;-;

mer...*sneeze*...im all sicky-like. its no fun. stupid brother giving me his cold *pouts* I'm starting with the bad so i can end with the good. I seriously dont think I'm going to oni. theres the chance that my grandma could pass away around that time, and even if she doesnt, i have like 20 bucks at the moment so its not looking good. but on the good side, my lakehouse was fun! my dads friend took his dog along which cheered me up a lot. he was a spazzy pup who would run in huge circles for 30 minutes. i got owned on the tube tho >.< i faceplanted into the water and my back bent backwards and i hit myself in the back of my head with my heels. that hurt. but i still had fun. my brother tried to do a barrel roll and refused to let go even tho the tube was upside-down and he was being dragged thru the water. i also started recording my movie. but all we got done was some random pointless stuff, but atleast its a start anyways, thats it for now, talk to all of y'all later

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Saturday, October 8, 2005

SD over-reacts way too much >.>;;

so yeah, i've been kinda "moody" lately. just dealing with a lot of stress at one time so i swing from one side of the mood scale to the other. i've been thinking about my dogs death more and more lately, and my grandmother is going to die anyday now(i might not get to go to onicon becuz of it) so im just kinda freaking out. anyways, im not starting my movie this weekend cuz im going to my lakehouse, which will still be fun cuz im takin my friend and my dad's crazy ass friend is coming along too. woo! and im actually going to be busy for once! next weekend im taking the PSAT, after that is onicon (if i have the money for it), and after that is my homecoming dance. but hopefully some time in between i'll be able to start the movie. sooooooooooo, sorry for that rediculously depressing sounding little post-a-majig, SD is just an emotional spaz sometimes ^^;

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Thursday, October 6, 2005

i get a surge of happiness and then the depression comes back ten fold

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Tuesday, October 4, 2005

REALLY GOOD MOOD! YAAAAAY!

i figured i would post becuz im in the best mood ive been in MONTHS!! WOO HOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i got a 100 on my algebra 2 test! SD is smart and all powerful!!! ummmmm, talking to Sethos for the first time! its fun! we're both hyper! *rolls on the floor* i dont know what to talk about! hopefully i get to start my movie this weekend! its called The Story of Frayton Squiggs. idk if i've talked about it yet its about a guy named Frayton who is being chased by a gang cuz they dont like his name. im Frayton! :p heres a poster i made for it thats Frayton and his friend Carol, Carol is a guy...they both have bad names woot! i luv everyone and everything....except for asparagus...it knows what it did *glares at asparagus* ^^

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Monday, September 26, 2005

*old man voice* i 'member back in the day when i used to post frequently....

yeah, it's been a while. i know. ....anyways.........um....been dealing with the evil forces of school and i'm positive that some of my teachers have no idea what their talking about. its quite entertaining. i started playing my trumpet again and joined my friends band even though i still havent gotten back to normal with it *hasnt played in 2 years* I went dove hunting with my dad and his friends this weekend, it was pretty fun. his friend had a really cool dog named Macy. she lurved me ^^ anyways, thats pretty much it, oh! i might get to stay with Tori, Seth, and Ty at oni! i got to go do drivers ed reading now, later everybwwoooody

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Tuesday, September 13, 2005

sorry i haven't been posting, too much stress and depressing stuff at the moment but on the good side, according to some test i took in health, im mentally unheathly and my stress levels are through the roof, so i should lose sanity soon and be able to escape the stress that last statement will probably piss some of you off, but its generally how i feel at the moment. and guess what!? my grandma is dying. that will make 2 family deaths in a span of 4 months fan-fucking-tastic

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