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Friday, March 11, 2005
*Sniffle*
I’m feeling so depressed. If even *that* girl – who is the most benevolent and forgiving person I’ve ever met, if she has begun hating me, then it is really just a matter of time before all of my friends will leave me, and I will be all alone anyway (and I’ll be forced into isolation). I really, really don’t hope that the girl hates me, I love her so extremely much. If she really hates me, then I don’t think I can bear on living anymore, right now I’m considering suicide, but for now I will just look at how things turn out… but god, it hurts so much inside of me right now, I really want this feeling of despair to stop; this feeling of feeling scared, of feeling hurt and of feeling lonely.
That girl… I love her so much… yet I’m also really dependant on her; she said she would always forgive me… I really hope that’s the case, I can’t bear on living if she really hates me now.
(People - once again - please don't flame me, I really can't take it right now -_-).
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