Monday, July 11, 2005

Hey
This is my cat tiger once again!! Hes so cute!!!!


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Sunday, July 10, 2005

   FOR THE YUKINATER AND DONT FORGET IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay I will dedicate this pic because of all the viva la bam episodes we watched at ur house

and this pic because you like happy tree friends

Happy now?? lol doncha wanna come play with the yukinater?? like I said in your comments on your site call me!!!!
okay later everyone(mostly the yukinater)
Robin
Ps. the yukinater, tell me how to get scrolly things on my site and how to get a bg image and pop ups!!! and if you talk to ur dad and candace tell them i said hi and thanks again for letting me come over!!
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My cats
This is precious

and tiger

awwwwwww!!!
anyways...wats up everyone??? Nothing new here. I miss my YUKINATER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and shuichi and myori and every one les!!! I really want to have a good birthday party but it dosent look so good...thats really all I want cuz I never have good parties. But I geuss Im just being a bitch like always. I'm sorry everyone for being who Iam. I'm sorry cliff, I miss you so much, and I dream about you every night I just wish I had one more year, one more month, one more day, one more hour, one more second to show you how much I love you and to share with you my sympathy and I miss your hands touching my tired face as you moved in such grace around me as if you were my only. But it seems its way over now.

lyrics-
AFI- "This Celluloid Dream"
Calling tears from deep inside, oh, you're so exquisite And in the mirror, all midnight eyes Oh, if I could remain, but it's just a visit All midnight eyes read "vacancy" Twisted, twisting
To the lovely dancing lights, I begged, "May I cut in?" But they never stopped playing "their song" Of a joyous song they sing, I've heard whispers On a freezing note, I resonate Just like romantic verses, just like a joyous end Just like a memory, it twists me Just like romantic verses, just like a joyous end Twist... twisting me
You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic Onto the melting boy, and melt away You light as gently, you're so cinematic Bathed in your radiance, I melt
In the glitter, in the dark, sunk into velvet Praying this will never end In the shadow of a star, in static pallor I realized I never began
Just like romantic verses, just like a joyous end Just like a memory, it twists me Just like romantic verses, just like a joyous end Twist... twisting me
You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic Onto the melting boy, and melt away You light as gently, you're so cinematic Bathed in your radiance, I melt
All the colours upon leaving, all will turn to grey All the colours upon leaving, all will turn to grey (All grey) All the colours (All grey) upon leaving (All grey) all will turn to grey (All grey) All the colours (All grey) upon leaving (All grey) all will turn to grey... grey...
You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic Onto the melting boy, and melt away You light as gently, you're so cinematic Bathed in your radiance
You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic You land as lightly as the new snow, and melt away You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic Bathed in your radiance, I melt

Poem-

Philip Rollins-"I wish my eyes were shut"
I wish my eyes were shut.
Then I'd have no fears.
Go through life
With no hate or tears.
Or if I were numb,
I'd feel no pain.
Never drowning in shadows,
Or soaking in shame.
Maybe an angel
Feeling good so much,
Then I wouldn't be scared
Of love's sweet touch.
Kissing me softly
With one deep breath.
Sweeping me into
Eternity with the rest.
I wish I wasn't
Always so alone.
Everybody's something
I just want to go home.
Nobody to talk to,
They're all cloned and fake,
And then there's me.
Easy to break.
They think I stand on a pedestal,
Perfect picture in a frame.
There's more to it.
Underneath the mask there's shame.
Horrible things
Said and done,
But nobody will listen.
To them it's fun.
I hold onto my anger
Locked in a box.
Chains all around it.
Attached are locks.
I wish there was a key
To let it all out.
But instead it builds up,
Exploding without a doubt.
Sometimes I want to scream
So long that life escapes.
Then I'd shut my eyes.
I'd be the angel of disgrace





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Saturday, July 9, 2005

SUUUUUUUUIHCIIIIIIIIII?

Oh heres my bro holding my cat in a paint ball mask(this ones for you shuichi)-

Speaking of shuichi how come she never comes to my site anymore?? Hope to see all of you soon!!! My birthday party is on july 22 until further notice. Myori is invited and shuchi and yuki are allowed to stay over night if they want to. Get me a good persent!!!! LOL Just kidding its the thought that counts!! (yeah right) No seriously.
Well ttyl,
Robin
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Friday, July 8, 2005

   Waz up?
Hey I just thought Id post a pic so w/e...
Heres my cat precious-

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Wednesday, July 6, 2005

   okay i couldnt resist


heres me the yukinater and shu at waynes world-

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   Dontcha wanna come play with the yukinater?? 2
Well we stopped and got boiled peanuts on the way to st. Augustine. Yuki and me got regular and candace and chris got cajuin. Then we sang sys of a down till we couldnt anymore!! Then when we finally got there...we stopped at a local pizza hut and had ham bacon and sausage pizza. Then we got rained on in the jeep a little bit while tring to find a decent parking space. We ended up parking at a wachovia bank. Me and yuki were bored so we decided to wave at every car that went by. Okay this is a good part... While we were waving 2 dudes in the colledge that had their window opened kept whisteling at us!!!! And we waved at him and then candace laughed and she gose "NO You dont wave back!! Those guys are way too old for you!!!" it was freaking hularious!! Then we parked in a church parking lot that said "NO PARKING WITHOUT REGISTRATION ALL VIOLATERS WILL BE TOWED!!" lol! Then candace and yukis daddy turned us loose to explore the shops and crap. So we tried to figure out who was blowing stuff up and we were screaming stuff in large crowds lik "MICHEAL JACKSON SCANDAL" and "GAY MARRIGE" Then some ass hole splashed up in his gay ass black muther fucker mobile (lol) and I started curseing up a storm screaming "FUCK U" "fuck u" runing after it and flicking them off!! So then we walked around looking for candace and yukis dad the rest of the time. And the cells wernt working so we couldnt call them!! But we finally got through and then we said "where are you?" and they said they were at a pub. and yuki had said earlier "there probablly at a pub some were". LOL
So yuki talked to candace for a while while we tried to find them and then yuki spotted them but they were still talking like they didnt know where we were so yuki gose "look to your left" and we were there it was funny!! Then the fire works were about to start so we went up on the wall to watch. So during them some dude spilled his beer and I go "hey man thats alchohol abuse!!!!" and there were three (hott guys) and they all started crackin up and so one gose "yeah I give you permishon to smack him" so yuki gose "ill poke him" and the dude gose "no you wont" and she gose "yes I will" so the dude leaned back a little so she could reach him (he was really hott) and she poked him!!! So later on she was babbling about shamoo and she gose "okay I better shut up now beacuse I think every one can here me..." and one of those dudes goes "what? about shamoo?" LOL! And they were all drunk! So then the fire works stopped for a minute and I scream " YEAH THATS WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT!!!" and everybody cracked up!! then they were over and we said bye to the really cool dudes!! I was hoping for a hug but they only touched our hands :( but it was cool though!! Then we were walkin back to candace and yuki's dad (they never left the pub it was just me and the yukinater) and yuki's dad had like 3 hinikens any ways when we were walking back this dude acted like this car hit him cuz we were walking in the street and he was really drunk!! LOL so we go to the pub and walked back to the jeep and while we were walking back there these people were doing small fireworks and they were getting all over them cuz I gess they were drunk it was halarious!!! So we got in the jeep and ate left over pizza and we put the top down and we were listening to the ice cream man song and we were dancing to keep warm!! I was freakin cold cuz this was at like 11pm. So on the drive back candace and yukis dad put the top up so it wouldnt be soo cold and we sung to the radio and listened to some 1 ocklok rants then I think we went to sleep cuz yukis dad was asleep like from the time he switched with candace till we got home. We ended up getting home at like 1am and we saw some deer on the way home. When we got home we had to run to yukis room cuz of zena and goblin they were being all crazy!!! So we changed out of our soking wet clothes and got in bed and watched like 5 or 6 viva la bam episodes!! they were really funnie!! Then yuki went to sleep and i watched some music videos. Then I went to bed it was like 4 or 5am. Then in the morning we did some ddr and kariokie and listened to some weird band and sys of a down. We made a low fat salad!!! it was SOOO good!!! And then we played with the squirells and zena and goblin. Then my parents said they were gonna come get me but they got lost so in the mean time yukis aunt tara came over . And then yuki called her dad and he transfered hher to candace and while he was doing that she just hung up for no reason!!! LOL Then my peeps got there and then we left while yuki mowed the grass. Then I was talking to yukis dad on the phone cuz he didnt belive we got the xbox to work!! LOL
Well thats about it!!
This is too long to put a pic so L8tr Ill give you one tommorow!!
~Robin
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Tuesday, July 5, 2005

dontcha wanna come play with the yukinater??
Hey everyone!! I just got back from my friend the yukinaters house. I spent two nights there!! It was awsome!! The first night we watched the neighbors do fire works. Then we walked around the neighborhood to find fireworks but we couldnt figure out were they were comming from!! LOL! Then we came home and did some of our own fire works and ate doughnuts while watching The Seed Of Chuckie.. Witch was a redicoulusly funnie movie even though I think it was supposed to be scary??? Then we did kariokie till 4 or 5 in the morning!! Then we fell asleep. The next day me the yukinater her dad and stepmom went to st. augustine to see the fireworks there!! We made up 'the yukinater' on the way there, sang alot, drank alot of diet pepsi, stopped at alot of gas stations *ahem cassandras dad* It was really fun and I have to go now but Ill post the rest later!!!
XXRobinXX
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Wednesday, June 29, 2005

fuck it all
You fucking want to understand me?? Heres a good try.







Lucky

Sitting here in these bright lights
I've lost all of this
Those miserable fights
Swimming pools
Lightning strikes
They were all fools
I feel like I'm in a movie
Never ending stories
Pain and everlasting life
Flaming clothes
I wish I had a real big knife
If some one asks me whats wrong again
I'm gonna kill them
Start something its about to begin
Crazy nights
I wish I had a better life
Loveless fights
I wish a had a big huge knife
So I could try
To kill myself
I want to die
I want to die
Just tell me why
Can't I be happy
Leave me alone
Keep it all
All this pain
I'm through this once and forever
I'll take your hand cuz ur ucky
Just tell me why
I'm so damn lucky

Suicide Summers Day
I feel sick
Like I'm gonna throw up
This place makes me feel like this
Everyday
If it wasn't for him
This life would be a living hell
Now I'm not even aloud to be seen with him?
He apologizes to me?
For what
That hes ripped my day apart
I'm sick of this bull shit
I'm sick of this place
Ill take one last look
And blow myself away
Ill take one last joke
Ill take one last sneer
Ive made a fool of myself
But I don't care Cause
I'm sick of this bull shit
I'm sick of this place
Ive had my last punishment
As blood fills my face
I hate you your so wrong
But I was born to make sure
My life wasn't too long

I'm sick of hearing it will all be allright. Its all lies. And dont be suprised if they find me tied to him with both our pulses cold. And dont be suprised if your the only one who knows I'm gone. Its all anger. And its all hate. Its all sorrow, and its all fate.
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Tuesday, June 28, 2005

I stand in front of the mirror
I stand in front of the mirror,
They say my face just doesn't look the same.
Scars paint my body,
With everlasting shame.

In a dark corner,
I pull out my knife.
They say I'm mentally disturbed,
But I only wanted to end my life.

Do not look,
You will only tell them.
What is done is done.
And done for him.

Look into my weeping eyes.
End my life so I don't have to cry.
I'm alone and so are you.
So take my life.

I wish I wasn't
Always so alone.
Every body wants something
I just want to go home.

Nobody to talk to,
They're all cloned and fake,
And then there's me.
Easy to break.






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